may

• failed job interviews
• crying at night
• exploring the possibility of studying communication design
• trapped in a comparison loop
• felt unmotivated
• created a self care board, checked a few things off, felt a sense of success
• overthinking, exhausted
• feeling like i'm just going through the motions
• positive self-talk
• did one small thing that shifted the momentum
• finally feeling that joy again from reading pixiv comics and rewatching my old favorite shows
• shopping
• taking capcut course (just realizing how much of a tech geek i am)

april

• went out with my cousins- talked about how we wanted to travel together this year!
• exhausted, headaches, herbal tea, honouring my needs
• sleepover at grandma's house
• volunteering in the library
• dealing with family conflicts- had to block their numbers temporarily for my mental peace
• haven't been feeling like myself lately

march

• feeling re-energize
• volunteer in the library
• suicidal thoughts
• self-care, herbal tea
• visiting grandma
• going on walks
• sick
• attended an event and met new people- they were lovely (:
• stressed, overwhelmed
• spring-cleaning

february

• feeling sluggish
• getting back to practicing small good habits
• dinner and shopping for makeup with my cousins, had so much fun with them ‪♡

january

• visited korea
• experience winter for the first time
• saw alpacas theyre sooo cuuute
• went snowboarding
• visited themeparks it was fun
• visited the aquarium
• homesick
• adopted a cat