Hi, i'm gonna slowly share bits and pieces of my lifestory in different places. Sharing it helps me feel less alone. I'm not sharing everything ofc- just the parts that i feel okay to talk about right now.

Lately i've accepted that me and my family are different. Like, i care a lot about emotional connection but they don’t really go there. It’s a lot of small talk and surface-level stuff. You know- weather updates, "what's for lunch" type of conversations.

For a while i kept trying to go deeper with them, but honestly… it’s just not how they are. So i'm learning to connect deeply elsewhere— whether it's with a therapist or with a person who likes connecting deeply as well.