there are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark. their place in your heart is tender; a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. just hearing their names pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless.

  • holly. she/her. ♀
  • '97, 5'5".
  • lesbian/demi(?)
  • introverted.
  • atheist.
  • anxious on a daily basis.
  • can speak japanese, korean and english.
  • (☀) cancer, (☽) capricorn, (↑) aries.
  • arashi, bts and red velvet are my happy pills.
  • quote credit.
  • ao3
sep 21 2018 ∞
jan 31 2019 +

calendar

  • 01 | neville picking up bags and boxes @ 10.30.
  • 04 | meeting ellen @ campsie. 1.30.
  • 05 | second date! meeting olivia to see the auburn botanical gardens. 8:30am-12pm.
  • 05 | electricity meter being checked/starting.
  • 05 | meeting anthony @ yep. 1pm.
  • 05 | p started.
  • 05 | the day olivia cut things off because...ex-boyfriend.
  • 07 | iinet nbn/wifi installation @ 8am-12pm.
  • 07 | harley moving in! @ 2pm.
  • 07 | contractors coming for some key lock thing with kris.
  • 08 | neville @ 10am.
  • 08 | ali coming over? :D
  • 08 | wifi modem delivered.
jan 27 2019 ∞
feb 21 2019 +
  • am i wrong? - bts
  • arirang - bts
  • beautiful - j-hope, jimin, v, jeongguk
  • burning love - che'nelle
  • bury a friend - billie eilish
  • carousel - skylar spence
  • china shop - st. lucia
  • dalla dalla - itzy
  • dancing with a stranger - sam smith feat. normani
  • flame trees - sarah blasko
  • girls like you - maroon 5
  • graduation song - j-hope, jimin, jeongguk
  • house of cards - bts
  • i'm a rebel just for kicks - dunez
  • it's not living (if it's not with you) - the 1975
  • kanata e - arashi
  • kumo - tokio
  • look here - bts
  • loving someone - the 1975
  • now - trouble maker
feb 1 2019 ∞
feb 20 2019 +