having to look at people who once meant everything to you but no longer do and for all you know don't give a fuck about you
not being good enough for anyone
being tired
not being able to let go
good memories that you have to file away cause it hurts to much
people leaving
people dying
missing people
transitions
seeing people change
being helpless
having no one listen cause theyre already tired of listening to you complain
having so many feelings but not being able to express them
wanting to have someone who will comfort and listen to you but there's no one
when you realize that you need to pick yourself up and become a better person then you were
BEING FUCKING CONFLICTED
being played
not having a legit prom date
rumors
people fucking twisting your words into shit that you never said
judgment
leaving your best friends in 3 months
being sick often -.-
not getting txted back
failing tests
wasting food
getting blood drawn
mixed messages
rejection
having the past affect things/ people who mean the most to you
regrets
not thinking situations through and paying for them in the long run
people keeping shit from you
realizing where people stand
just re-thinking everything
crying -____-
having an immense amount of rage and not knowing how to express yourself
getting ditched
those days where you just feel disgusting -.-
having people mad at you -__-
being compared
thinking about worse case scenarios
the fear of what distance can do to a relationship
the fear of someone falling out of love with you
being incredibly moody that no one can get you out of it and it just snowballs into the worst feeling ever
complaining too much
just being so tired and done with everything.
lack of communication
getting purposely ignored
flaky people
uncertainty
stress over finals -.-
not talking to that ONE person for a day...it feels like somethings missing
HAVING YOUR BEST FRIEND MOVE TO NEW YORK YOU HOE T_________T
when you know that jesse should be here to walk that stage
getting sunburnt
feelings
feelings
waiting for financial aid -__-
hospitals
feeling sick to one's stomach
when your grandparents get really old and sick -___-
having to stay in your dementia ridden grandmother's house cause she cant be alone and youre the only healthy one to stay there
small triples
getting excluded
just too tired to deal with people's snarkiness
being exhausted
being late
being yelled at cause someone cant fucking take care of themselves
being hungry
people being selfless and not taking care of themselves and then it's just worse for them
being tired af
forgetting something to add to your order
when the person you want to talk to the most, just seems like they could care less
people who don't put any effort into a relationship and expect it to be unicorns and rainbows
people who are too busy for you
feeling fearful that you wont find anyone in college who is like you, or gets you
sheltered, selfish, douchey people
running out of money
the last supper looming in the background T-T
not getting the bed you want
possible creepy roommate
restless-ness
saying goodbye to your best friend for 100 days
seeing your best friend cry
not being able to eat or sleep
stress over everything
anticipation
silence
people who think that they can tell your shit to anyone
disappointment
the divide
hurting others
knowing that people shit talk behind your back
stingy ass motherfucking roommates who are selfish af
just being done
being angry at your parents
failing a midterm
stress of needing to complete things
messing up on a fuckin paper
high school petty drama
stupid fucking competition
ungrateful people
GIVING AWAY YOUR HOLIDAY PIE
when people make snarky remarks to you
family drama
getting strep on your birthday
finding out two days later it's mono and strep
being unable to see the people you love on break because you're fucking contagious and need to rest in order to get better
no being able to eat solid food easily
not being able to sleep cause your throat feels like death
not being able to help cause youre sick
crying cause everything is going wrong
just not being able to have a full good nights sleep
watching death happen right before your eyes
regrets
stressful relatives
legal issues
getting all the responsibility
miscommunications
making the ones you love angry at you
asking too many questions
people who fucking verbally attack you when they dont know you or the shit youv've been through
not being able to clearly say what you want
two faced bitches who have no backbone
tension
thirdwheels
having someone leave you to deal with an emotionally unstable person because they're fucking selfish as shit
having someone self harm just for the attention then have them say it and you're the one who has to deal with their shit because you live with them
watching life being taken away from someone you love, and then having to listen to someone who "wants to take their own life" when in actually theyre not serious about that either
not having enough money for a deposit
borrowing money
being stressed out to the max
feeling restless
relying on other people to get you places
feeling hungry
stomach upsetness
having no one really understand
when people use your shit and mess it up and just say "oh sorry"