Pros:

  • Meeting new people.
  • Dying my hair blue.
  • Having my eyes opened to life outside of this town.
  • Did I mention meeting new people?
  • Packing for college. I like packing.
  • Buying stuff for college. I like having new things.
  • Graduation ceremony should be...I don't know. Emotional, probably.
  • Being able to somewhat reinvent myself at college, or at least be more true to who I am. If that makes sense.
  • Hopefully having some kind of celebration, like a massive party or a road trip with friends.
  • Not having my parents tell me what to do all the time (like going to sleep, doing my homework, cleaning my room).
  • Freedom. 'Nuff said.
  • Meeting people who are actually intelligent (enough to get into college, at least) and don't make me feel ashamed of being a human being.
  • Taking classes that I'm actually interested in.
  • Hopefully finding a career path that won't make me want to shoot myself.
  • Getting my diploma and hopefully a sense of accomplishment.
  • Being in college.
  • Probably having to make lots of lists of what I need to do to prepare for college. Lists. <3
  • Making a new Day Zero Project list.
  • Change.

Cons:

  • Not going on the Sky Bridge anymore.
  • Being away from home.
  • Being away from my family.
  • Most likely splitting up from all of my friends.
  • Having to do more for myself (sounds lazy, but honestly, it will be an adjustment).
  • Having to get used to life in whatever place I go to.
  • More homework, I would assume.
  • Realizing that my "childhood" is pretty much over, and I have to be responsible.
  • Probably gaining weight. (Freshman 15?)
  • Probably never seeing a lot of people from AHS ever again.
  • Not seeing familiar faces in the halls.
  • Figuring out a major at some point, which will be impossible, because I don't know what I want to study at all.
  • Probably struggling financially a bit.
  • I will be completely terrified to leave home (and my friends and family) and go to college. Basically. I'll probably cry a lot towards the end of senior year and during the summer afterwards.
  • Possibly being disappointed in the number of Day Zero Project items I completed.
  • Did I mention leaving my friends and family? Oh my god.
  • Change.

I kind of repeated myself a lot, but oh well. I've been thinking a lot about this during the past few months.

sep 8 2010 ∞
aug 26 2012 +