My Sooyoung.　　2024.08.06　-　10:37　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 　　 　 -　" I ain't letting my homies be homies "

• "あなたの姿 おもちゃ髪も広い集めて" 　 Joonghyuk-ie
• "嫌われても構わないよ やめられないよ" 　 Sooyoung

　　-　Mellow Mellow Lily　—　Fujisaki Toru 　　—————————————————————————————————

• I should've said this long ago, but I was afriad. Afraid of rejection, afraid of being seen as creepy... But enough overthinking. I like you, romantical kind of "like", you and I clicked a while ago, and since then I couldn't help but look up to you. My feelings grew and I thought they were just admiration since you're such an amazing person... But my heart beat too fast, and my thoughts were like a puzzle trying to piece my own feelings together. You understood me, I'm grateful for that, and I want to say... I'm glad I met you, that I tried my best to talk to you and get closer, even if we still have a long way to go.
• Your shamelessness (and I mean this in a good way) was what made me feel so safe and accepted, that I didn't need to filter myself and restrain myself when no one was looking, I was able to learn how to be myself thanks to you, and as insignificant as you may feel it was. I am truly grateful that you understood my words, that you were able to hear my woes and not judge me... I feel so relieved that we didn't fall apart, which was one of the main factors that made me fall for you.
• I want to learn more about you, and I want you to never feel unsafe when with me, I want you to be happy, to get into college and thrive... I want to be part of your future, even if just as a fraction. I want to be there for you, and I will. You were my best friend, and now I ask that you be something more, I know how cringe and cocky this sounds... But I want to love you (not that I don't already-).
• I'm afraid I won't be able to put this into more words, I have them, but the more I try to include them the less I make sense. It feels weird to open myself like this... But it's for you.

　　　　I am here for you.