DEPRESSING POST 2012.
- Procrastinating on literally everything.
- Spending so much time inside.
- Being depressed.
- Family drama.
- Feeling like I have no one to talk to.
- Watching so much TV.
- Spending so much time on the internet.
- Staying up so late doing nothing.
- Sleeping alone.
- Having bangs.
- (Pretty non-dramatic but they're really starting to piss me off. GROW OUT ALREADY.)
- Driving a Subaru in Eugene.
- People making fun of me and judging me.
- Feeling like I'm the butt of a joke.
- Not having a job.
- Being broke.
- Not having a cat.
- Being alone so much.
- Gas prices.
- Not having any plans to travel, anywhere.
- Going to community college, when I could definitely be thinking about moving on, if I were more motivated.
- Feeling unmotivated in general.
- Not feeling like eating.
- Having wild nightmarish thoughts about crazy things that could happen but never would.
- (It's a side-effect of being alone all the time, I would guess.)
nov 19 2012 ∞
oct 10 2013 +