어쩔 수 없어서 버렸어 eojjeol su eobseoseo beoryeosseo

I couldn’t help it so I threw it all out

모든 감정을 지웠어 modeun gamjeongeul jiwosseo

I erased all of my emotions

널 애써 지울 수 없어서 neol aesseo jiul su eobseoseo

But I couldn’t erase you

Let me free

내 맘이 안쓰러워서 nae mami ansseureowoseo

Because my heart was too sad

Let me breathe

이대로 살면 돼 숨 쉬면 돼 idaero salmyeon dwae sum swimyeon dwae

I just need to live like this, I just need to breathe

살아있기만 하면 돼 왜 안돼 saraitgiman hamyeon dwae wae andwae

I just need to be alive, why can’t I?

내가 괜찮다는데 naega gwaenchantaneunde

I said it’s okay

Let me free

내가 이게 더 나은데 naega ige deo naeunde

This is better for me

Let me breathe

칼날 같은 네 말에 kallal gateun ne mare I was afraid that I’d get cut

베일까 두려웠어 난 beilkka duryeowosseo nan

By your sharp, knife-like words

숨 쉬고 밥을 먹는 sum swigo babeul meongneun

I just need to breathe and eat

채로 그냥 버티기만 해 chaero geunyang beotigiman hae

To endure through this

나는 비겁했어 버티고 싶었어 naneun bigeophaesseo beotigo sipeosseo

I was a coward, I wanted to endure through

내 손에 내 가슴을 쥐고 nae sone nae gaseumeul jwigo

I’m holding my heart in my hand

나를 위하는 삶을 선택했어 난 nareul wihaneun sarmeul seontaekhaesseo nan

I chose a life that is for me

나를 놓치기 싫어 nareul nochigi sirheo

I don’t want to let go of myself

나를 더 망치기 싫어 nareul deo mangchigi sirheo

I don’t want to ruin myself anymore

끝나도 끝나지 않는 기억에 kkeutnado kkeutnaji annneun gieoge

Memories that aren’t ending even when it’s over

이길 자신이 난 없어 igil jasini nan eobseo

I have no confidence to win over it

사랑 같은 건 결국 sarang gateun geon gyeolguk

Love, in the end

한 사람에겐 거짓말 han saramegen geojitmal

Is a lie to just one person

이젠 널 잊는 나를 지켜봐 ijen neol itneun nareul jikyeobwa

Now look at me forgetting you

두 눈 똑바로 뜨고서 du nun ttokbaro tteugoseo

With your eyes wide open

넌 절대 날 잊지 마 neon jeoldae nal itji ma

Don’t ever forget me

넌 나를 지우지 마 neon nareul jiuji ma

Don’t ever erase me

심장을 절뚝거리다 이 길의 끝은 여기야 simjangeul jeolttukgeorida i girui kkeuteun yeogiya

My heart was limping and this is the end of the road

라고 단정 짓고 숨 한 모금 rago danjeong jitgo sum han mogeum

After making that decision and taking a breath

들이쉬고 나서는 깊은 한숨을 내쉬며 deuriswigo naseoneun gipeun hansumeul naeswimyeo

I let out a deep sigh

가슴에 그녀를 다 찢어 gaseume geunyeoreul da jjijeo

I rip her up from inside my heart

소리 없는 비명을 지르다가 sori eomneun bimyeongeul jireudaga

As I let out a silent scream

이리저리 떠다니는 잔상을 지워 irijeori tteodanineun jansangeul jiwo

I’m erasing the after images that are floating around

남아있는 추억들을 하늘 위로 불태워 burn namainneun chueokdeureul haneul wiro bultaewo burn

Burning up the remaining memories up to the sky, burn

널 다시 만났어 울었어 neol dasi mannasseo ureosseo

I saw you again, I cried

뭔가 잘못돼 버렸어 mwonga jalmotdwae beoryeosseo

Something went terribly wrong

가슴이 기억하고 있어 gaseumi gieokhago isseo

My heart is still remembering

Let me free

전부 그대로였어 jeonbu geudaeroyeosseo Everything was the same

Let me breathe

더 피할 곳이 없어 너를 deo pihal gosi eobseo neoreul

There’s nowhere to run from you

너를 잡으면 아픈 neoreul jabeumyeon apeun

If I hold onto you, it hurts

놓아도 더 아픈 나를 nohado deo apeun nareul

But if I let you go, it hurts even more

꿈속의 꿈보다 깊은 이곳을 kkumsogui kkumboda gipeun igoseul

This place is deeper than a dream inside a dream

벗어날 자신이 없어 beoseonal jasini eobseo

I have no confidence to escape from it

잊는다는 건 전부 itneundaneun geon jeonbu

Saying that I’ll forget you

남겨진 나의 거짓말 namgyeojin naui geojitmal

Is all a lie that remains in me

가슴에 다시 번지는 얼굴 gaseume dasi beonjineun eolgul

Your face spreads throughout my heart again

전보다 아픈 것 같아 jeonboda apeun geot gata

It hurts even more than before

더 그리운 것 같아 deo geuriun geot gata

I think I miss you even more

더 해로운 것 같아 deo haeroun geot gata

I think it’s even more dangerous

jan 3 2018 ∞
dec 30 2018 +