My Dokja. 2024.08.06 - 9:57 - " I love you a whoooooole (50,724 km) lot "
- "The ways that you say my name..." Kim Dokja.
- "Have me running on and on..." Joonhyuk-ah
- Mr. Loverman — Ricky Montgomery —————————————————————————————————
- I'm afraid I don't say this to you often enough... Or to your face, but... You're doing a great job, I want you to know that, hearing about you, how you're doing, anything in your mind... Talking to you is one of my greatest pleasures in life, and I want to thank you for being with me for this long (445 days and counting!) I'm not exactly good at compliments and somehow I feel like I'll mess up, but I'll have faith in myself, just like you have faith in me.
- You're smart and funny, always adding the silly ORV emojis to conversations and discombobulating my entire train of thought because I always laugh and think of how cute that is. I know I sometimes mess up, but you were always there whenever I needed it most. Listening to the playlist I made you, singing along while thinking of you, I know it sounds cringe, it is... But I can't help but get that whole "crazy in love" feeling whenever I see a notification on your room or diary. I can't always reply, or I say too little, but I enjoy even those short moments that would normally feel meaningless for me.
- I'm refreshed to know that I can be yours just as you can be mine, I'm not exactly posessive, but I don't deny that metaphors and terms of endearment do give me the "butterflies on stomach" feeling. It is thanks to you that my mind has been opened, my feelings aren't always black and white, and I can smile just because it's a new morning. I want to look forward to a new morning where I can continue thinking about you, for no reason at all.
- I'm sorry if this is short. My thoughts don't stop there, not at all, but I'm afraid it'll be too personal and it'll compromise your privacy. I wanted to put my raw feelings into this as much as I could, and I think I somewhat succeeded, either way, sorry if it comes off as (way) more cocky than how I usually am...
I love you.