haha, thank you "generate a list topic" button...

• my skin. right now it's dry, pale, broken out, blackheads... ew, ugh.
• fatfatfatty. okay, i know i'm not really fat. but i'm short & it's easy for me to gain weight. i have big hips & my thighs touch & my collarbones don't stick out. i KNOW i'm not fat. but my body does not look how i want it to look.
• my scars. my skin is very prone to scarring. so every little mosquito bite i get, every tiny cut from shaving... leaves a scar.
• my NOSE is so freaking HUGE. it's gigantic. that's thanks to my dad's side of the family. we're italian. but yeah. big nose. it's gross.
• i don't really like my smile. it makes my cheeks fat & my nose look even weirder & my top lip like. almost disappears.
• i have baby hands & my fingers aren't long & elegant.
• my permanent wrinkle on my forehead from raising my eyebrows so much. it's a curse for being so expressive.
• my mom has veins all over her legs & i'm starting to get them, too. they're really small, not even a centimeter. but i see them. and i don't want them. and i hope they don't get bigger & i hope i don't get anymore.
• dirt always seems to get under my fingernails, and i have no idea why. it's not like i make mudpies every morning or something.

and these are just my physical insecurities... meh. i'll be vulnerable & post this.