I suck at speaking. Even when I want to talk about how bad my day was I just cant describe it to someone. Or if I want to compliment someone I always feel I’m saying too much or too little. I don’t want to seem boring, but the truth is the way I talk is boring. Because I don’t have a lot to say. I guess what I want to say is seen mostly in my actions. But I can’t show my actions all too much either. Because I may be too scared or, or it’s not the right time. Or I’m running out of time. It’s that I have so many things I want to say and so many ideas I want to bring out but I can’t put them all into words that people will understand. Haha this is the most frustrating part of having interest to be honest, cause I have a lot of headcanons for my favorites but I just can’t put them to words. I’m so passionate about something but I can’t even speak about it. It sucks! I can’t talk to anyone, or I’m too afraid to talk to anyone, or I’m not afraid and I really want to talk to someone but I just don’t know what to say. I’m not even making sense right now bruh. I’m so done with talking. Maybe it’s because I don’t talk that often, that I end up losing ways to put my thoughts into words. I mean I’m excellent at reading and understanding what other people mean, but the only times I ever talk was if someone talked to me or I have to answer a question. I wish I was a talkative person, I get a little sad when my talkative friends feel ashamed for talking too much. Well maybe they’re ashamed because I talk so little, I hope it’s not like that.