☹️I dont know why, I feel so shit lately I even started drinking angain, i say started but i hope this is the last time I just dont want to be anywhere around anyone I mean i could use some company but when the people i like come to me i just feel bad I guess i was better than before because before id just be moody around people i like and it made them worry I dont know if distancing myself from them is any better though Idk. I hope this wont last I just wanna be happy again