- patterns
- yearning
- yawning
- pining
- missed chances
- mistakes
- fuckery
- screwing up
- apologizing
- regret
- remorse
- sitting
- waiting
- hoping
- planning
- staring
- awareness
- reading
- hating
- music
- unhappiness
- timing
- thinking
- him
- future
- past
- comparisons
- nushrat
- awkwardness
- conversations
- silence
- glances
- stares
- ganders
- questions
- christmas
nov 20 2009 ∞
dec 31 2012 +
dec 31 2012 +