before u interact — im diagnosed with bpd; this is not an excuse but it is context. i deal with intense mood swings, so if i seem dry, theres usually a reason. clear communication is a must with me. my social battery drains fast and i rarely initiate conversations :') my humor can come off rude, so please tell me if i ever cross a line. im very defensive of my friends and especially my partner.

dont interact — getting involved in drama, heavy nsfw talk when we arent close, sudden venting, bigot or freak, intense religion talk, dislike any of my friends/partner, trying to flirt with me or my partner, strong irl's/delusional attachments (to the point u rp/act as them), cant seperate fiction from reality, romanticizing unhealthy behavior, “consuming problematic media = endorsing it” mindset

dec 6 2025 ∞
dec 23 2025 +

" if i told you that i hated you, would you go away?" 𖦹°‧

— likes.. psychology, psychology of media, music, drawing, typology, instrumments, writing, cinematography, media analysis, anthropology, representation in media, symbolism, creative directing, character analysis. debates

— dislikes.. disregarding others' comfort, hypocrisy, lack of empathy, proselytizing, blind faith, religion in general, moral blindness, going silent when communication is needed

dec 6 2025 ∞
dec 7 2025 +

media/games i like

— currently hsr pilled (aven, phaidei, mono rememberance, yaoguang), zyox , a date with death, life is strange, touchstarved, 14dwy, killer chat, silent hill, detroit, threads of you: bytb, studio investigrave, obscura, pocket mirror, little goody two shoes, zeno, saihate station, until dawn, omori, shtdn, beyond two souls + probably way more. i like visual novels

dec 6 2025 ∞
mar 16 2026 +

"were on earth to break each others hearts in two."

spotify

artists

    • the marias
    • the neighborhood
    • pierce the veil
    • malcolm todd
    • cigarettes after sex
    • reality club
    • wisp
    • shelly
    • faye webster
    • clairo

songs

    • back to me - the marias
    • run your mouth - the marias
    • am i bothering you? - reality club
dec 6 2025 ∞
dec 15 2025 +