C G Am F ika'y kumusta na? saan pupunta? busy ka ba, pwede bang ilakad ka

Pasensya na kung wala kong pera pero kakayanin kong ibigay kahit mga tala

di ba nararamdaman hayaan kung masaktan kinakanta tong kanta buhos aking buong diwa at lahat ng aking ?-a

oh kailan, kailan magsasabi laging hinihiling na sana'y tayong dalawa sa huli

sa tamis ng pangako ako;y maghihintay kailan ba bibigay kung di ngayon ay kailan, oh kailan

buong araw isip ka, kumusta ka na okay ka ba, kumakain ba nang tama pagpasenyahan mo ang kakulangan ko pero kakayanin kong magbago para sayo

2nd capo C Em Am D

you seem to leave me in the air

when im about to blare

off my sirens of despair

my tears flow a river

let me know if

its drowning us together

dont pull me or try to save me

keep your shirt's sleeve dry

dont look me in the eye

its performative

double-edged negative

knife of who never went to fight

he only danced in the moonlight

there's a cut bled open

i know he'll leave it hidden

shame that knows no bounds

will try to keep me wake and

ill be left in the air

when im about to blare

off my sirens of despair

my tears flow a river

what more are impressions but a construct? you are a wonder.

"since childhood i have been faithful to monsters. i have been saved and absolved by them, because monsters, i believe, are patron saints of our blissful imperfection, and they allow and embody the possibility of failing" - guillermo del toro

you can do it

time without purpose is prison

☹

im tired

how can someone with so much anger inside of them give so much love?

the truth of my worth will not come from someone who cannot give me what they cannot give themselves, which is compassion and gentle love. my worth will not come from the wisdom of a person i put on pedestal like a prophecy that will suddenly dawn to me and make everything make sense. my love is all mine. and i am all of me.

i must say... ive grown a lot, and wrote a lot, and drew a lot. ive cried a lot more than i did when i last visited this site and did so much more. i am happy ive been doing.. well (?)

marcos parin - mga ulol

THEYVE MONETIZED EVERY MEANS OF SURVIVAL. RUN

what are we really

i suddenly want to get out of my own flesh

is this all worth the confusion?

im feeling everything all at once. im dizzy. i feel like ripping my skin. sad. adrenaline in my veins. eyelids heavy. i want to cease to exist.

my maker said they're tired. what does that make me, who thrived when you molded me out of angry fists. if you say you wanna perish what does that make me, who hoped to be gone every night.

hindi porque hindi ako umiyak ay wala na akong pakialam. sa lugar na ito kung saan lahat ng bagay ay tinuturing na kahinaan. hindi ko kakayanin na kunin ang natitira saakin: ang aking emosyon at damdamin. 'di ka nakinig sa iyak. nakinig ka lamang sa sigaw ng aking galit. 'di niyo binigyang pansin ang aking paghingi ng tulong. tinignan niyo lamang ako nuong tinanggihan ko na kayo.

mapapatawad ba tayo ni inang bayan kung ang sarili nating kamay ang umulit ng kasaysayan.

there's no true salvation until we dismantle the system.

think I'll miss you forever

like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky

later's better than never

i felt very scared of a presence. engulfing every piece of my being. who is that. what is that.

why would you let yourself be held imprisoned by a cluster of expectation. break the bars.

comfortable is misery

Your choices outweigh your substance.

canihavethisdancefortherestofmylife