• Pizza
• Meatballs
• Seblak [Traditional Food]
• Fried Rice "made by ma grandma"
• Noodles
• any kind of spicy food
• chocolate
• candy
• spicy chips
• Pudding

• Hot air balloon ride
• Visit Japan
• Visit Germany
• Visit Ireland
• Visit the Mall of America
• Visit California
• Lounge on a beach all day long
• Visit Disneyworld
• Stay in a super posh hotel and get room service
• bungee jump
• sky dive
• zip line
• visit japan
• learn new languages
• play the piano
• visit korea
• play the uke
• make moonbin smile
• meet Ariana
• go to Ariana's concert

Aku menginginkanmu sepenuhnya, setiap versi.

• aku menginginkanmu yang menertawai hal-hal kecil dan membuatku terpesona. Aku menginginkanmu dengan sweater kesayanganmu serta bau khasmu yang menempel disana. Aku menginginkanmu yang berpamitan kepada ibuku dengan tatapan hormat dan ketakutan yang kamu sembunyi-sembunyikan.
• aku menginginkanmu yang selalu memuji penampilanku bahkan saat aku tak mandi seharian. aku menginginkanmu yang bersusah payah membuatku bahagia saat yang kupunya seluruhnya cuma air mata.
• aku menginginkanmu yang mengalungkan tasku dibahumu saat aku terlalu malas membawanya. aku menginginkanmu dengan tatapan hangatmu yang membuatku kaku dan menunduk malu.
• aku menginginkanmu yang menghargai setiap ocehan dari bibirku yang terlalu berisik...

I should feel something, anything. but nope, nothin. Tears are running down my face but I can't feel anything. is this what it feels like to be broken when your heart already broke? I think it's nice. Nice enough to forget you. Nice enough to think that after all, I've concluded that you're not good enough for me. Or maybe I'm the one who's not good enough for you.

Should I scream at your face or should I just walk away? oh, I think you've already done the second one.

Do I have the reason to hate you? Yes. I mean, you played me, you toyed my emotion, you never give a damn about me. All you care from me is phsycal attention. You choose her, over me.

Do I have a reason to love you? No.

Then, why do I feel like it is harder, for me, to hate you than love you?

• goodnight n go - Ariana Grande
• thank u, next - Ariana Grande
• sober - Selena Gomez
• beautiful - Bazzi ft Camila Cabello
• figures - Jessie Reyez
• camouflage - Selena Gomez