— love(s) of my life

jaejoong ♡ tvxq

• my first bias and probably my first love, at one point you were my everything. i can't believe you're already in the military now... time flies so fast. i never thought it was possible, but as you get older, you become more handsome. but in my eyes you're still the same jaejoong that i first saw years ago. i'm still in love with you. i will wait for you.

luhan ♡ ex-exo

• ah, where do i even start. i can't believe it's been years since i first saw the time control teaser, which is the first time i saw you. since then you have faced lots of obstacles, and you have passed them all. looking back now, i am so proud of you and all the things that you've done. you were the love of my life, even my parents know it, lmao. you're literally an angel. you're beautiful inside and out. i love you so much and i wish you all the best in life because you truly deserve it. and keep doing everything that makes you happy and ignore all those jealous haters! your happiness is very important to me. i'm still madly in love with you!

hanbin ♡ ikon

• one of my favourite leaders! i'm so glad that you and the boys finally debuted. i have waited for 2 years and it was worth it. when i first saw you on win, i was amazed because you look so young yet you worked as hard as your hyungs. as the members said, ikon wouldn't be ikon without you. you write and compose amazing songs! i still cry whenever i see the climax performance on win finale, especially during your rap part. you've faced lots of hardships yet you still stayed strong. i am so proud of all that you've done and achieved, and that mma rookie award is still the first of many more to come. we're only 3 years apart yet you are much much more talented than me, how is that possible? you've spent your childhood by working hard nonstop, and i hope that now you've debuted, you can relax a bit and rest more (but looking at your 2016 schedule, resting seems unlikely lol). you're always working hard and sometimes i forgot that you're just a normal teenage boy who's very protective over his sister and is awkward with girls and never dated. kim hanbin, you are an amazing human being who always do his best in everything. you are everything i aspire to be. you are my role model. i wish someday we can meet (amen). i love you so much!

daehyun ♡ b.a.p

• my favourite busan boy! whoa, i can't believe it's been almost 4 years since warrior... and look how much you've grown. this still feels surreal to me. words can't describe how much i love you and your voice and your beautiful soul. i legit cried when the b.a.p vs tsent lawsuit was first revealed, and i was so scared that i might not be able to see you and the boys performing again (like tvxq and jyj) but thank god you guys still stayed together and the lyrics of young wild and free makes me really sad and touched too. i'm so glad and relieved that now you have came back with amazing songs! i wish you all the best of luck, i love you!

— ultimates

yuta ♡ sm rookies

• yuta, your smile lights up my world. that sounds so cheesy but it's true. to be honest, i can't remember when did i first saw you, or why did i like you the most out of all the sm rookies, but all i know is that i fell in love with you at first sight. i love your smile, your voice, your everything. i hope you will debut as soon as possible! you make my kokoro go doki doki, ehe. p.s. you look skinnier these days... please eat well and stay healthy!

taeil ♡ sm rookies

• moon taeil, it's only been months since you were revealed by sm, but i already like you a lot. i love your voice, it's so beautiful! i love your awkwardness and shyness, although i hope in the future you will be more confident! you deserve much more attention, you need to be more appreciated and you deserve all the best. you are my moon, sun, and stars. i love you.

doyoon ♡ ex-pledis trainee & ex-seventeen member

• jang doyoon, you still make me so emo until this day! honestly, i was so disappointed when you left pledis and seventeen but slowly i accept your decision to pursue your acting career and i'm glad that you decided to follow your dream. you're still the only person that i ship with seungcheol and in my eyes you're still seventeen's mom, forever. i hope you're still in good terms with the rest of the boys and the others who left, especially mingming! i love you and i wish you all the best of luck!

━ the ones that got away; i'm sorry i rarely spazz about y'all now!

myungsoo ♡ infinite

• you're actually one of my first biases, after jaejoong. i don't know why i'm not really into infinite these years. i'm sorry, i still support you and the boys!

yooyoung ♡ hello venus

• you used to be my favourite female idol, but then ara and yoonjo left and hello venus became too sexy for my taste. i still check on you from time to time though, and it amazes me how much you've grown since your debut. i hope you and the rest of the original hv members are still in touch!

JR ♡ nu'est

• question of the year: when will pledis let nu'est to comeback? i really really loved you guys. i hope you'll make a cb soon, amen. i haven't give up yet and i'm still waiting for you!

bekah ♡ after school

hyomin ♡ t-ara

• you used to be my favourite female idol but then the bullying scandal happened, oops.

━ favs; i like y'all a lot!

• wonwoo ♡ seventeen
• seokmin ♡ seventeen
• changkyun ♡ monsta x
• jimin ♡ bts
• yugyeom ♡ got7
• jackson ♡ got7
• donghyuk ♡ ikon
• jinhyeong ♡ ex-yg trainee
• taehyun ♡ winner
• jongdae ♡ exo
• seunghee ♡ oh my girl

━ casuals; i like y'all!

• sungjong ♡ infinite
• yukwon ♡ block b
• zico ♡ block b
• hoseok ♡ bts
• taehyung ♡ bts
• youngjae ♡ got7
• taeyeon ♡ snsd
• joy ♡ red velvet
• wendy ♡ red velvet
• jihyo ♡ twice
• jieun ♡ secret