J U L Y ──

• ah fuck
• like most things i cannot commit to the bit for too long
• perhaps i will back track... hgmmm maybe but for now july
• i swim lots! in lakes! in rivers! i swim and the sun is out
• my mood swings are sometimes still hard to deal with
• i like eating healthy and i am trying to do more for myself
• and not for others... my life should be about me
• i have a silly girl crush at work it fuels my lab slop job burnout

F E B R U A R Y ──

• dogsitting gig reminded me how mentally ill i am, this is great
• i don't anticipate an eventful valentine'...

• learn to accept things as they are in this moment
• replace the anger with something more productive
• get more tattoos
• figure out how to stop getting stuck
• visit greece and japan
• look in the mirror without hate
• see lord huron live
• go back to school
• less screen time
• create more, even if it's not immediately perfect
• fucking chill out for five seconds