rule number two, just don't get attached to somebody you could lose.

ancient dreams in a modern land

  • 2007 when size zero was the rage⁣⁣⁣, britney shaved her head and all we did was call her crazed

love+fear

  • don't know what i'm doing with my life, but maybe there's no wrong or right, 'cause everybody feels the same and all we know is life is strange
  • and i thought that i had lost my mind, scared i was the only one, i didn't realize, seems like everybody's having the best time of their lives, but we don't know what's going on at any given time
  • somebody hurt me long ago, and though to heal a heart is slow, it’s just a consequence of pain, there is no use in laying blame

froot

  • it felt so sweet, it felt so strong, it made me feel like i belonged, and all the sadness inside me melted away like i was free
  • i found what i'd been looking for in myself, found a life worth living for someone else, never thought that i could be happy
  • i realise to be happy maybe i need a little company
  • i know i’m playing with your heart and i could treat you better, but i’m not that smart
  • it doesn’t feel right and it doesn’t feel fair, when i’m planning to move on and you’re still standing there, don’t wanna keep a secret but i don’t know how to keep it fair
  • don’t wanna talk anymore, i’m obsessed with silence, i go home and I lock my door, i can hear the sirens, i see buildings and bars from the window and i listen to the wind blow, i see people and cars covered in gold, and i’m happy to be on my own
  • i'm forever chasing after time, but everybody dies, dies, if i could buy forever at a price, i would buy it twice
  • i wanna live forever, forever in your heart, and we'll always be together from the end to the start

electra heart

  • you bought a star in the sky tonight because your life is dark and it needs some light, you named it after me, but i’m not yours to keep [...] you keep buyin’ stars and you could buy up all of the stars but it wouldn’t change who you are, you’re still living life in the dark, it’s just who you are
  • adolescence didn’t make sense, a little loss of innocence, the ugly years of being a fool, ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?
  • you were not meant for me, ‘cause i’m too proud, if i’m not number one, then i’d rather be lonely
  • got bubble wrap around my heart, waiting for my life to start, but everyday it never comes, permanently at square one

the family jewels

  • cause i feel like i'm the worst so i always act like i'm the best
  • if you are not very careful your possessions will possess you, TV taught me how to feel now real life has no appeal
  • it almost feels like a joke to play a part when you are not a starring role in someone else's heart, you know i'd rather walk alone, than play a supporting role
  • i want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when i am holding, you we've got obsessions, all you ever think about are sick ideas involving me, involving you [...] i want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week
  • girls, oh girls, wag your tails to the beat of girls aloud, all the journos on heat, write such good stories, oh their mothers must be proud making money off your insecurity and doubt
apr 15 2021 ∞
dec 6 2021 +