JANUARY 30th, 2019 — OH MY GIRL 1st FANSIGN in PORTO ALEGRE.

• JIHO: she was the first one in line. i walked in a fast pace towards her, she was already smiling at me from afar and i got The Chills. when i got to her, she said "oi!" in a very cute way, i loved it that she learned how to say hi in our language, so i replied with "안녕", to which she showed surprise and exclaimed a little "oh!" in a super cute way, i almost died. i told her she was beautiful both in english and korean, i was so nervous, but she was smiling all the way through my nervous talking as she signed my album. guys, she looked SO PRETTY in person, i was in total awe. i never thought she could look prettier than she did in photos but in real life i just couldn't believe she was actually real. i gave her my little and simple present, a pack of jellies that we only find here in Brazil and went to the next one. (i totally fell in love with her though)
• BINNIE: she was the next one. oh god i felt even more nervous than before because i Actually realized this was happening, and also binnie was my first ever bias in oh my girl, so i wanted to say so many things to her. as she was signing my album i could only asked if she slept well, to which she hummed in agreement, and then i asked if it was too hot, she said yes as well (indeed it was too hot). i think i was so nervous i forgot half of the things i said to her, but after i gave her the same little present i said i loved her while smiling like an idiot.
• ARIN: ok. i almost died. arin looks simply stunning in person. as everyone knows, she is my bias, almost my ultimate along with tiffany, and i'm really really in love with her, like, she is Actual my ideal type. for her i prepared something different unlike the other presents, i got her a golden ring with a little heart in the middle -it came with other ring as well which i kept to me, so we would have the same ring- and i put it in a little red velvet box and planned to ask her to marry me. this is Really cliché, i know, but i wanted to make her smile or laugh so bad, i really wanted to get a spontaneous reaction out of her. so, i got to her and as she looked down and signed my album, i got the little box and opened it in front of her. she wasn't looking at me so she didn't see me getting the little box, she only looked at me and paid attention when i said "will you marry me?" - that's when she looked at me and saw the ring, and her reaction was PRICELESS. she let out a shocked and high pitched "OH!" while covering her mouth with both hands. then i asked again and said "내 여자친구?" righ after, and then she started laughing her beautiful laugh, and I LITERALLY DIED FROM LOVING HER TOO MUCH. then i gave her the ring and she wore it right away. i said i loved her probably a thousand times before leaving, and then gave her the little box as well before going towards the next one. honestly, it was unforgettable.
• SEUNGHEE: the fact that seunghee can speak and understand english really well made me super comfortable to talk to her in english. guys, she is SUPER sweet, like really. she is so kind and she smiled so big all the time as we talked, she greeted me in a super excited way and she seemed actually so happy to meet all of us. she also loved the little ice cream jellies i gave her- when i handled it to her she said "oh! thank you, it's my favorite!" and i felt SO PROUD AND HAPPY. i also don't remember much of what i said to her, at this point i was so nervous i was actually shaking, so i went really fast.
• YOOA: guys. yooa. that's it. i actually have no words for her- she is perfect. i'm not only talking about looks (she does looks GORGEOUS in real life), but she was SO kind and sweet that i wanted to die, really we don't deserve her. the way she treated not only me but all the miracles there really left me speechless, and i left the auditory even more in love with her than when i came in. i said to her a thousand times that she looked beautiful to which she giggled shyly. i wrote a question in my post-it "who is your favorite dancer?" and as she wrote the answer she also said to me in perfect english "my brother!" and i said "oh, your brother? nice!" and after leaving i also said i loved her a million times. i was so in love i could barely walk.
• HYOJUNG: our candy leader really has the sweetest smile. i also wanted to tell her so many things, and i did say some stuff in english and she probably didn't understand half of what i said, but basically i thanked her for being an awesome leader to oh my girl and said she was amazing, and she just kept smilign and thanking me. i almost cried in front of her, she loves doing aegyo and everything she did was really cute.
• MIMI: poor mimi was almost passing out because it was so hot. she was serious throughout the most part of the fansign- her dress was long-sleeved and she was also wearing a thick looking pantyhose, and girl, i felt her. we were all almost dying because it was too hot, i can't even imagine what she was going through. it was visible that she was uncomfortable and basically agonizing there. anyways, she still was really awesome. guys, she doesn't smile, SHE SMIRKS. she's so cool, and i told her that. as she signed my album i said "mimi you're so cool" and i said it again in korean "언니 너무 멋있어!" to which she reacted really coolly, only smiling a little bit and thanking me. i felt really sorry because she was visibly suffering, but she still was kind despite the whole weather situation, so i was really touched.

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• during the whole fansign they all noticed me since i sat really close to them, and it really made my heart flutter. despite the terrible hot weather it was still the happiest day of my life, and i'll never forget it. i left loving oh my girl even more than i loved before (and i never even thought it was possible). they are the kindest and most ethereal human beings on this earth and i hope they keep getting more and more love as time passes. anyways, i can only thank oh my girl for coming to brazil and to my city, and for giving me the best moment i could ever ask for. i'll keep being a miracle as long as i live, my angels. thank you.