★ = introjectism (just means it's system related for one or more alters on top of being our past life. It isn't an indicator of how important the life is or what it means to us.)

☾ = past life only or unlisted for comfort/other reason.

Tropes/reoccurrences specifically related to the relationships and people I'm drawn to

✰ Drawn to autistic people in general

✰ Drawn to people I can easily dominate and control

✰ One stable relationship, otherwise relationships are unstable

✰ The stable relationship is codependent, we are unhealthily entangled in each other

✰ Usually more outgoing/extroverted than those around me, I tend to stick to introverts for friends/partners

✰ Bully/tease those that I love most

These are tropes and themes that are rooted in my core life/self, and that carry on throughout my lives.

♡ Anger issues, short fuse

♡ Suicidal ideation/tendencies (attempts of suicide always done on impulse at a breaking point)

♡ Lack of/loss of control

♡ Parallels/comparisons to Jesus Christ

♡ Loudmouth

♡ Public breakdowns or other public embarrassment

♡ Addiction

♡ Self-destruction

♡ Bad relationship with father

♡ Eye trauma

♡ Sexual assault/abuse (👎)

♡ Geek, hobbies often involve video games or TCGs

♡ Internalized homophobia

♡ Promiscuity

Me in this life, me in every life, me then now and forever. I am the only me ever. My core selves are the root to all of my traits that have carried on across my lives, and these traits are the most raw and unfiltered/clear in these lives.

A stranger could pick up on these being me

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Primary core life:

★ Tim Heidecker ♡ OCATC + other ✭

Secondary core life:

★ Matt Johnson ♡ (NTBTS + The Dirties)✭

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★ Garrett ♡ Skin Crawl

☾ Midori ♡ YTTD

☾ Sneegsnag ♡ (CC + GL)

★ Bert ♡ That Dog

★ Jon ♡ Delocated

☾ Boy ♡ My Guy Died

★ Scotty Andrews ♡ Bedtime Stories

★ Frank ♡ TCOM

★ Curtis ♡ COTM

☾ Jack ♡ The House that Jack Built

☾ Charlie Manx ♡ NOS4A2

★ "Butt Witch"/Ma'am ♡ Twelve Forever

★ Donny Dunn ♡ Baby Reindeer

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☾ Josh Tyler ♡ Us

☾ Tom ♡ THHPII

★ Jack Decker ♡ Decker

☾ Andy ♡ Rent-A-Pal

☾ Chip Baskets ♡ Baskets

☾ Barry Berkman ♡ Barry

☾ Michael ♡ The Good Place

☾ Saul Goodman ♡ BrBa/BCS

☾ Penn Jillette ♡ Penn & Teller

☾ Negatus ♡ Yonderland

☾ Jon Glaser ♡ Jon Glaser Loves Gear

☾ Steve Smith ♡ China IL

☾ Alan ♡ Daisy Brown

☾ Mammon ♡ Helluva Boss

☾ William Afton ♡ FNAF

☾ Brian Quinn ♡

☾ Ash Williams ♡ Evil Dead

☾ Sully ♡ I'm Dying up Here

☾ Francine Smith ♡ American Dad

★ Pickles ♡ Metalocalypse

☾ Daniel Frye ♡ The Bridge

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☾ Eric Cartman ♡ South Park

☾ Michael Myers ♡ Halloween

☾ Pinhead ♡ Hellraiser

☾ Tiny Tim

☾ Jables ♡ Tenacious D

☾ Ash Kabosu ♡ irl (?)

☾ Nathan Fielder ♡

☾ Chauncey ♡ Wonder Showzen

☾ Wesley ♡ COTM

☾ Darius LeFaux ♡ 7 Splinters in Time

☾ The Sculptor ♡ THHPII

☾ Buddy ♡ Quarry

☾ Gomez Addams ♡ Addams Family

☾ John Hunchman ♡ Dicktown

☾ Sneegsnag ♡ OSMP

☾ Hickory ♡ Trolls

☾ Luke ♡ Run (2013)

☾ Salvatore ♡ Corrado

☾ Colin Robinson ♡ WWDITS

★ Frances ♡ The Sarah Silverman Program

★ Humphrey ♡ Ghosts BBC

Still me in this life. These lives were also incredibly influential on others, but ultimately these lives were a result of my core self still.

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★ Nick Lutsko ♡

★ Rodney Lamonca ♡ Killing It

★ Swanson ♡ The Comedy

☾ Lil Dicky/Dave Burd ♡ Dave

☾ Phil Tandy Miller ♡ The Last Man on Earth

☾ Bill Hobbs ♡ I'm Dying up Here

★ Tex ♡ Us

★ Sam Loudermilk ♡ Loudermilk

★ Doug Fregin ♡ Blackberry

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☾ Pinocchio ♡ various sources

★ Alan Resnick ♡ EGI

☾ Brock ♡ Killing It

☾ Dennis Reynolds ♡ IASIP

☾ Wade ♡ Cooties

☾ The Monarch ♡ V Bros

★ Gary Bunda ♡ YPFIGTH

☾ Chris Monsanto ♡ Eagleheart

★ Prince ♡ TCOW

★ Charlie Dompler ♡ Smiling Friends

★ Fran ♡ Spin me Round

☾ Henchman 21 ♡ V Bros

★ Charlie Kelly ♡ IASIP

☾ Blitzo ♡ Helluva Boss

☾ Carol ♡ Carol & the End of the World

★ Marvin Flute ♡ Grimsburg

☾ Satan ♡ Good Satan

★ Wil Wheaton ♡ BBT

☾ Seong Gi-hun ♡ Squid Game

★ Greggy ♡ First Time Female Director

★ Phil ♡ Kuso

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★ Vance Dontay ♡ Neon Joe Werewolf Hunter

☾ Shaun ♡ Shaun of the Dead

☾ Nick Cage ♡ The Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent

☾ Dean Winchester ♡ SPN

☾ M.O.D.O.K. ♡ M.O.D.O.K.

★ Alan ♡ Alantutorial

☾ Svengoolie ♡ Svengoolie/Son of Svengoolie

☾ Laszlo Cravensworth ♡ WWDITS

☾ Scott ♡ Imagination Movers

★ Soldier Durken ♡ TCOW

☾ Jonathan ♡ Black Friday

★ Karl ♡ Quarry

☾ Uncle Pete ♡ Teenage Euthanasia

☾ The Jerkbeast ♡ Jerkbeast

☾ Toki Wartooth ♡ Metalocalypse

☾ Stewie Griffin ♡ Family Guy

☾ Roger Smith ♡ American Dad

☾ Randy Marsh ♡ South Park

★ Darren ♡ Fired on Mars

☾ Frank ♡ Good Satan