F E B R U A R Y ──

• dogsitting gig reminded me how mentally ill i am, this is great
• i don't anticipate an eventful valentine's day (when have i ever?)
• we got balloons
• i screamed so much in my car that i hurt my throat
• i popped the balloons
• oh my god the madness is almost over
• OH MY GOD THE MADNESS IS OVER
• oh my god the madness is still prevailing
• its nice to be back but this house is still not my home
• i cant tell if i want to be the vampire or the werewolf

J A N U A R Y ──

• made new years birria
• the ride home was foggy, acquired an add-on to my phobia
• fancy sushi restaurant with the little robot helpers
• smoke alarm went off in the middle of the night...creepy
• watched blue velvet
• albondigas was good
• i miss my mom's food
• lots of snacks from the japanese store
• she drew a heart on my coffee (this amounted to nothing)
• the birds are coming out and i feed them almonds
• watched mulholland drive (loveee)
• she drew four hearts on my coffee this time (don't read into it)
• lost
• it's becoming desperate out here, but hope? a dogsitting gig!
• father i made it in life, i became a discord mod