- 7.1.2012: bike hectic-ness. irritation. stone walls. keeping up with the kardashians + jackass swag. trippin' + chewed shoes...wonderful. 
- 7.2.2012: HOC twice in a row. deep car convos. boo thang 2 hour phone convo. froyo swagg. annoyed af. 
- 7.3.2012: butt hurt. lonely. best friend savior. learning how to drive. panicky moments. 
- 7.4.2012: grandpa getting sick -.-. resolving things with ben ova an amayzang Barney's lunch. worrying. anxiety. GETTING WOKEN UP BY MY FUCKING NEIGHBORS BLASTING THE POLICE. 
- 7.5.2012: grandpa not getting better. productive. RESOLUTIONS. feelin kinda lonely. exhausted. 
- 7.6.2012: grandpa looks better :). ben leaving for 3 days T-T. LUNCH WIT SHERRAY. running into zoli and chillin with arrion. FAIL TURNIPS. 
- 7.7.2012: emotional breakdown. too many hours at the hospital. naps. feeling gross. haagen daz <3. 
- 7.8.2012: tired. sushi lunch. bleh hospitals. BEN COMES HOME. trolllyfe. 
- 7.9.2012: emotional. magic mike, wtf. feeling...o.o excluded. tired. stressed. 
- 7.10.2012: tired. volunteering. panera. stress. lost keys. 
- 7.11.2012: MADE A NEW FRIEND. overwhelmed + emotional. off the grid. hawt. SLURPEE DAYS. 
- 7.12.2012: tired. EXCITING NEWS...ish. gardening. BEN TIME at PIQ. reevaluating things. 
- 7.13.2012: tired. feeling so grody. being late to everything. butter mochi with aneesa :3. missing peeps. 
- 7.14.2012: 6th senses. tired. happy happy happy. realization. o.o OP yolo experiences. 
- 7.15.2012: angry. annoyed. lonely. fentons junior black and tan for $1.18. banana pancakes <3. 
- 7.16.2012: hungry. tired. moody. lonely. unexpected txts :3. 
- 7.17.2012: breakfast. tired af. errands. busybusybusy. mean google vid chats lol. 
- 7.18.2012: off the grid suckage. dentist NO CAVITIES YAY. lunch with tha boo, not enough time. CANCELLATIONS. bleh, tired and organizing classes and shiet. 
- 7.19.2012: exhausted. mac and cheese + DA BOMB chocolate pudding best friend day. more exhaustion. lonely nights. pretty good dinner. 
- 7.20.2012: late. barney's with sav and gracie. chill ass day. tired af. vid chatting wit da boo. 
- 7.21.2012: early mornings. AERIE. new dress <3 <3. ICI EARL GREY ZOMG. long ass babysitting. 
- 7.22.2012: gardening. dark knight rises and bawling my eyes out. nice dinner thang at elephant bar. sooo happy. SO TIRED. 
- 7.23.2012: sore. tired. happy happy happy. fluffy comforters. snapshot memory. 
- 7.24.2012: cranky. hot. tired. gross. missing you. 
- 7.25.2012: cranky. tired. stressed.hungry. repeat. 
- 7.26.2012: orientation. meeting o.o selfish and sheltered people. freaking out about classes. exhausted. it just wasn't a good day. 
- 7.27.2012: family stress. working with dad. ben time <3. happyhappyhappy. cupcakes and cuddling :3. 
- 7.28.2012:bleh. banana pancakes. napping + the Olympics. crazy crazy baby sitting gig. tired and irritated easily. 
- 7.29.2012: banana pancakes day 2. ben day :). GIDDINESS. my parents being in love with ben LOLOLOL. watching the olympics. 
- 7.30.2012: 6 hour fucking clean out. frustrated, tired + ache-y. preparing dinner. nice cheesy conversations. REKINDLING BEST FRIENDSHIPS. 
- 7.31.2012: yard work T-T. BEN LUNCH. straight hur. feels like a dream. slowjamz. 
         jul 2 2012 ∞
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