Call me crazy, but I love you

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I am the IRL Yukako Yamagishi.

I am diagnosed BPD and it causes me to have a very shattered and broken identity and sense of self. I have chosen to latch onto Yukako to be myself and project onto her.

I feel I always was, and always will be, Yukako Yamagishi.

On my blog I tag pictures of her as "kin" but please know that there is a much deeper connection then just being kin with her. We are one in the same. I just use the kin tag to keep things together and organized.

I do have canon memories!

• Dating and going out with Koichi
  • Me and him sat down after what happened in canon.
  • He actually stayed with me when I went to get therapy to manage my illness. He would stay for me in the waiting room while I met with my councilor.
  • He is very patient with me as I learn to curb my impulses, anger, splitting, and dissociative episodes.
• Graduating with Josuke, Okuyasu, Mikitaka, and Koichi.
  • Plus the graduation party afterwards
    • That was me and Ko-chan's first kiss.
• Letting Mikitaka braid my hair in exchange for doing up his.
• Hanging out with the gang around Morioh
  • (Okuyasu, Josuke, Koichi, Ocassionally Rohan too.)
• Summer bonfires under the stars, roasting marshmallows.
• I had no father figure at home, it was just my mother. I was an only child.
  • I really enjoyed the family atmosphere at Ko-chan's house. I occasionally had supper with them there.

Comforting Characters for me

• Koichi
• Aya
• Mikitaka
• Josuke
• Rohan

Canon Pals

• Josuke
• Rohan
• Jotaro
• Aya

Aesthetic

• Lipstick
• Nail polish
• Hair
• Fashion
• BPD lyrics/quotes
• Young love

!please don't call me abusive!

• I am well aware of my actions in canon.
• I was undiagnosed and honestly thought I was helping Koichi.
• I don't like to talk about it because I am so much better now, and would never hurt him, or any of our friends, on purpose ever.