remember that lullaby i gave you? dreaming of you by juris. try listening to that and thinking about me. or you can play any other song and just think about absolutely anything you wish. the great thing about thoughts is that there is no limit to imagination. if something’s bothering you, write a happy ending in your brain. or think of yourself doing something past that day. imagine me pressed against your side, all warm and soft and small and just for you. all yours. i wish i was there to massage your temples or your hands or at least rub your back until you relax a little better. grabs your soft paws and gives each one a squeeze. squish squish from momma. when i do this it means everything’s okay and you’re safe. okay, puppy? when momma squish squish your paws, you’ll be just fine. you’ll fall asleep in no time. just close your eyes and breathe, baby. you’ve got it. always doing so good. so, so proud of you for surviving each and every day.