- called out b today. felt v scared beforehand. stomach was quivering but i think it was bc of food. she apologized. i told her have a good shift. i still dont like her or trust her as a coworker. im not afraid of going at her again.
- same situation w ch. i need to stop being partners w her in class. she doesnt know any of the drills and slows me down. i get v little from the classes. i can confront her as well but for now i will just find a diff partner each class.
- feel like im dying for approval of h. over and over i keep bringing up random things to try and get a "good job". i rly dk why. i need to worry for myself and mind my own life before i shove into anyone else's face. i want to be able to get approval from h strictly bc of what im doing and not what i keep saying im doing.
- i still dk about s. iA i figure out what i want soon.
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