lives are not ordered within their categories

☆ = we have an introject of this life (not an indicator of importance)

☾ distrusting of others

☾ no attachment to people in general and/or extreme attachment to one person

☾ unhealthy, unstable relationships from both sides

☾ lack of close friends or shallow relationships

☾ copying or following someone else as a means of forming an identity or protecting self

☾ lying, hiding parts of self, extreme people pleasing, unable to "let guard down"

☾ drawing attention to some vulnerabilities as a defense mechanism or a manipulation tactic ("i'm weak/harmless/stupid so i could never do xyz") while hiding deeper vulnerabilities

☾ socially offputting even if trying not to be; either too quiet or talking too much to the point of being annoying

☾ denying help, pushing away those with...

☾ neglect of own health to severe degree

☾ limited interests/hobbies or very specific ones

☾ odd sense of humour

☾ repression of something leading to further issues

☾ limited or "forced" emotional expression

☾ mistaking selfishness for empathy (helping others or treating them well without realising it's for a selfish cause, or realising and denying it)

☾ bad luck / misfortune

☾ desire to "live normally"

☾ chronic illess/physical disability

☾ mental illness or disability

☾ unstable home life, absence of one or both parents or neglect

☾ younger sister with older brother OR older brother with younger sister (soemtimes comes with incestual feelings..........)

☾ poor education / dropout caused by disability (usually able to get an education or hold a job to varying degrees of success if physical disability not present)

☾ technology (always on that damn computer)

☾ glitches

☾ blue & grey or pink & yellow

me then now and always. most likely also my soul origin.

♡ shin tsukimi - your turn to die / kimigashine