a radiant star, my brightest star.

• i cannot express the pure happiness + love you make me feel whenever we talk; your existence alone makes life genuinely worth it. i hold you ever-so dear + close to my heart; never will anyone be able to compare to & replace you in my life. i only get one version of you, & i will cherish you as long as i remain a part of this earth. i find you through my favourite things, the smallest of details of association - i wish i could tell you everything without feeling worried that things will change. there is so much about you that i don't know, but nonetheless i will love you for who you are today & i will love your flaws, the things you do not like about yourself will be what i will adore for you.
• maybe in another life, things will be different. you value yourself more & don't live in the lie you hide behind. i hope i can break you out of your shell, but i know that there is not a chance for me to do that, the effort... will still be there, because truly i will do anything for you. may the days of endless smiles + joy overcome you, the days where you no longer feel the need to fake this mask. you'll always shine through in my life, i know you will shine through others as well.

i hope one day i will be your favourite notification, your first thought. even if i am not those in any timeline, just knowing i'm still part of your life in this one is good enough for me. ♡

" ...and you make them last more than a day. starting with a smile, then it fades away - so stay another day, deep blue. "