hi journal its been such a long time i'm sorry i literally forgot about this website but i want to update this since a lot has happened this year. i'm gonna be super real and honest and vulnerable here so yeah

so starting off obviously i'm not dating nico anymore we broke up in jan of this year. in dec 2024 i was starting to lose feelings and we mutually agreed to break up. i dont really miss him but i do miss the stuff that we would do together and like the memories. im SO not ready for a relationship anytime soon and i dont even know my sexuality.... anyways after the break up i actually started doing really good. i started college even though i still dont know what to study.i felt so behind in life, and even now i still do tbh. ill probably study psychology or pharmacy again who knows i dont care..

continuing off after the break up i started to consume a lot of wlw media. i watched a shit ton of movies like bottoms, debs, imagine me and you, and more. like a lot more... those are the only ones i can think of from the top of my head but yeah i consumed soo much sapphic media and started to edit again yayyy!! i was definitely in my flop era at the time tho. so that was most of jan and feb.

MARCH though... thats when i started yellowjackets and oh boy it has CONSUMED my life. its still a huge part of my life rn. i started to become sooo obsessed with courtney eaton i would edit her all the fucking time and yeah. yellowjackets season 3 ended in april and in that time span courtney eaton liked 3 of my edits!!! so yeah thats basically my life rn! also i tapped into ao3 for lottienat.. like yes im that obsessed with them ok? after yjs ended i started to go on a ella purnell binge and im still in it rn. im watching sweetbitter rn but i havent quite finished it yet lol

also started tapping into katseye ever since gnarly came out!!! i love them sm and theyve been growing on me a lot and ive started to consume more of their media. my biases are manon and megan m&m!!!!

so life update its summer break for me rn and oh wait i forgot to say that i got a job at seoul korean cuisine restaurant in early feb. cleo and sky also work there and its been an experience! its pretty easy for the most part except that it's super tiring but i only work once a week (saturday) lol and i alwas=ys spend my money likee ugh i think i only have like $200 in my bank rn...

i want to update this whenever i can but lowkey life has been boring so i might not who knows... WHO FUCKING KNOWS