just realizing that people are just that. people. humans can only do what humans can do. they cannot do anymore than that. its crazy to think that the people who work in congress, have crazy amounts of money, build communities, are celebrities are all just people. very flawed in their judgement and cannot do more than they know. people build cities, make laws and have systems for money as a means of making sense of the world we were all born into and had no idea where we landed. we still don't have an idea as to what the fuck we are doing. thats why people who make millions of dollars suddenly quit their jobs and start living in a way they see as more sensical to them. its crazy to think that the senator making laws on the people's behalf is unreachable and a thousand miles above our heads. we created a system, we put people into that system and we want answers from those people. they dont suddenly go into a void where it's so nerve racking to firgure out how to talk to them. they have secretaires. you can get a job as a secretary. now you have all the access you need to that person. its very easy to feel like you cannot do what you want because everything and everyone is s unreachable but we are all just people who believe the tasks we are currently doing makes the most sense to carry out while we live here on earth.