(sporadic) daily notes

• my PD101 s2 trinity: minhyun, danik, ong
• (11/26) W1: minhyun, baejin
• (11/26): JBJ: donghan, hyunbin
• (11/26): NU'EST W: baekho
• i'm 20 but i have a big fear of physically aging
• Hit the Top is a great drama so far and I lovelovelove all the 2D1N cameos ♡♡
• My favorite albums: Eddy Kim's The Manual, Sam Kim's I Am Sam, IU's Palette, NU'EST's Canvas, WINNER's Fate Number For, Busker Busker's 1st, 1st Wrap Up, 2nd, P!ATD's A Fever You Can't Sweat Out, NCT127's NCT#127 Limitless, DAY6's Daydream, DAY6's Sunrise, NU'EST W's W,Here, Red Velvet's Perfect Velvet
• How do I make writing notes more exciting???
• Constant conflict between good/unhealthy food and wanting to lose weight
• I was productive for a good 30 mins good job me
• IMO, Minhyun is THE top visual in broduce
• Pentapentapentagon is back!!!!
• I can't breathe anymore the new PD101 relay cam has all my fave boys!! Danik, Ong, Minhyun ahhhh
• So I woke up at 8 am to livestream the finale
• I'm a mix of salty (bugi, dongho, paca & sam didn't make it, plus showing the 11-14 ranking in the middle of the show pissed me off - it def was the cause for jong/dong going down), happy (my love danik is #1 like omg this the best and I CRIED he deserves it so much, ong + woojin + jaehwan), bittersweet (my other ultimate pick Minhyun making it to Wanna One, but being the only NU'EST boy breaks my heart, my tears wouldn't stop flowing when I saw those vids of him crying alone apart from the group, I was so happy he made it but this situation is difficult, I'm sure it'll be fine though - he has his sorrysorry/never friends:))
• I can't even bring myself to listen to the songs from the finale or watch any clips, i'm so upset over Jonghyun ugh
• So NU'EST's Canvas, NCT127's Cherry Bomb and Kehlani's SweetSexySavage is on repeat
• I LOVE NU'EST FML
• I seriously underestimated how much material there is to memorize for this class
• Every hour or so I have a few minutes of moping bc Minhyun is the only NU'EST boy in Wanna One but then I always try to reassure myself by thinking: NU'EST can have a 4/5 comeback, Minhyun will bring in more fame and $$$, December 2018 isn't too far away....
• Also my boys Danik, Ong, Jaehwan, SeBeOhLa, Jisung-sshi!!! I'm so glad they made it :') ofc i'm very happy for the others in top 11 but i'm so attached to these guys
• The 1stlook photoshoot omfggggggg
• I started watching OCN's Duel and man it is SO good
• Acting is A+ and I cannot get over Yang Sejong's clone acting and visuals omggg he is so good looking I get excited whenever his scenes come up which is awesome because he's Sungjoon & hoon & Lee Yongsup so like triple the scenes
• I just realized how much I love GFRIEND's Rough
• Amazing song
• Latest ep of Duel made my heart RACE
• So disappointed in Sunghoon tsk tsk tsk!!!
• Omg Look is prob my favorite NU'EST song ever and they released a 2017 version!!! Remixed by Baekho!!
• Today my love for Youngmin strengthened
• I really love Hwang Minhyun and NU'EST and WANNA ONE
• Fml Kang Daniel in charge of physical
• I still haven't watched Wanna One Go, not ready for Minhyun
• Energetic was really good. Like I absolutely love Minhyun, Ong and Daniel's parts (esp Minhyun ahhh). Feel blessed as a Minhyun stan bc there was so much screentime for him!!! Wish there was more Woojin tho!!
• I found these really HQ pics of Minhyun. So blessed to be alive
• Another day, I love Hwang Minhyun and still kind of regret not going to KCON LA
• Things that come out of the mouths of my cousins: "The biggest Dunkirk," "Historical Anime Sex Scene"
• Summer is coming to an end, which means it's back to the hospital. I'm really hoping this year's clinical will be better than the last one. PLSSSS.
• I love Hwang Minhyun :)))
• I miss Hwang Minyhyun!!!! Too busy to fangirl nowadays but wow very excited for NU'EST W and JBJ!
• This clinical makes me nauseous, extremely nervous and anxious everyday. By far the busiest unit ever... how does the staff do it :/ i'm struggling so hard to keep up and I hardly ever take breaks... I'm taking on 3 patients for the first time today and I can't stomach it. I can't wait for the weekend.
• This weekend went by way too fast fml
• The scariest: being on the evaluation google doc the same time as your instructor
• 구해줘.... best drama ever!!!!! I haven't marathoned a drama in a long ass time, such an amazing drama. I love Woo Dohwan and Seo Yeji ahhhh
• I can't fricken believe Seo Yeji is 27 and has majored in journalism in Spain holy
• Last day of the long weekend and its back to the hospital sigh
• But this clinical is about babies!!
• Omg NU'EST W drops tomorrow!!
• Slightly overwhelmed with these assignments now omg but it's better than patient research that takes an eternity every week...
• I was scrolling thru instagram and came across this clip of Minhyun and ugh I love him
• Glad I don't have to go to the hospital on mondays!!
• I'm going to finally buy a piece of clothing
• Finished up the maternity rotation. Overall, loved labour and delivery, disliked postpartum
• I love hwang minhyun so muchachaha
• Omg Avengers Social Club is such a great drama!!! Who would've known that Jun would be a great actor cause I didn't (mainly bc i lost track of u-kiss years ago)
• Red Velvet's Perfect Velvet is THAT album
• Amazing title track, and b-sides are gold especially Kingdom Come!!!
• This assignment is suffocating this rotation is suffocating
• Trying to stay afloat by constantly working on it
• Trying to stay positive by reminding myself I don't need to ace this, i just need to pass
• Trying to be happy by thinking of minhyun :))
• I'm so happy my mom taught my grandparents to use facebook :')))
• I've been in a mood where I get so emotional so easily!!! Cry too easily ugh even during happy moments
• I can do this, its manageable, I have gone through worse hardships!
• I'm so close to finishing this essay...... ahhahsdhsadljsadhjhjlasd
• Day6 helps me get through my homework no lie
• They have a song for every occasion and each one is so damn good
• my heart is in shock..... atrial fibrillation and sinus tachycardia!!!! Minhyun was BoA's partner for her Only One perfomance at mama!!! omfgggsjdfalhk he looked so good, he danced so well, i'm so proud :')
• also.... 9 more days of this clinical fck yes
• I get excited over hearing Minhyun's voice in songs
• Just a thought; I am so thankful to have been introduced to the world of k-pop, k-dramas, korean entertainment in general so many years back (like 10?? wow)
• So much good content, amazing music!!!!!
• I never get bored bc there is always something to look forward too (like minhyun previews and new music)
• Also: first time listening to JBJ's Say My Name with headphones on and why didn't i do this sooner omg
• I love JBJ :'))))))) i love donghan
• Looking forward to: Day6's December comeback, JBJ at Gayo Daejuns (hopefully!), takoyaki adventure w/ J after finals, final results of The Unit (Jun BETTER MAKE IT or i will flip)
• Idols/Soloists/Bands/etc. whose releases I always look forward to: IU, GFRIEND, DAY6, BTS, Red Velvet, Pentagon, Sam Kim (where is he?!?!!?)
• Jun from U-KISS was in Avengers Social Club and is currently a contestant on KBS's The Unit
• I'm cheering solely for him!!!!! its like watching a little brother haha but hes taller and less than a year younger than me!
• So I just discovered that Jun has a solo dance practice vid for Perfect Man on the unit fb page asdkladjsasdlk
• I'm gonna list the people I want to debut in the unit even though I hardly know anyone yet:
• B: Jun (U-KISS), FeelDog, Euijin (Bigflo), Gunmin (B.I.G) Kijoong (IM) but tbh im happy as long as Jun (re) debuts
• G: Euijin (Sonamoo), NC.A
• ALMOST DONE THIS ASDSDJADSH CLINICAL
• I need to get drunk when this is over
• i CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS
• That new clip from Wanna One Go of Minyeon singing likey and nothing without you.... so blessed
• Ok so The Boyz.... Sangyeon it is
• (12/9/17)Walkin' In Time is such a beautiful song huhuh
• Jun went up to #2 on The Unit!!!! Let's aim for #1 ♡
• I saw someone call Timoteo from Hotshot, Kim Tomato i cant
• I have nothing against him, I just don't really see what warrants the hype around him and that #1
• Same goes for SPICA's Jiwon :/
• holy SHIT i really can't wait for this semester to be oVER
• ONE MORE FRICKABKJD WEEK
• Last day tomorrow, I hope its a good one!
• Drama to look our for: You Who Forgot Poetry
• Apparently its going to shift the focus from doctors and instead follow the lives of PTs, rehab, radiologists and nurses!!!!! this is so exciting
• I got so excited reading that because as a kdrama fan and nursing student, it's disappointing to see how underrepresented these other professions are these other professions when they are JUST as exciting, difficult, rewarding, dramatic
• And will have a poem each episode "to provide comfort for the hardships of every day life" :')
• I'm so excited I hope its great quality and great acting
• Gong Myung is in it and I love him,
• Not too keen on Lee Yoo Bi, but shes pretty
• I hope I don't have to wait too long for it!
• Officially in 4th year :/ last year of uni... :/
• I feel bad whenever I watch wanna one go/any show that wanna one is on lol
• Because I always skip until I see Hwang Minhyun
• I rewatched Minhyun's sorryx2 fancam
• fml
• tomorrow i'm gonna sleep the hell in!!!
• i'm so happy i don't have to go back to school on monday jhdfshljlfsajd
• ALSO, Jun is finally #1 on the unit omfg!
• And Euijin (Sonamoo) is #1 for Unit G!!! This is everything i've ever wanted
• Then Euijin (bigflo) climbed up 5 spots!!! woooooooo
• The transition between clinical and Christmas break
• I have no idea what to do with my time now
• I need to start planning things ugh
• I just need a place to vent
• I will never forget yesterday (December 18, 2017)
• Yesterday morning was so painful, I had started crying right after I woke up and checked my phone.
• Kim Jonghyun, rest in peace
• Thank you for all the memories, the laughter, the beautiful music
• I love you and miss you with a fan's heart
• You did so well and thank you for being an amazing person
• SHINee was really the first group I had been a fan of so passionately, they catapulted my interest in k-pop and i've been here ever since. I was introduced to SHINee through a friend, started being a fan around RDD era. Each member is special to me, and I especially admired Jonghyun. For his passion for music and special causes/movements. For treating those around him so well.
• I will never forget you, thank you
• Because yesterday was so painful, I am so thankful for my friends
• I missed my friends so much
• Catching up and just spending time together is truly one of my favorite forms of self-care
• I really cannot wait for Minhyun to return to NU'EST W
• I like Wanna One, they have some good music and I like the other members
• But nothing compares to how MH is with NU'EST
• Also I miss seeing minhyun with no makeup (and brown hair)
• How he looked during produce was A+ (albeit he was pretty tired and stressed i'm sure) but his skin is always flawless and they way he looked in those behind the scene/self-cam videos from PD101
• No makeup MH is my favorite MH
• He's so beautiful I love him
• Having really strong feels listening to the Age of Youth OST
• Exo's winter album.... AMAZINGGG
• Universe is such a beautiful song
• Anyways, I celebrated Christmas at my cousin's. I love my whole whole family!!!
• Family gatherings are always full of laughter
• I'm so happy whenever i'm with all my cousins
• I just had a lovely Christmas
• Boxing WEEK updates: few things at miniso, bought pokémon US, a belif eyecream lol, chuu -5kg jeans, a top
• I love skating!
• first day of 2018 was spent playing love nikki and shopping online
• i can't wait for my new skincare products!!!!!
• very excited for the pyunkang yul toner woopwoop
• Also, i have been LOVING Because This Is My First Life
• Lee Minki and Jeon Somin are soooo likeable, such great actors
• The story is so lovely too..... man boknam is attractive
• I will archive this note when it reaches a year! jan 17th :)
• Ugh i still love redbone by childish gambino and still love get out for being an amazing movie (it is nOT a comedy!!) and introducing this song to meee
• omg too many probs with apple music ahhhhh
• I pay every month for this but everything tech support tells me to do is not helpingggg
• Ok i got the mac to work but how about my note 5.....
• Might visit my friend tmr!! play with her doggiesss
• My saturdays are always so lazy!!
• wow have not left the house other than dropping off my sis at school in mornings for 3 days STRAIGHT
• i have class tomorrow sigh and i'm sick :(
• Tomorrow marks a year of sporadic notes!!
• I love having this to look back at all my thoughts and ramblings over the year lol
• 6 word memoir is really nice too, but too limited ofc
• One more rambling: Watched ep 13 of prison playbook
• goodness this drama really takes you on a ROLLERCOASTER of emotions
• kaist's story with his son... omg i cried a river
• minchul's love story was sosososo cute and I wonder what happened to his lover :(
• haerongie's full story! he's not actually a privileged rich kid, i'm glad his mom came around too
• the part about siblings near the end... so wholesome :)
• and omg the best part------ crony making jehyuk his new leader!!!
• wow i love this cell again!! <3 2-B6
• WORSE PART: kaist being re-located..... what even!!!!! fckfkckckck
• not watching ep 14 til tmr sigh
• there was no jailbird in this ep tho :( although they talked about him