there are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark. their place in your heart is tender; a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. just hearing their names pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless.

• holly. she/her. ♀
• '97, 5'5".
• lesbian/demi(?)
• introverted.
• atheist.
• anxious on a daily basis.
• can speak japanese, korean and english.
• (☀) cancer, (☽) capricorn, (↑) aries.
• arashi, bts and red velvet are my happy pills.
• quote credit.
• ao3

calendar

• ✔ 01 | neville picking up bags and boxes @ 10.30.
• ✔ 04 | meeting ellen @ campsie. 1.30.
• ✔ 05 | second date! meeting olivia to see the auburn botanical gardens. 8:30am-12pm.
• ✔ 05 | electricity meter being checked/starting.
• ✔ 05 | meeting anthony @ yep. 1pm.
• ✔ 05 | p started.
• ✔ 05 | the day olivia cut things off because...ex-boyfriend.
• ✔ 07 | iinet nbn/wifi installation @ 8am-12pm.
• ✔ 07 | harley moving in! @ 2pm.
• ✔ 07 | contractors coming for some key lock thing with kris.
• ✔ 08 | neville @ 10am.
• 08 | ali coming over? :D
• ✔ 08 | wifi modem delivered.

• am i wrong? - bts
• arirang - bts
• beautiful - j-hope, jimin, v, jeongguk
• burning love - che'nelle
• bury a friend - billie eilish
• carousel - skylar spence
• china shop - st. lucia
• dalla dalla - itzy
• dancing with a stranger - sam smith feat. normani
• flame trees - sarah blasko
• girls like you - maroon 5
• graduation song - j-hope, jimin, jeongguk
• house of cards - bts
• i'm a rebel just for kicks - dunez
• it's not living (if it's not with you) - the 1975
• kanata e - arashi
• kumo - tokio
• look here - bts
• loving someone - the 1975
• now - trouble maker