• Circlet/Forehead jewellery
• Clothes made of:
  • Gauzy cloth
  • Holographic material
  • Silk
  • Tulle
  • Velour
  • Velvet
• Dramatic lighting
• Lots of:
  • Bubbles
  • Flowers
  • Glitter
  • Jewels
• Pastel pink/green/blue/lilac surroundings
• Pastel/silvery hair
• Possibly actually magical
• Shimmery makeup

• Audrey Horne ( Twin Peaks )
• Babydoll ( Suckerpunch )
• Di Radfield ( Cracks )
• Dolores Haze ( Lolita )
• Esther Greenwood ( The Bell Jar )
• India Stoker ( Stoker )
• Laura Palmer ( Twin Peaks )
• Miranda ( Picnic at Hanging Rock )
• Ophelia ( Hamlet )
• Susanna Kaysen ( Girl, Interrupted )
• The Lisbon Sisters ( The Virgin Suicides )
  • Bonnie Lisbon
  • Cecilia Lisbon
  • Lux Lisbon
  • Mary Lisbon
  • Therese Lisbon

January

• Blue is the Warmest Colour (2013)
• Gone Girl (2014)
• Guardians of the Galaxy (2014)
• He Died with a Felafel in His Hand (2001)
• Last Unicorn, The (1982)
• Mood Indigo (2014)
• Twelfth Night at Shakespeare's Globe (2012)
• What We Do in the Shadows (2014)

February

• Attack the Block (2011)
• Battle Royale (2000)
• Dawn of the Seeker (2012)
• Perfect Blue (1997)
• Suicide Club (2002)
• Virgin Suicides, The (1999)

Older and a little bit wiser, but still stumbling along after sun-dust between my fingers.

• 15 minute meditations
• audition
  • Classes with Maeve
  • NIDA
  • Sara Cooper Agency
  • Twelfth Night
• be bold with decisions
• bold steps towards confidence in myself
• climb upwards & feel no shame in ambition
• compliment others frequently
• discard the ironic aesthetic
  • life is too short to hate for the street cred
  • shed any sense of shame & be unabashedly enthusiastic

• Childlike Empress, The ( The Neverending Story 1984 )
• Isabeau d'Anjou ( Ladyhawke 1985 )
• Kira ( The Dark Crystal 1982)
• Lady Amalthea ( The Last Unicorn 1982 )
• Lili ( Legend 1985 )
• Oona ( Legend 1985 )
• Princess Buttercup ( The Princess Bride 1987 )
• Princess Elspeth ( Dragon Slayer 1981 )
• Sarah Williams ( Labyrinth 1986 )
• Sorsha ( Willow 1988 )

• Actively engage in a philosophy that fascinates you for a day.
• Always give money to buskers
• Always participate in silly holidays
  • Time traveler's day especially
• Attend a Beltane festival
• Become fluent in Japanese, Gaelic, Russian and Czech
  • Possibly French too
• Dance around a bonfire and tell stories with like minded people
• Embody a magical girl aesthetic
• fall asleep in a meadow
• Find a message in a bottle
• Follow in the footsteps of as many folktales as possible (King Arthur, Gevaudan, Vlad Dracul)
• Hike through beautiful places (wainwright walks, Southcoast track, walls of jerusa...

• 'Borrow' one of the little rowboats at Nutgrove and use it to fulfill my childhood dream of rowing away at midnight to atlantis.
• Attend a Seelie Court
• Attend Hogwarts
  • Let Ron follow the butterflies
  • Prevent all the deaths that occur in The Deathly Hallows & Order of the phoenix
• Be a ghost mother.
• Be a Moon Merriweather
• Be an enigma/mystery
• Become a world class pianist/singer
• Discover/prove existence of faeries
• Fall asleep floating in the ocean without drowning.
• Get lost in the Bermuda Triangle, return with proof of Aliens.
  • Preferably Sane/untraumatised.

• Abelard ~ I capture the castle
• Cheshire Cat ~ Alice's adventures in Wonderland
• Coraline's Cat ~ Coraline
• Crookshanks ~ Harry Potter
• Mogget ~ Abhorsen trilogy
• Puss in boots
• Salem Saberhagen ~ Sabrina the teenage witch
• Schrödinger's Cat (is alive)
• Sergei ~ Lionboy series
• Solembum ~ Inheritance cycle
• The Jellicle Cats ~ CATS
• Tom kitten ~ Beatrix Potter

Girls

• Aislinn
• Alice
• Amy
• Annalise
• Anya
• Beatrice
• Charlotte
• Claudia
• Eileen
• Emmaline
• Henrietta
• Ida
• Lottie
• Luna
• Lydia
• Ophelia
• Sabine
• Siobhan
• Wendy

Boys

Stage

• Dead Men's Fingers Don Nigro
• Fortinbras Lee Blessing
• Hamletmachine Heiner Muller
• Opheliamachine Magda Romanska
• Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead Tom Stoppard
• The Secret Love Life of Ophelia Steven Berkoff

Screen

• Fire with Fire Duncan Gibbins
• Melancholia Lars Von Trier
• Pan's Labyrinth Guillermo Del Toro
• Slings and Arrows Peter Wellington

Poetry

• A Decomposition in Two Parts whathohoratio (tumblr)
• Ariel heartsexplode (tumblr)
• Drowning Ophelia backshelfpoet (tumblr)
• Enter Ophelia, playing the lute hcspera (tumblr)
• How I Didn't Get Myself to a Nunnery Suzanne Lummis
• Okay, Ophelia Jeannine Hall Gailey

Initial goals:

• A Visit From the Goon Squad //Jennifer Egan
• A Wild Sheep Chase //Haruki Murakami
• Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman //Haruki Murakami
• Bloody Chamber, The //Angela Carter
• Brighton Rock //Graham Greene
• Colourless Tsukuru Takazki & His Years of Pilgrimage //Haruki Murakami
• Fellowship of the Ring pt I, The //J.R.R. Tolkien (reread)
• Haroun and the Sea of Stories //Salman Rushdie
• Letters to Emma Bowlcut //Bill Callahan
• Master and Margarita, The //Mikhail Bulgakov (reread)
• Ode Less Travelled,The //Stephen Fry
• Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake, The //Aimee Bender
• Satanic Verses, The //Salman Rushdie
• Time's Arrow //Martin Amis
• White Noise //Don Delillo (√)

January

• Colourless Tsukuru Takazki and His Years of Pilgrimage //Haruki Murakami (started)

• A Moveable Feast - Ernest Hemingway
• Adventures of Sherlock Holmes, The - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
• Alice's Adventures in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
• Bell Jar, The - Sylvia Plath
• Complete Works of Oscar Wilde, The - Oscar Wilde
• Dracula - Bram Stoker
• Fleurs Du Mal - Charles Baudelaire
• Frankenstein - Mary Shelley
• Great Gatsby, The - F.Scott Fitzgerald
• Harry Potter (all) - J.K. Rowling
• Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, The - Douglas Adams
• Hobbit, The - J.R.R. Tolkien
• Hound of the Baskervilles, The - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
• Master and Margarita, The - Mikhail Bulgakov
• North and South - Elizabeth Gaskell
• Norwegian Wood - Haruki Murakami
• Peter Pan - J.M. Barrie
• Princess Bride, The - William Goldman
• Scribblings of a Madcap Shambleton, The - Noel Fielding
• Virgin Suicides, The - Jeffrey Eugenides
• Waves, The - Virginia Woolf

• Dutch etching paper
• Metal one-metre ruler
• Oil paints;
  • burnt umber
  • restock mixing white
  • sky blue
  • Sunshine yellow
  • titanium blue
• Restock white & grey watercolours
• Sepia Indian Ink
  • Restock black ink
• smaller pen-nib
• various shades of grey in copic markers

• Astronomer
• Ballerina
• British Comedian
• Consulting Detective
• Elf
• Geologist
• Hobbit
• Lost Girl
• LSD fuelled artist
• Ravenclaw student
• Renowned cat burglar
• Resident of Wonderland
• The Doctor's companion
• Vagabond

• Chai
  • Choc Chip Chai
• Earl Grey
  • Lady Grey
• Green
  • Jasmine
  • Mint
• Lavender
• Lemongrass and Ginger
• Peach
• Peppermint
• Rose and French vanilla
• Rosehip
• Russian Caravan
• Sencha
• Turkish Apple and Cinnamon