• look for the gummy bear album on store shelfkhilooyydi;wq9y8 opqwdo 0 9
  • this is stupid; whatever i fucked up i wouldnt understand a single thing
  • a child clips a butterflies wings in the sandbox; the wings crumple & turn into more sand for the sandbox; im going to die here if sand keeps getting in my lungs
  • something about radiohead; i can still feel it sometimes & it upsets me but every so now & then id get the notion that hes talking directly to me; i dont like it; i really dont like it
    • not even like the type where i mean i just really enjoy the music; i do but i mean this in a literal sense; like theyre mocking me for being so fucking paranoid & a fuck up.
  • ive completely lost track of time again
  • its so bad
  • im in hell i dont know why
  • its not your fault; i dont even know why im here
  • i cant kill myself because i just havent served my divine purpose
  • i wish i were never born; itd be kinda like serial experiments lain where when she erased herself from the world & everyones memories of her; the world got a lot brighter & everyone was happy
    • i think about that a lot;;
    • id trade my life to ensure that other people are happy
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