• you're vain. (really, you are. you are good looking & you know it.)
• you're games. (seriously, stop playing hot & cold.)
• you're insecure. (quote: "i don't know why girls like me..." ugh, stop fishing for compliments.)
• i'll stop with the song lyrics now.
• you either have no idea how that i still feel that way about you or you do, & you continue to treat me like this. either way, it's completely frustrating.
• you're so LOUD. you just HAVE to be the center of attention at all times, don't you? people are already drawn to you, you don't have to be that obnoxious for them to notice you. and if the attention is off of you for one second, you freak out.
• you can be two totally different people. one second, you're goofing off, being loud, when we're supposed to be respectful & quiet. the next minute, you're telling other people to be quiet so you seem like some wise, superior good-doer or something.
• i see SO much potential & possibilities in you. you SHINE so bright with christ's light sometimes, & then other times, i just look at you in disgust & aggravation. and then, after hearing stories about who you're doing/did what with & how you treated them... oh my gosh. it's terrible!
• and the 7th thing i hate the most that you do... you made me love you. you did. like, i don't know how you did it. okay, i am not IN love with you. that'd be crazy talk. but even before i MET you, i was completely fascinated with you & the idea of us. and you made it seem like that was possible. and then, even when i knew that it would never happen, you make it impossible to let go, to give up, to move on. you don't love me. you don't like me. at least, not anymore. you haven't for a long time. and i know that i'm bitter, i know i'm holding a grudge. every time i see you, i just get filled with anger but want to hold you & be near you & converse with you at the same time.

alright, you know you're pathetic when you make a virtual list based on a freaking miley cyrus song. what is my life.