Pros:
- Meeting new people.
- Dying my hair blue.
- Having my eyes opened to life outside of this town.
- Did I mention meeting new people?
- Packing for college. I like packing.
- Buying stuff for college. I like having new things.
- Graduation ceremony should be...I don't know. Emotional, probably.
- Being able to somewhat reinvent myself at college, or at least be more true to who I am. If that makes sense.
- Hopefully having some kind of celebration, like a massive party or a road trip with friends.
- Not having my parents tell me what to do all the time (like going to sleep, doing my homework, cleaning my room).
- Freedom. 'Nuff said.
- Meeting people who are actually intelligent (enough to get into college, at least) and don't make me feel ashamed of being a human being.
- Taking classes that I'm actually interested in.
- Hopefully finding a career path that won't make me want to shoot myself.
- Getting my diploma and hopefully a sense of accomplishment.
- Being in college.
- Probably having to make lots of lists of what I need to do to prepare for college. Lists. <3
- Making a new Day Zero Project list.
- Change.
Cons:
- Not going on the Sky Bridge anymore.
- Being away from home.
- Being away from my family.
- Most likely splitting up from all of my friends.
- Having to do more for myself (sounds lazy, but honestly, it will be an adjustment).
- Having to get used to life in whatever place I go to.
- More homework, I would assume.
- Realizing that my "childhood" is pretty much over, and I have to be responsible.
- Probably gaining weight. (Freshman 15?)
- Probably never seeing a lot of people from AHS ever again.
- Not seeing familiar faces in the halls.
- Figuring out a major at some point, which will be impossible, because I don't know what I want to study at all.
- Probably struggling financially a bit.
- I will be completely terrified to leave home (and my friends and family) and go to college. Basically. I'll probably cry a lot towards the end of senior year and during the summer afterwards.
- Possibly being disappointed in the number of Day Zero Project items I completed.
- Did I mention leaving my friends and family? Oh my god.
- Change.
I kind of repeated myself a lot, but oh well. I've been thinking a lot about this during the past few months.
sep 8 2010 ∞
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