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| i think a lot about different things and i always have but now it is different because maybe now i can afford to be okay with the life i have built for myself.. and i can afford love and happiness. which is weird because i never thought i would have to spend in exchange for something like that, and i never thought these relationships would be transactional. and i always told myself they never were. i did not expect to work on myself this year as much as i did, and inevitably it was because i was entirely miserable and hopless, shameful and muddled with everything bad, but maybe now i want to get into writing again, and the older me will be content with what i have done with myself. i don't think i should owe myself anything but it is the least i can do. looking around, i have given it in me to accept the people who hold me close and now i too wish to hold them the same way, ... sep 4 2026 ∞
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