- 0524 !!!! went to lunch with dad at los cabos, had cake; had dinner with mom at cheddars, went to see blended. butter spoiled me by posting happy birthday messages on literally every social media platform!!
- 0525 bummed around and caught up on exo things; had a plug.dj session with butter. (◡‿◡✿)
- 0526 it rained ♡; mom & i made a temporary plan for spi.
- 0527 caught up on my yt subs; chelynn remembered to send me pictures. ♡
- 0528 drove 400+ miles to spi - too tired for life.
- 0529 went to schlitterbahn early, done riding the rides by like half after noon lol; ordered coconut and mango curry at the chef house, went to the beach (!!!!) next door.. everything is beautiful and nothing hurts (except my face). ; ~; jk we went horseback riding on the beach and everything does hurt; my horse wouldn't go where I lead and kept stopping to eat grass ╯△╰
- 0530 much needed lazy day~~ slept in and went for lunch at yummies! hung out at the hotel for a few hours then went to the beach to chill and sunbathe a bit. ate at gabriella's omg everything was so delicious that we're going back again tomorrow! ♡
- 0531 didn't sleep well again.. moved hotels since ours was booked for that night. got my first massage which was hella painful but hopefully worth it?? the lady talked about her crazy life throughout the whole thing lololol; went to dinner at the hotel next to ours for the fireworks and luau, all were pretty disappointing tbh. (・へ・) spent the rest of the night chillin'
- 0601 ate breakfast at ted's (i got their speciality breakfast), spent the rest of the afternoon souvenir shopping; drove back home ㅠ
- 0602 started joonmyun listo; studied a little for the math tsi; got confessed to.. ( /)(\); had a plug.dj session with butter~~
- 0603 studied for the math tsi.. realized i'm a lot more lost than i thought OTL; had a wedding feels spree with butter ♡
- 0604 halfheartedly studied for the tsi >> ; had a plug.dj session with butter~ uneventful day #2..
- 0605 spent most of the day catching up on my yt subs and working on edits so i can get the joonmyun tumblr running!! this is the latest i've stayed up since we got back.. and i didn't study. ><;
- 0606 day ii of getting joonmyun tumblr running.. i have to get back to studying after this weekend!!!!!
- 0607 day iii of joonmyun stuffs sighs. gave myself a break and watched some more oth with butter~ talked to boo for a bit hehe. she's doing so well. ; ~;
- 0608 woke up to one of my edits getting notes!! spent the first half of the day studying and having a pity party lmao ._.; mom and i went to eat a cheddars and as i was thinking to myself that our waiter looked like chris martin, clocks started playing.. life is weird. after we watched the fault in our stars and i tried my hardest not to cry but eventually gave in. (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ sighs all in all did the book justice, i think.
- 0609 it rained on and off all day; spent most of it studying and keeping up with joonmyun tumblr; watched the last two episodes of season 1 with butter; realized i've been really careless as of late and shut myself off to reflect/watched princess mononoke. tomorrow, fighting!!
- 0610 omg the most unproductive day?? i spent six hours on tumblr.. but i felt really introspective? idk i should have written it down in my journal!! because now i don't remember. ; ~; sometimes i worry about the state my brain is in. anyway!! studied for a couple of hours, so not a complete waste~
- 0611 spent the large majority of the day installing the sims 3 and expansion packs + studying for the tsi.. played sims for a few hours.
- 0612 got a haircut and dye!!!!! finally. i really like it so far, hehe~ (◡‿◡✿) spent the rest of the day playing sims.. i really need to get it out of my system so i can focus on studying cries.
- 0613 ~freaky friday~ wasn't freaky; the moon was huge, though!! supposedly won't be like that another 40+ years. went to see maleficent with mom, ate sour cream chicken enchiladas at chilis; played sims while I waited for clothes to dry and then drove to dad's for father's day weekend~
- 0614 read hp and played sims while dad watched TV; went to feed the chickens for the neighbors.. the usual
- 0615 treated dad to lunch at sealand; I had a burger and he had steak and shrimp. stopped to get ice-cream on the way out.came home and watched nascar (jimmy won!) dad took a nap, mom texted to say she locked her keys in the house so she met me in sommerville to get mine. then daddy and I went to visit papa dick's grave and checked on the neighbors house while they were out of town. came back home and went fishing, caught nothing; put a pizza in the oven for dinner and had a piece of cake.
- 0616 finished reading extremely loud & incredibly close; barbequed for dinner.. stayed up until 4am talking to ashlie lmao orz
- 0617 went to see granny shortly because she went to a party for june birthdays; ate at jack-in-the-box and stopped by heb to get a few things - pretty uneventful day.
- 0618 basically just chilled around the house until it was time to go back to moms lol
- 0619 studied half of the day like a good girl :3 watched a few episodes of oth with butter and changed my tumblr layout
- 0620 went with mom to pick up the rental truck, helped put the boxes together while she filled them; bert said something that pissed me off 凸(｀0´)凸; went out to eat at los cucos and got ice-cream at dq. finally got to see jersey boys!!!! i cried when can't take my eyes off of you came on..
- 0621 got woken up multiple times because mom and bert were moving things outside @_@; studied for a few hours, took quizzes with butter and had a plug.dj session; started catfish!!!!!!!
- 0622 finally making headway with studying!!!! also faith came to visit. /0/
- 0623 went out to eat with faith and mom at cheddars; tried to study but my brain wasn't having it, so watched a few eps of catfish and then finished the whole first season of faking it...
- 0624 day #2 of brain being done with studying lol; finally managed to get faith out of the house to get sonic; went to hastings and kroger for stuffs aaaand watched the lego movie and delivery man. ✌
- 0625 watched oth with butter and went to half-price-books with faith and mom; caught up with nana ;~;
- 0626 did absolutely noooothing; watched a few eps of orange is the new black and played sims pm.
- 0627 ate indian, faith had never tried it; went to the fountain and wolf pen.. pretty disappointing day. drove to dad's hella late sighs
- 0628 happy 98th, granny ♥ went to eat lunch at the nursing home.. dad said something to piss me off on the way home - bad mood the rest of the day
- 0629 spent all day playing sims pm
- 0630 lmao roller coaster last day of june??? was supposed to meet mom but she went to the bank last minute and we ran out of time.. i was hella pissed. went to chilis to eat and then played laser tag and glow in the dark put-put; faith and i walked out and mom was gone???? we were like wtf. so we walked to kroger and called mom (because neither of us had our cellphones on us) and she got all huffy because she "looked everywhere for us" i have an actual butt cramp...... (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞
- 0701 finally went to the rose emporium!! it's kind of lame now, tbh. but it was still nice going back to a place i remember so fondly as a kid. went to eat at wings 'n more since i probably won't be able to have it for awhile huhu; all packed up and (not?) ready to go~
- 0702 packed all my shit and moved my ass up to sherman.
- 0703 went around researching for internet providers and other misc. chores; drove to mandy's, ate bulgogi and tried orea & cake batter ice-cream at baskin's and robins *~*
- 0704 ate at twisted root with mandy (i was lady bird johnson, got a ranch hand burger); headed out to tiernee's for 4th shenanigans. we drank, ate, chatted, played oceanopoly (i won), and watched fireworks in the pool. overall it wasn't too shabby~ oh and we went to karaoke until 3am lmao. i was the most exhausted human..
- 0705 went into korea town to go to hmart; ate don katsu.. said goodbye to tiernee ;; pretty uneventful day tbh
- 0706 ate a quesarito from chipotle for lunch and watched tv until it was time to go; mandy gave me her ipod 0^◇^0)/
- 0707 mattress shopped all day pm.. finally decided on a tempurpedic!!!! it comes tomorrow so i'm excited (≧▽≦)/~┴┴ also went shopping for stuff i need around the house
- 0708 went in to take my tsi thinking it was wednesday...... went back home and watched tv/played sims; rest of the day was kind of shitty and not worth remembering tbh
- 0709 lmao actually took the tsi, passed!!!!!!!!!!! tried to register for classes but there was an unknown block keeping me from adding classes huhu; watched more tv and played more sims - sister dragged me out for a walk haha ; ~;
- 0710 omg spent like 12-4 up at school trying to get my ass registered for classes.. at first i couldn't because the lady didn't clear me properly and THEN the class i wanted to drop wouldn't drop ︶︿︶ but i finally managed to sign up for four classes!!! sister came home drunk so i had to make dinner for her dad and i
- 0711 my bed finally got here~~ turns out we didn't need a frame afterall e_e did some chores with maggie and mav; another boring day
- 0712 went swimming, ate hot dogs and beans; came home and watched a movie - maggie got distracted near the end because bugs lmao
- 0713 didn't really do anything today tbh; sister took forever coming back from dropping off mav so i drove over to see what was up.. awkward because they were just driving in, haha - at least now i know how to get there in case i need to
- 0714 FINALLY GOT INTERNET ; ~; took the bedframe back and watched 22 jump street; got taco cabana for dinner and spent the rest of the night catching up on things
- 0715 the most irritated today.. applied to three jobs, went to chili's for dinner and watched a movie
- 0716 spent all day on the internet lmao :( have a million mosquito bites from sitting outside last night ugh
- 0717 haven't slept for shit in daysss what is this OTL burlington and chili's sent me their ~we're proceeded with other applicants~ e-mails lmao still crossing my fingers for target, though (tbh it's the one i wanted most out of the three); there was nothing else to apply to today so i chillaxed. finally finished the fic i started forever ago and was afraid of finishing!!!! all of the feelings, help me......
- 0718 applied to cvs sighs.. there really isn't much that i like taking apps, tbh; went to applebees with maggie and had dinner and a few drinks - then she managed to drag me to the office like she always does sighs
- 0719 didn't do shit...... but i felt really optimistic and productive somehow lmao
- 0720 went to walmart to get groceries zZZzzz
- 0721 i really need to do more interesting things lmao; cooked dijon chicken but i think it cooked too long because i didn't like the taste - maggie and terry did, though, so i guess it wasn't a complete disaster
- 0722 i need to stop staying up late reading omg.. went around with maggie to get things secure for mav's birthday saturday; watched a movie and ate foods; stayed up late playing pm 20 questions
- 0723 went to see sex tape with maggie, her friend, and her dad lmao ;; then came home and ate a late night snack, watched trash tv.. the usual
- 0724 spent most of the day doing errands and getting things for mav's party on saturday; mom has returned~ made supper.. lalala
- 0725 watched a movie while mom and sis went to get more stuffs for mav's bday.. faith, amber, and seth came over to chill for a bit - then mom and i had to make a late night run to wally world because they forgot icing for the cupcakes and some other ish; hopefully tomorrow runs smoothly after all the running around we've done the past few days lmao ; ~;
- 0726 finally mav's bday party~ it was a long day, to say the least; faith and seth spent the night. because i guess i need reminding: you can't be close to everyone - you can't collect people
- 0727 frumpy mood traveled into today, ig; everyone left and had the house to myself tonight, haha.. really hoping it's one of those "things get better before they get worse" situations
- 0728 og the day i have something interesting to type up.. unfortunately not today lolololol; helped sis cook dinner and half-watched the bachelorette season finale thingamabob - really need to stop going to bed this late sighs but butter told me she probably can't come after all so really i just want to sleep until school gets here
- 0729 tried to open a bank account today but they needed proof of address so i have to wait for them to mail me a letter.. which also means i have to wait longer to go up to the school and fix tuition stuffs sighs; had chicken enchiladas for dinner and tried not to drown myself in nostalgia like the past few days lol. oh! kroger called for an interview but i passed because i think i can make more elsewhere tbh - crossing my fingers~
- 0730 started the gtkm meme lmao.. we'll see how long that lasts, ig; pm didn't do shit today because i woke up feeling crappy, stupid allergies
- 0731 finally got my bank account open~~ tried to see about getting my tuition in district but apparently the proof i had wasn't solid enough sighs; spent the rest of the day binge watching jungsis lmao.. someone broke my foundation bottle??? like wtf i walked into the bathroom and it was just sitting there all over the floor? hopefully i'll get answers tomorrow
- 0801 pretty boring day tbh, just babysitted mav until my sister's interview was over; we went out to applebees to drink and met up with one of her friends' son.. ended up making out with him by the end of the night LOL and he tried to take it further but i was just like GOODNIGHT. this is the most daring i have ever been in my entire life and it feels great
- 0802 woke up feeling groggy as hell ugh. binge watched the first season of girls and bummed around pm.. chill day at home to recover from a wild night lol
- 0803 lazy day deuce.. nothing to report sighs
- 0804 watched mav at mcdonald's while maggie went to see her lawyer - the most embarrassing thing when someone tells you your nephew (while calling him your son) has hit her children.. what do you even?? anyway, then went shopping for groceries and went out to eat at el chicos~
- 0805 started learning the basics of making tumblr layouts!!! went to see a movie with maggie and then got some more groceries.. came home and watched divergent; need to sleep early so i can get up early tomorrow so bye
- 0806 got my car inspected, at least; have come to the conclusion that i don't like my sister when she's drunk
- 0807 re: yesterday.. didn't get much sleep because shenanigans; went to the interview and watched a long ass video that basically went over what the company is about, the basics, etc. there were three of us and we were all hired on the spot~ brian spent all day at our house lol also finally got my debit card, so things are slowly but surely coming together ; ~;
- 0808 irritable again today sighs pls let this be due to hormones because.. bummed around, it was a useless day but training tomorrow!!!!
- 0809 actually learned some useful stuffs despite what reviews said lol; i called in to, hopefully, get some hours in this week since schedules don't come out until friday so fingers crossed on that; loud ass t-storm~ tried to be productive but didn't get much done .-. i did the dishes and folded the clothes, at least
- 0810 boring ass day yawns tried making curry and it was too watery sighs
- 0811 went to look at houses with mom.. bert is moving up here too ugh basically a long ass day of future disappointment
- 0812 requested for address change online.. should have realized i could've done that sooner lol oh well; went out to lunch with sister at cici's and rented a movie. not much to report, as usual orz
- 0813 watched mav while maggie worked - he was better than last time, i guess; went grocery shopping and kind of shut down for a bit because hormones.. sighs. mom came up for the night to drop off some more stuff and will leave again tomorrow for more to bing the next day haha
- 0814 day #2 mav watch.. finally dragged mom out of the house to try and see about tuition at around 3 lol said they should have it fixed by tomorrow so fingers crossed!
- 0815 i got my schedule today! was scared because it didn't come until around 5pm lmao; pretty much bummed around the house because my monthly started ;; turns out the guy i made out with likes me?? what.. next time on guiding light!!!!
- 0816 felt gross all day, did absolutely nothing
- 0817 just chilled with butter for a bit~
- 0818 i don't think i did very well on my first day huhu.. hopefully i didn't fuck everything up completely?? i do think i'll be looking into other jobs, though. traveling almost an hour for four hours of work is kind of bs.
- 0819 tonight was a little better but only because the girl at old navy was helping me count lmao; still got sent home after two hours sighs.. i have to find a way to get faster
- 0820 holy shit school is right around the corner??? sister spent all day gone and still hasn't even come home lmao i'm not bitter at all nope
- 0821 ugh my alarm didn't go off so i missed carpool and was 45 minutes late to work sighs thankfully it wasn't really that big of a deal? and working at kohl's wasn't as bad as i thought; but i noticed i have bruises on my knees lol? anyway, came home to a package from annie!!!! i cried a little because it was something i didn't realize i really needed atm.. i can't believe school is only four days away??? getting this job really made time speed up at the wrong time haha
- 0822 spent most of the day trying to watch that's okay, it's love and being pissed at mom hahahaha
- 0823 i slept so late omg.. went out to eat at rib crib and finally got around to shopping for school supplies!!!!! though we'll probably have to go again tomorrow because i waited to get a dry erase board thinking walmart would have a better price/selection weeps oh well
- 0824 work was meh. we were late because someone in our carpool was late lol; i got clocked out early because our sup didn't realize i was with carpool sighs; but school tomorrowwww woop!
- 0825 had to walk a few blocks to get to class because the parking lot was full~ then i ended up going to the wrong class lmao - luckily it was just next door; then realized jason's girlfriend is in my class.. thankfully i don't think she knows who i am. rest of the day i was pretty grumpy because my boss and sister have such much attitude that i was just done.
- 08026 jam packed day start~ the parking lot was full again today so i had to walk across campus huhu. a lot of us ended up in the wrong classroom because the changed room numbers last minute.. ~_~ but my govt teacher wasn't as bad as i feared (so far)! my statistics teacher is hilarious - i'm really looking forward to her class (suhprize???) however, social problems.. i'm a little skeptical. here's to hoping i'm proven wrong? it would really suck since that's the only class i can take here pertaining my major lmao. also i ate lunch by myself, which wasn't too bad but i felt sort of awkward being the third wheel at a table with two people that know each other orz but i finally got my dry erase board!!!!! all kinds of pumped about organization.. which feels really awkward to say but!! dreading going to work more and more by the day sighs
- 0827 spent most of the day trying to organize lmao what does mean?? herp. also tried to pick a backpack but i'm too picky sighs
- 0828 this day was so weird omg!! a guy got out of his seat to pick up my pencil, some guy moved seats to sit next to me in class, and after haven and alyssa left me at the welcome picnic, some dude approached me and asked for my number. this never happens and especially not all in one day?? anyways!! vs had a sale on panties so i got some and mom stopped by bath & body works to pick up a few soaps.. sister kind of had a mental breakdown sighs
- 0829 my books finally came!!! went on errand runs with mom most of the day; then got dragged to applebees, as per usual.. my sister invited the guy i made out with SOBS it was all sorts of awkward and i wanted to crawl out of my skin because mom had a drink and was too loud and just!!!!! it'd be cool if i could go through life without having to deal with this
- 0830 read and studied a little.. feeling really good about my learning frameworks class!! mom and i went to rent some movies but there wasn't anything we wanted to see so we bought a few. watched the dark knight for the first time since it came out in theaters haha stayed up too late again :||||
- 0831 went with mom to look at a few houses and stopped to get groceries at brookshires while we were out. pm chilled at the house the rest of the day ayyy
- 0901 labor day so no school~ i spent most of it fucking around tbh did some practice math problems last minute lol it's all good
- 0902 got a kind of late start this morning so i was in a rush - which lead to me accidentally backing into someone sobs!! thankfully i was going slow enough that no damage was done to either car sdlkfjs school is starting to pick up a bit, so that has me a little nervous tbh i felt all sorts of tired when i got home and i tried to get in a decent nights sleep before work but of course, my body took it as a two hour nap @_@
- 0903 horrible horrible day. ended up arriving just as carpool was leaving, went the wrong way and had to circle back, then went to the wrong ulta and was around 12 mins late. dropped my phone and the back cover fell in the gutter.. then my boss got all over me lol. came home and went to sleep, put in my resignation e-mail and spent the rest of the day on govt woo~
- 0904 it seems like maybe my articles weren't completely off?? thank god!! my professors are slowly starting to pile on more work and i'm just!!! i need to use this weekend to catch up orz on a whim i decided to stop by wingstop to pick up an application and they asked to stay after for an interview which apparently went well because i have orientation on monday???? lmao i was so shocked!!!! but hopefully this one turns out better than the last because that would be (ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ
- 0905 my backpack came todayyyy~~ lmao i feel like such a nerd because i was so excited to organize everything inside of it. ~_~ spent most of the day trying to focus on reading which, for some reason, was trying; hopefully tomorrow i can focus better. mom called me without knowing she did and said some stuff that hurt maggie's feelings sighs - i wish people thought before speaking
- 0906 stuuuuudyiiiiing so much work so little attention span sighs. i need to get back into my groove, it feels like i fell off the wagon huhu
- 0907 half bummed around half did school stuff.. mom announced that she's engaged... just want to forget today happened
- 0908 set my alarm to my tues, thurs class so i woke up two hours earlier than necessary and didn't realize it until after i'd already gotten completely ready lmao.. my LF class is actually kind of scatterbrained as far as assignments go but i'm hoping it's just 'cause we hadn't been there into two weeks due to the labor day holiday haha; was kind of nervous going into orientation but it was pretty awesome??? we watched a few typical training videos and then our manager took us on a tour of the back while the other manager made us wings to sample!!! we have training again tomorrow and i'm actually a little excited to get started hehe~ the people i'm working with actually seem pretty chill, too, which helps a lot ;;
- 0909 my alarm didn't go off again huffs!!! so i ended up getting ready in nine minutes sldfkj classes seemed to drag today.. went around to get my cartilage piercing replaced with a clear one - which took awhile because we had to go to more than one tattoo parlor and ended up losing like three earrings because they're clear and tiny lol; tried to get a new phone but they wouldn't allow early upgrade so we had to get a new one through insurance sighs. also went to watch guardians of the galaxy with mom, woo~
- 0910 groggy day.. didn't feel like doing anything but my phone came and we went to go get a few things around town. boss man didn't call until just before nine to tell me i can come in to train for 3 hours before we open on friday huhu all the nerves!!!!!!!!
- 0911 groans where has my brain gone??? i think maybe i'm shutting down a little because i'm worried about how stressed i'm going to be with work + school.. i keep thinking i'm way behind but i'm really not hahaha ;; i do want to get my newspaper analysis done asap though so i can study for my 3(!!!!) tests on thursday orz
- 0912 first day of work go! didn't get much sleep because, surprise surprise, i was worried i might sleep through my alarm.. got there at 8am so i could train for three hours; lunch hour was hectic but for the most part the rest of the shift wasn't too bad. i felt bad because i didn't feel confident enough to do phone orders because!!!! idk but i think i did good otherwise??? one of the customers was really nice and said i had good customer service huhuhu still not really sure how/if working this much is going to affect school but i have to take it one day at a time ig
- 0913 blehhh i messed up a few orders and didn't get a break + ended up being a dollar over on my drawer by the end of shift.. came home sort of angry because i was just done with people. hopefully tomorrow is better?
- 0914 went in at 9 and helped get everything set up, only to realize just as we opened that justin texted me the night before asking if i could work 5-close lol so i went back home and came back in at five; first night closing so that was interesting. we had a few orders online that didn't get put in until the guest got there - so that sucked. otherwise it was pretty much the same as usual.. finally got a schedule figured out!!! all the days i have school i have off /0/ anyway i need to sleep because school tomorrow
- 0915 got some new clothes ayyyy spent the rest of the day trying to get my ass to study tho sigh
- 0916 school was pretty boring today tbh went for a seminar type thing in the evening for extra credit hollaaaa; also went out to eat with mom at cheddars but that was pretty much the extent of my day tbh
- 0917 spent the hours before work studying.. work went pretty well, only made one mistake, we got out thirty minutes earlier than uual, and my till was only a penny short ayyyy tomorrow is the big three so hopefully i can be fully rested, at least
- 0918 totally spaced on my govt test - most of the stuff i wrote in my notes was completely irrelevant sobs. note for the future: don't be overconfident and study regardless of if it's open note or not!!! statistics i think i aced, tbh. hopefully it's not one of those opposite, over-confident things sdlfkjs and i made an 88 on my soc test, which isn't bad but not what i was hoping for :( spent the rest of the day chilling~ had to call up to work to make sure i had my time right for tomorrow which kind of gave me anxiety because sochi answered orz
- 0919 constantly frustrated with myself because i know i can do better than this and i don't know how to get there sighs
- 0920 woke up a lot earlier than my alarm huhu but today was a lot better than yesterday!!!! though tbh i'm still a little nerves because i was scheduled few hours this week?? guess i can just hope for the best ;;
- 0921 ehhhh not worth remembering tbh
- 0922 today was a struggle, too. but i think i've decided that independence is the best option for me. as much as i want to depend on others, i don't think it's the best thing for me atm; or anytime in the foreseeable future, tbh. i've kind of lost steam to the point where it's difficult to remember why everything i'm doing is important.. but i'm sure it's just a hurtle i need to push past. i can do this!!!!!
- 0923 school draaaagged today idk what's going on? anyway, went to wingstop to eat and see what time i go in tomorrow, then went to see this is where i leave you with maggie. it was actually really good, i liked it!
- 0924 work kind of dragged because it was slower than usual.. i'm getting a little too insecure about losing my job sighs; plug.dj sesh with butter, much needed. i can't wait until they're here. it's the only thing i have to look forward to . still struggling with getting re-motivated for school but slowly a wip!
- 0925 i wish i had something positive to say.. feels like all i do is whine and feel sorry for myself lately lol. i wish i could do more.
- 0926 finally got a little motivation a la textbook!!! work was busy today but i didn't make any mistakes~ well, i made a few but i corrected them before it caused an issue hehe. things are looking up again, i just have to remember what i'm doing all of this for and that i can do it!!!!!
- 0927 work was going well until one of the hs girls showed up u-u the rest of the day i felt angry/restless sighs
- 0928 today wasn't so bad, i'm just still in that don't want to do shit mode. but i told myself that after this weekend it's time to whip back into shape because i need to get some serious reading/taking notes done. asap. i stayed up way too late though sobs....
- 0929 the most depressing day. we were supposed to be untouchable!!!!!!
- 0930 woke up to see my first class had been canceled ayyyy the rest of the day was lethargic at best
- 1001 how is it already october???? work went pretty smoothly ayyy the rest of the day i spent kind of stressing out about how butter and ee are going to stay cries; i wish there was more time.
- 1002 mm.. life is really weird sometimes. actually, most of the time. i'm still trying to understand it all. will i ever?
- 1003 ended up covering another co-workers shift after mine so i worked 10-10 orz i was pretty tired and kind of cranky because i'd only eaten four wings and a roll all day; then my sister, of course, woke me up by banging on the door because she forgets i need to sleep when she's drunk..
- 1004 not the best day at work.. somehow i ended up being $10 over, which is not good at all. fingers crossed it was just a mistake in counting or smth; thought i could use a break so i went out to the little shindig maggie put together at mom's new place.. wasn't too shabby
- 1005 work actually went really well despite how busy we were for the game /0/ and i even had a perfect till????!!!! if i can keep this up my stress levels will def go down, i think. now if i can get back on track with school orz
- 1006 happy birthday, best friiiiieeeeend~ today was a little lackluster but i got shit done, at least. registered to vote, deposited checks, and caught up on my reading for history. not too shabby, i guess?
- 1007 school was a struggle to get through sighs - this slump is the worst!!! went to see maze runner and read a bit. not really productive but istg i'll be back on track after this round of chapters pass and i start over again
- 1008 work was okayyyyy; got a few assignments out of the way for school and had tacos woo~ lmao orz
- 1009 i wish i had interesting things to say!!! i feel like a 9-5 robot.. even though those aren't really even my hours lol i'm kind of falling back into line with school work, at least?
- 1010 my till was really short today... hopefully it was just a mishap like last time cries. for some reason i was really struggling with energy today.. really need to get shit done!!!!
- 1011 loooooooooong day at work blegh
- 1012 this whole week just wasn't my week, ig lol... all the new rules are stressing me out and i got in trouble for taking my break sldfjs really glad to have this two day relief ugh
- 1013 took forever but i finally got everything done that i needed to huhu /0/ went to eat dinner with mom as a treat~
- 1014 school was okay.. went to see the judge after and all the feels ldkfjs feels good not to have assignments looming over my head
- 1015 my till was perfect ayyyyyyyyyyy; i found out i don't have friday off but they gave me monday and tuesday to make up for it. hopefully everything works out? huhu
- 1016 i made a 98 on my stat test because i didn't write two of my answers as sentences sighs i really need to pay more attention!!! silly mistakes. just a few more days and i get to see butter!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- 1017 work went well! another day i had a perfect till hehe~ went out to eat with bert and mom because i was starving ;; came home and started lovelace but maggie came home and wanted to go out so i went with.. dillan showed up really drunk and we had to take him home and he got really sick :( hopefully he'll feel better in the morning
- 1018 went to the peanut festival with maggie and debra.. it was pretty boring but i had this jumbo corndog that was sooo good ;; the rest of the day we chilled until maggie and dedra went out.. lmao somehow i ended up going out with them again - not too bad. gotta open tomorrow though.....
- 1019 ugh day from hell.. don't even wanna rehash it. but i got two burrito supremes from taco bell and a frosty from wendy's, so that made it a little better. also, i see butter tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- 1020-24 fuck, i forgot to keep up with this!!!! monday (20th) was embarrassing and great! i volunteered in class and got lifted in a chair by three guys, did some last minute things before heading to dallas and picked up butter!!!! we went to eat at lalo's, then went to noraebang ayyyy it was surprisingly cheap too. went back to mandy's and chilled before bed. next day (21st) we got up early to go tour unt hehehe - it was great but i'm still worried about getting my gpa higher; came back to meet mandy at the house, went to eat bbq (christina joined).. then chilled some more. we had to take butter to see her family wednesday (22nd), then mandy, christina, and i did some chores before i had to go back to get butter again.. came back to the hotel and literally had to rush right out to get ee at the airport lol we went to in-n-out, came back to the hotel 'cause it was too late to get alcohol or do anything else orz; thennn we went to the stockyards, which was kind of a disappointment, tbh, because the only thing we really got out of it was our old fashioned photos. at least they turned out well! then we came back into town, christina met us at the hotel and we went to texas roadhouse to eat - i started feeling sick and thus started a long night of puking @_@; annnd today (24th) we traveled to west to get kolaches (worth it) and came back and rolled around the hotel some more lmao ;; annnd finally, we went to hopdoddy's for dinner (i couldn't finish my burger b/c stomach sighs), and pm hung out the last couple of hours before i had to leave :(
- 1025 blergh woke up to justin reminding me we had a meeting at 8...at 9 orz got up to get ready for work (10-10). work wasn't too horrible, thankfully. though, at the end of my shift i had a small mental breakdown because i was missing like.. my whole till b/c justin didn't tell me it didn't include my drop weeps. it was spot on though!!!1 huzzah! got a few school things out of the way but still a little nervous about what i've missed cries
- 1026 holy fuck how did i lose a day... uh, i worked 11-4? it was okay. i had chipotle after shift and was kind of agitated but i got over it? idk this was yesterday..
- 1027 went to class.. boring but at least we got suckers? then went to my eye doctor appt to get a new prescription for new contacts, worked 4 to 10 blah blah blah
- 1028 found out all the things i missed while i was gone hahahahahahaha sobs i guess it honestly isn't too bad? if only just because the hardest bit i have to do, i'm given a week to do! the hard part, as always, is forcing myself to do the work in a timely manner so i'm not rushing to get everything done last minute. i can do dis!
- 1029 productive day? i got my stat project done and took some notes. i probably could've done more but attention span was waning sighs. my mind is a weird place lately...
- 1030 whereeee did october go?? didn't have govt today so i got to sleep in a bit. was late to stat because i forgot there was construction.. sighs. the rest of the day went okay. bleh, i'm still not all caught up from what i missed, though.
- 1031 spent most of the day getting my quiz done.. then just bummed around watching dramas lol
- 1101 woooork and dinner with mom and bert. i tried taking a nap but didn't set my alarm properly sighs. hopefully i can sleep tonight? this month is gonna be really hard school-wise. time to stop fucking around~
- 1102 work kind of sucked because justin was pissy lol but it wasn't the worst day i've had. i highlighted a few things for my essay but otherwise not very productive, tbh. tomorrow is the last day!!!!
- 1103 school and lunch with mom and bert at applebee's. finally finished my essay!!! it wasn't my best work but i finished.
- 1104 lmao cries it turns out i didn't have to turn in my paper until night time today??? oh well. it was really rainy and gloomy all day sighs. and i forgot some of my slides at home?? so there were some things on the test i don't think i did well on. orz other than that, though, i'm freeeeee~
- 1105 basically just errand day with mom ayyyy
- 1106 schoooooool. wasn't too bad ig? spent the rest of the day fucking around tbh. but i did get a few things done!
- 1107 today was pretty good~ work went well. my eye is really irritated, but other than that nothing to complain about!
- 1108-1110 whoops forgot to keep up with this.. cries. mostly just work and school though. today i went to see the retina specialist and he mentioned trying a laser spot treatment that could (possibly) keep my retina from detaching? so idk if that's good news but he suggested seeing another specialist just in case. huhu
- 1111 whoa all the ones lol anyway pretty basic day.. just went to school and talked to dad on the phone. let jessica have my shift on friday.. still haven't caught up on my homework sighs
- 1112 lmao i wasted this entire day doing worthless shit omg i'm so upset with myself. i did get in a little last minute studying for tomorrow's test, at least. ~_~
- 1113 math test wasn't horrible? i'm confident i didn't fail it, at least lol finally finished my essay!!!!!!!! and got some other stuff out of the way since i'll be gone all weekend. pretty successful day? went out to dinner for maggie's bday. pretty good night, i think. :)
- 1114 got a later start than i wanted getting to dad's.. but it wasn't too bad? he was really surprised and happy, so it was worth it!
- 1115 lazed around the house most of the day lol.. took him out to eat at chili's and went home and ate pie~~ more lazing ensued
- 1116 went to go see granny! she was happy to see me, too. sighs dad got teary when i went to leave alkdfja i always hate leaving him like that. drive home felt longer than the drive there, although i think it was shorter. bleh. it was snowing here when i got back, haha
- 1117 skipped class to sleep in and do my essay huhuhuhu still am not even near done??? tomorrow is intense mode
- 1118 HAHAHAHA today i had a presentation i wasn't ready for and i turned my essay in six minutes before it was due!!!!! /throws up
- 1119 work wasn't so bad! it was really busy and then kind of dwindled as the day went on.. got gas and tried to pick up my contacts but they closed right as i got there orz
- 1120 i made an a on my statistics test?? lmao suhprize!! the rest of the day was pretty mediocre tbh. i finally got my tabc certificate ayyy
- 1121 this really attractive guy was at work today huhuhu overall a pretty good day. decided last minute i was going out with maggie and her friends.......always a bad idea sighs too much drama.. but faith is here!!
- 1122 got some homework done! jedon made us tacos for lunch ayyy took faith to her school for some kind of thing.. saw mockingjay~
- 1123 work was good; didn't wanna get up though lol. went out to eat with mom and faith! then came home and lazed around, watched how to train your dragon 2. womp~
- 1124 school as usual.. replaced my windshield wipers and washed my car; went to see interstellar with mom and maggie... sobs it was three hours long??? so i had to scramble to get my govt quiz done at the last minute.. little sleep tonight ig
- 1125 school school school~ sighs i agreed to go in to work for a few hours tomorrow even though i was off?? why am i like this..
- 1126 went in to work for three hours~ at first it was stressful because my coworker went to the bank, leaving me with the opening rush orz but after it wasn't so bad! did some last minute errands with mom.. pretty basic day
- 1127 thanksgiving~~ went to maggie's friends' for lunch... and that was pm it tbh. there was so much food omg lmao
- 1128 opened.. kind of a shitty day at work, tbh. went out to eat at olive garden with mom, maggie, and maverick.. watched a movie. yup.
- 1129 blargh.. woke up to go and volunteer.. they took an hour break so i went to help the adoption trailer at petco. barely make it back home in time to change and get to work..
- 1130 spent the day fucking around and getting two assignments done ayyy pretty boring tbh
- 1201 december!!!! omg. class was okay? I GOT MY IPHONE EARLY??? sobs. it took forever to get everything set up and stuff and i'm still not sure mine is properly done but??? so essite. ; ~;
- 1202 ughhhh day ii of frustrating phone shit. don't even wanna go there?? just a bummer day all around.
- 1203 work was short! not too bad. the rest of the day...eh.
- 1204 i was grumpy today huhu.. but i got my christmas cards to send out so yay!!!!!
- 1205 sobs i guess this week is just determined to be bad?? my drawer was short and my sister got drunk again sigh
- 1206 happy birthday mom!!! work went well despite a supposed busy day. found out our boss might be leaving, though. :( we're trying our best to get him to stay. had mom's party at the house, lots of yummy foods and everyone was there. but of course terry got really heated with political stuff so most of the kids left to the living room... lmao. faith spent the night and we listened to music all night.. still closed me out when it was time for bed, bleh.
- 1207 bleh most of the day i spent laying around, trying to throw assignments together; took faith home. bought a different journal... sobs
- 1208 work..trying to get new phone..dinner..blah blah blah.
- 1209 took my govt final - it wasn't too bad; think there were only a few questions i was unsure about. realized really belatedly that i didn't have a final in soc problems lol.. went to GET MY PHONE!!!! and figured out nothing too serious is wrong with my car, ig. also, chipotle.
- 1210 we got to work in groups for my lf final!!!! thank god. went with mom around town to do some errands.. came home and studied for stat tomorrow. last day of school yassss
- 1211 I'M FREEEEEEE~~ stat final wasn't too horrible.. i blanked a bit but i think i passed, at least? lmao ;; i'm just glad to be done! spent most of the day watching amelie and finishing up my christmas cards..
- 1212 wooooork it wasn't too bad but somehow it feels more annoying to go now that i'm not in school? lol ig vacation mindset sighs
- 1213 not too shabby of a day? work started off a little wonky because boss overslept so i had to open all the tills by myself - but i got it done. went with mom after to talk to t-mobile about switching.. ate at applebee's.. wine box came in.. FOUND OUT I MADE ALL As????? cries what a relief.
- 1214 pretty boring day tbh. got mine and mom's phones returned to t-mobile.. went out to eat to celebrate good grades... that's pm it lol ;;
- 1215 lazed around half the day.. ran around town getting haven's phone stuff figured out sighs; i was pretty grumpy/irritated for most of it lol ;; my first voxbox came in though? and faith was super open and happy around me so that felt nice
- 1216 omg the days are going by so fast?? what's going on cries. spent the first half of the day being hella productive tbh! found some markers for my journal and looked around at the craft stores a second time. looking like target and office depot are my best bets. target moreso. also got my room cleaned and my books sent back! /0/
- 1217 short shift today sighs.. came home to see my hobonichi has arrived!!!! it's a bit smaller than i anticipated but we'll see how it goes ;;
- 1218 early morning retina appt.. dr pretty much told me he recommended the surgery but also said that all doctors have diff opinions on it sighs.. went with mom around town to get some errands done; also went to mav's christmas concert thing annnd then headed out to denton to stay in this bomb ass hotel we rented for the night. i love the place more every time i go sighs
- 1219 lmao started the morning with an upset stomach ;; but the rest of the day went pretty smoothly. tbh the whole thing was kind of a repeat of what i already knew but hopefully mom got something out of it? though the campus wasn't nearly as pretty as it was when butter and i went since there's more construction and it's cold/gloomy. we did get to eat at rooster's though!!! it was pretty delicious. definitely need to investigate further......
- 1220-23 drove to dad's straight after my shift.. he managed to drag me to this party with all his friends the next day lol finished reading gone girl and watched the movie.. uhhh went to see granny and helped dad shop for her xmas present. on the way back home i locked my keys in the car while i was getting gas lmao sobs thankfully some dude was kind enough to help?? yeah that's pm it
- 1224 worked.. it was semi-stressful 'cause sometimes my coworkers bicker over petty shit sighs; ran around getting last minute things for dinner.. scrambled to make my cakes (red velvet and german chocolate) and peas and cheese. opened presents and ate with the fambam.. that's pretty much it tbh. oh!! and i applied to unt. lmao ;; fingers crossed!!!!!!
- 1225 merry christmas ig??? it doesn't really feel like it. we went to eat at ihop.. played card games and yeah. that was pretty much the extent of the day lol the rest we spent just watching oth
- 1226 today was long and tiring.. sigh
- 1227 how did i skip this day? lol work was basic and boring. our new "boss" talked about what she expected of us before the meeting, etc etc.. had another weird occurrence with my eyes that scared the shit out of me sobs
- 1228 eye kind of better? my eye doctor wants me to come in tomorrow so he can look at it sighs; someone did show up at work today so i ended up covering their night shift bleh. i felt odd not being able to lift shift and basically felt useless wee~
- 1229 blehhh spent half of the day pissed cause unnecessary things. but everything is good with the eye! worked for a few hours with it dilated lol ate out and stuff.. stayed up wayyyyy too late sighs
- 1230 another day being pissed??? must be starting soon sighs. pm lazed around all day woo~
- 1231 last day of work with justin hu ;; ordered pizza for the crew in his honor since no on else did anything. the rest of the day i pretty much prepared for new years shenanigans..... PARTY WITH BUTTERRRRR ..stayed up to late again weeps
- 0101 ayyy it's 2015!!! oh my god i slept until almost 3pm lmao ;; spent the rest of it bumming around pm~
- 0102 cries the days are already going by fast??? spent most of it watching oth with mom herp; starting to get really anxious about getting my acceptance letter huuuu
- 0103 woooooooork that's pm it sighs; also made chicken and washed the dishes ig?
- 0104 ugh spent most of my day at work in pain because that time of the month orz rest was pretty boring tbh
- 0105 work again woo~ spent the rest of the day waiting for mom and doing a few errands yey
- 0106 went up to pay tuition and took my car to the shop ayyy then went back home and ended up locking us out of the house sighs; went to eat lunch.. did a few more errands around town. bleh bleh
- 0107 spent most of the day lazing around.. shaved my legs, took a shower, went to eat sushi with maggie, went to applebee's for a drink (i had water lol), and bummed around some more. korean is rly difficult omg.. @_@
- 0108 somehow skipped this day?? oops. think it's because i was generally irritated by everything lol. got sent home from work an hour early because it was slow and i was pm easily irritated after so.. yeah..
- 0109 went in at noon~ i think one of my coworkers is trying to hook up with me lmao sobs and hides under a rock; mom made me mad because she wouldn't tell me what happened at blinn as payback and then proceeded to send me a picture of her food from in-n-out :| should've went to bed earlier tho!!!
- 0110 can school hurry up and start so this isn't so boring?? sobs. work again.. really wish i could get rid of this crick in my neck so i'd stop having headaches ;;
- 0111 spent my day off watching things with mom on the laptop woo~
- 0112 actually made someone's meal by myself today haha that was.. interesting. but i did it right!!! found out my transcripts haven't gone through.. so need to figure that out. rest of the day was pm just fucking around pm
- 0113 today was a complete waste sighs; reasons why i shouldn't wait for others to get things done.. it's my fault.
- 0114 short ass shift at work.. as per usual, spent rest of the day bumming.
- 0115 sighs i'm getting really tired of saying work and bumming :(
- 0116 wonder if i should just start clumping my days into one entry of work bleh?? lmao but the only thing different that happened today is that i had to cancel my debit card because of unauthorized purchases.. sighs apparently origin has been having issues with this
- 0117 lalala work and amber's birthday~~ also finished my first book of the year!!
- 0118 bummed around all day.. sighs at least this will be the last time i say this!! school starts in two days~~
- 0119 work work and scuttling around looking for yoga clothes sighs
- 0120 first day back at school! went pretty smoothly? sadly the excitement/anticipation wasn't really there.. hopefully that will change once things start to pick up a bit. yoga was interesting, though! i'm definitely intrigued to see how i'll feel by the end of the semester, haha. the rest of my day was pretty productive, as well~
- 0121 oops? skipped this day.. it was pretty uneventful tbh. worked and came home.
- 0122 first week back at school finished! came home to find my application is finally complete for UNT~ had haven's birthday at applebees.. came home and filled out a housing application. now all that's left is waiting for the verdict huhu
- 0123 work~ then went out to eat with mom at olive garden.. still haven't gotten my schedule for next week? idk what's gonna happen.
- 0124 work again.. also went to wal mart with mom to get a few things. watched it's okay, that's love and filed my taxes.. pretty boring day tbh
- 0125 mm.. more work. bleh. didn't feel my best today tbh
- 0126 long day at work.. not too bad, though. also got a full tank of gas for $25??? yeah.
- 0127 school went pretty swell! i actually felt like i was absorbing stuff in govt. in yoga i felt impatient for class to be over cause i was hungry.. watched some movies and sort of had a mini breakdown?? thank god for butter.
- 0128 ended up going into work for two hours because i'm a pushover sighs. need to stop doing that!!!! went out to dinner with maggie, mav, and her dad.. yeah~
- 0129 ah, what a day.. got out of class early, encouraged by our teacher to go to the transfer open house. initially i didn't plan to go, went to the library to print out some stuff - but there was a class in the lab so i decided to go after all. well, while one of the reps was looking up my app, she casually told me i was accepted??? the rest of the day was pretty awesome after that. went out to eat at logan's and had an awesome dinner with an awesome drink. life's pretty good. ( ＾∇＾)
- 0130 work went okay.. talked to a potential roommate today, so that was cool; got me even more pumped for college!!!! was kind of bummed towards the end of the day but it's all good. only seven more months.. three if you count korea.
- 0131 woke up to a text asking if i wanted to cover someone's shift.. ended up working noon to almost ten orz. loooong day but tomorrow just might be longer
- 0201 too tired for life.. this week is gonna be loooooong
- 0202 tiiiiired ugh.. got a few things done after work? picked up passport forms and made an appt for tomorrow, turned in my book and got a new one! also got some fruits and stuff at the store. not to bad ig
- 0203 such a good dayyy~ decided to skip yoga since govt was canceled and it ends too close to my appt. went to get my passport done, came home to find butter's xmas presents finally got to me!!!! also had a long dj sesh hehe. and! we reserved my flight reservations. ahhh, is this year even real?
- 0204 my official acceptance letter came in the mail today~ pretty much bummed around until work.. not that much of an eventful day really but not too bad
- 0205 schoool. that's pm it? lol ;;
- 0206 bleh.. drama at work. also found out i'm working more next week hu. but i finally bought my ticket to seoul? can't believe it.
- 0207 work work work. got asked to stay longer again, bleh. at least my paycheck will be good? took mom out to eat after.
- 0208 looooong day at work bleh. also need to learn how to be more selective about what comes out of my mouth u_u
- 0209 omg how did i skip another day?? just work tho tbh so it's not like i'm missing some big!! event!!!
- 0210 idk man just felt good today? i feel like i'm actually absorbing what i'm learning in govt and i donated to phi theta kappa haha. spent the rest of the day finishing up parenthood woop!
- 0211 work work womp womp
- 0212 school~~ surprised by my sister coming over today; we talked a lot, a lot - which felt good since we haven't.. really.. done that ever lmao. feels like the days are dragging by..
- 0213 split shift today bleh.. went to get a few things for the girls in the family for vday.
- 0214 went out to eat with mom for lunch, gave all the girls presents and then bummed around until work..
- 0215 lalala chilled until work.. we were really busy so it kind of flew by, which was nice. another 37 hour work week ayy
- 0216 hung out with faith for a few hours before work..
- 0217 ngh.. really tired of one-sided relationships tbh
- 0218 errands with mom~ got a pillow and comforter for college ayy
- 0219 just school really.. idk
- 0220 woooooork omg literally almost half the damn day. tired af!! but i finally got to hear some recognition 'you haven't called in once, have you?'
- 0221 more work ;; thankfully i got to go home early and didn't have to close huhu
- 0222 went into work despite the weather being poop; we got to leave early though!
- 0223 spent all day bumming around since work was closed and will probably do the same again tomorrow since school is also closed~
- 0224 snow day #2.. i slept half of the day away because i stayed up wayyy too late sighs. rest of the day was pm just me getting hyped about the future and being a bum~
- 0225 went to work today~ that was pretty much it tbh. it's hard getting back into the groove of things after a break orz
- 0226 back on that school grind. kind of a slow day, tbh. but it's almost march!!!!
- 0227 went in to work and it started snowing so hard that we had to close before we even opened.. went with mom around town to pick up all the kids from school. the rest of the day we just chilled and played games pm
- 0228 spent the last day of feb playing games pretty much all day lol
- 0301 a little sad how short these have gotten sighs.. i mostly bummed around until work and then..yeah...worked... lmao ;;
- 0302 more work~~ idk i've been really introspective lately and i haven't decided if that's good or nah
- 0303 schooool~ checked out a new book and bought a notepad set to study my korean with! actually got around to studying, too~ (/^o^)/
- 0304 studied korean for a little, went in to work until we had to close early for the weather (again); played games (again) for the rest of the night!
- 0305 sighs i skipped this day.. i pretty much just took a quiz for school online because school was canceled and studied korean some more.
- 0306 not my day at all. couldn't find my jeans, got two irritating texts, came to work and found no one cleaned the night before; people are aggravating and i just want to crawl in a hole until may.
- 0307 really didn't want to get up today.. work wasn't too bad ig. i came home feeling weird, though.
- 0308 so, so tired omg.. ended up working almost nine hours and didn't get off until almost 3??? had to stay behind and clean because we have an inspection tomorrow ~_~
- 0309 work was sort of miserable; thank goodness i only had to be there four hours. came home to happily embrace my week-ish of freedom.
- 0310 spent the whole day being lazy~ it was perfect.
- 0311 lalala day #2 of bumming around; went out to eat with the fam and played disney trivial pursuit with faith until we both got frustrate and gave up lol
- 0312 drove into denton for the tour with mom and faith; it was pretty repetitive for me but mom got to ask a few questions and see the dorms. not sure if faith enjoyed it but hopefully?? drove straight to dad's; the traffic tho!!! also realized I forgot my tea tree oil so we went into town late to get something for my fever blister =_=;
- 0313 lazily laid all day pm; read a lot and might have finally found a roomie?? also told dad about korea. he didn't take it that bad but I'm sure I haven't heard the end of it yet lol
- 0314 went to the reunion.. it wasn't too bad ig? they didn't ramble on about our family tree like they usually do haha. i got to see my baby cousins for the first time!! they're so cute i could die.. ;0;
- 0315 everyone went home today hu; dad was a class a douche.. sighs. left around four and had an excuse to stop by my hometown. it felt really nice?? i knew i missed it but ig i didn't know how much. then i spent the rest of the day driving home pm.. so much traffic. @_@
- 0316 work sighs i swear may couldn't come soon enough
- 0317 only went to one class today - the other felt like a waste of time since we weren't actually doing anything; finally saw the dentist!!! also saw a movie. more oth blahblah
- 0318 work and homework.. the life.
- 0319 school and a little window shopping; went to the orientation for phi theta kappa - not sure if i want to join as the opportunity presented itself a little late..
- 0320 ended up working a double..... must sleep
- 0321 got asked to stay longer than i was meant to again today e_e another coworker quit so i'll probably end up shouldering her work too sighs
- 0322 work actually went fast for once??? i didn't even notice it was time for me to go and ended up leaving 30 mins late lol...
- 0323 cries just another day of work~~~ also today was very #emotional because suho's teaser was released and i just really wasn't ready???
- 0324 the days are starting to go quickly again?? did i already say that... anyway, just yoga class today. i spent the rest of the day being pretty useless sighs
- 0325 tbh it's getting to the point where i can't wait until this is over orz
- 0326-27 seriously nothing to report?? just work and school again cries
- 0328 finally got my financial aid last night!! huhu it feels like everything is moving at snail speed ;;
- 0329 exo's album came out NO ONE TOUCH ME ;; also tried something new after work today huhu. felt kind of free~
- 0330 work......... and call me baby
- 0401 oh my gad it's april. just work and errands pm. mom got an xbox 360??? shaking and crying.
- 0402 my year of 23 is almost over~ it's so weird how time feels like it's both flown and dragged by.. anyway lol boo talked to me about coming to visit(!!!) and ig it just put into perspective how soon everything will be happening. that being said i really need to stop this procrastination habit.... work on your paper damnit!!
- 0403 whoops skipped a day.. went to mom's after work for the first time! the drive was annoying but it was nice to get a change of scenery
- 0404 realized i forgot to bring my pants for work so i had to drive back to the house and get them orz managed to make it with plenty of time to spare, though. night #2 at mom's..
- 0405-07 oh wow i'm starting to fall behind the month before this is over?? lmao anyway, spent another night at mom's.. actually two more lol. and then today i went to school~ also ate with mom and watched furious 7. huhu came home and watched exo things TT
- 0408 bububu more working more tired
- 0409 sighs i'm slacking in all the wrong places lately.. maybe i should ban myself from everything for a few days until i get shit done. seems like the dags are dragging again sighs
- 0410 never ending ten hour shift (that was almost an 11 hour shift) counting the days..
- 0411 work work work and no play
- 0412 same ^^^^ lmao :(
- 0413 day off~~ went out to eat with mom and sis, then went to the movies
- 0414-14 ESSAY OF DOOM ISTG.. i will finish it tomorrow!!!!
- 0415 i worked on more of my essay?? and worked too ig
- 0416 lalalala finished my essay with plenty of time to spare~~ spent the rest of the day lazing around
- 0417 work it do it makes us faster better stronger
- 0418 almost there istg.. guess it's gonna get hard before it gets easy
- 0419 lalala closed as a shift leader my first time today~ not much else to report
- 0420 dear me pls stop going to bed so late and making us miserable in the morning kthx.. went to denton to check on financial aid, look around, and see a house!!! fin
- 0421 ????????????????????????
- 0422 work work work.. typed up my assignment and my computer crashed in the middle hahahahahhahaha
- 0423 more school bleh slowly getting there!!
- 0424 put in my two weeks notice~ let the countdown begin :3
- 0425 uhh... idr remember what happened
- 0426 it feels really good to know i'll be missed
- 0427 this day of rollercoaster feelings ugh
- 0428 school school.. tried an ew restaurant with mom today. also bought tickets to avengers thursday!!!!!
- 0429 ayyy april is almost over!! work really dragged today but it wasn't so bad~ spent the rest of the day bumming around, as per usual
- 0430 everything is the avengers and nothing hurts
- 0501 it's gonna be may~~~ favorite month get! work was slow again ugh.. i got a raise though? so that's nice. even though i have like one more paycheck to benefit from it.. lmao; face planted out of my booth and the entire restaurant went quiet until i got up and then proceeded to clap....it was something straight out of the movies istg. overall a pretty eventful uneventful day
- 0502 loooong ass day at work and after
- 0503-04 work work work!! two more days~ kind of shut down by the end of today.. think maybe i need a break from things lol
- 0505 cinco de mayooo school school school..
- 0506 work dragged man sigh one more day!!!
- 0507 last day of classes!!!!! tomorrow is the last day of work and then i'm officially (well, almost) free!!!
- 0508-010 lmao whoops?? last day of work was pretty great, albeit a bit slow. they bought pizza and cake for me huhu.. next day i taught faith how to drive and she finally opened up to me a bit?? and finally, today, mother's day~ the weather was shit and i heard a tornado siren for the first time lol
- 0511 back in cstat~~ huhuhu it's such a weird ache
- 0512 mostly just got a few things and ate a few things.. ayy?
- 0513 took mom to get her nails done, went shopping for clothes and headed back home
- 0514 last day at graysonnnn!! bought a few video games for the weekend and it's on 8)
- 0515-16 basically spent looking for clothes for faith to wear to the concert.. to no avail...
- 0517 nearly had a heart attack thinking i lost my wallet but thankfully some kind soul turned it in - thank you ♡ spent the rest of the night "helping" faith with her school project haha
- 0518 played bioshock most of the day +__+ holy shit it's almost time.....
- 0519 everything is paramore and everything hurts lmao
- 0520-24 wrong flight, right flight, everyone at the airport, dream concert, no one at birthday lunch, lotte family concert, s
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