people will ask me about my family and i just have to be normal about it. so many unresolved problems that i just have to be quiet about because people won’t really understand and when they don’t everything will just be uncomfortable. it’s really hard when there’s a language barrier that doesn’t even exist. they make up scenarios of me and act like they know what i’m thinking and is so persistent on believing that this is the way that i act. in reality i’m not like that at all, in fact i rarely ever showcase anything for anyone to think of me that way. in the end my parents will convince me that what they think and do are for the better of me, but then i start to think and overthink and build resentment over them because there’s really nothing they do for me. i’m always left with disappointment for this family. they’ll convince me to agree to certain things and to think a certain way because i’m still irresponsible. the more i refuse the more this family gets uncomfortable and the more i just wanna leave. i hate feeling uncomfortable in the comfort of my own home. i have a relative that always talks to me and asks me questions, they’d occasionally ask me about my family, but it’s hard to be honest when i really only see them during family gatherings, so naturally my family is there too. just goes to show i’m never really fully comfortable around any of my family.