- 0101 ▸ rylee and i woke up on our pushed together couches to the sound of cj aggressively puking. i spent the rest of the day in my owl onesie watching movies.
- 0102 ▸ started interval training weighing in around 140, the heaviest i've ever been. hoping to lose at least 15 lbs this year.
- 0103 ▸ hibernated in my room watching girls and wishing adam driver wasn't married.
- 0104 ▸ went to the mall and best buy with dylan to exchange christmas gifts.
- 0105 ▸ made tofu scramble for breakfast, baked cookies and took christmas decorations down with dylan.
- 0106 ▸ mum and dylan went downtown for primerica for the day. i worked out, made teriyaki tofu and watched girls (again).
- 0107 ▸ listography was down. spent the night watching the golden globes with mum.
- 0108 ▸ finished girls. started faking it. couldn't work out because i went too hard on saturday.
- 0109 ▸ trained then watched movies and tv in bed. i'll do something productive at some point, i swear.
- 0110 ▸ finished faking it. started pushing daisies. found my crown ring!
- 0111 ▸ sorted through christmas wrap with dylan to help clear some junk out of the basement. mum got a raise so we went to portly.
- 0112 ▸ not much to say. i read, slept and ate. going to run some errands tomorrow.
- 0113 ▸ went to winners with mum and bought a betsy johnson purse.
- 0114 ▸ watched the new voldemort movie. awful acting and i'm not 100% sure what even happened.
- 0115 ▸ tried dance cardio. i love it. started following a meal plan i made last night. new years resolutions are going strong!
- 0116 ▸ i finally finished it!
- 0117 ▸ i made this weird 'hot chocolate smoothie bowl' from pinterest that basically started out as overnight oats but we heated it and called it a hot smoothie. idk.
- 0118 ▸ finished pushing daisies. alumni night tomorrow!
- 0119 ▸ the musical was awesome. kelseys was great. afterwards was um... i need to stop drinking.
- 0120 ▸ nikki came over and we had a laugh. mum and i went to bulk barn and value village for books. my mood was dangerously lower than usual. thinking about counselling again.
- 0121 ▸ depressed again. had mcdonalds for dinner. watched smallville all day.
- 0122 ▸ extremely low. cried for most of the morning but ended up talking to dylan about it then spending some time with mum and feeling a bit better. doctors appointment on the 30th.
- 0123 ▸ mood was a lot better. spent the day looking at places i wish i could escape to.
- 0124 ▸ went to the oc with mum and bought makeup and tea.
- 0125 ▸ discovered online courses through ppl and signed up for sign language as well as travel writing. i think that's what i want to work towards. nothing would make me happier than getting paid to travel and write about it.
- 0126 ▸ worked out. still gaining weight. going to try going to bed and waking up earlier.
- 0127 ▸ mood was mainly angry today. woke up early. listened to some travel podcasts. going to finish some classic books i never got around to.
- 0128 ▸ listened to travel stories podcast and started the online travel photography course. mum found the gardein christmas roast at sobeys so i had that for dinner.
- 0129 ▸ spent a lot of time fiddling with my camera, figuring out different functions. made plans with nikki for thursday.
- 0130 ▸ figured out some websites that pay for freelance writing. made bbq pulled carrot sandwich for dinner. not my favourite. started working on my blog again.
- 0131 ▸ went to the doctor first thing this morning. decided i'm going to find my own family doctor. it's bell's mental health day. took me 4 hours to get the courage to post something about it. i might take it down later. i don't like people knowing that much. got a new referral.
- 0201 ▸ spent the day at nikki's. tried to longboard but it was still too wet. made lunch and talked instead.
- 0202 ▸ haven't been able to work out at all this week because mum's been home. couldn't access online courses today either. need to start training for cn tower climb if i want to beat last years time.
- 0203 ▸ baked cookies with mum. managed to get onto my courses today. watched smallville. applied to random jobs on indeed.
- 0204 ▸ woke up to cramps for the first time in years. got my period but went back on the pill. feeling a bit under the weather.
- 0205 ▸ woke up feeling shitty again. mum bought kombucha and soup for dinner.
- 0206 ▸ i can't believe it's been 15 years since daddy died. for the first time, i have no idea what to say.
- 0207 ▸ watched coyote peterson videos with dylan. went to portly for dinner and ran into nikki, matt and fry. still really sick.
- 0208 ▸ really sick. stayed in bed all day. drank lots of tea.
- 0209 ▸ watched the mindy project in mums room. caught up on classes. made plans with steven for sunday.
- 0210 ▸ watched the leafs game and olympics with mum.
- 0211 ▸ steven came over and we had a disney marathon (big hero 6, mulan, emperors new groove, frozen and hercules) and watched the olympics (figure skating and snowboarding).
- 0212 ▸ leafs beat lightning (the best team in the league at the moment)!
- 0213 ▸ went to the library with dylan. made curry and watched figure skating with mum.
- 0214 ▸ in so much pain from yesterdays bodyweight squats. tried yves chicken nuggets for the first time. bob is picking me up to dog sit tomorrow.
- 0215 ▸ at bobs watching toby. made spicy stir-fry with alena.
- 0216 ▸ toby didn't let me get much sleep last night. watched 'everything sucks'. need to work on classes tomorrow.
- 0217 ▸ slept in sofia's room. ended up staying up until 2 reading her national geographic photography book.
- 0218 ▸ got locked out for 2 hours in the name of onion rings and vegan coffee cake. rescued by some cute chinese guy.
- 0219 ▸ back at home! had pie and watched figure skating with mum and dylan. tessa and scott won gold AGAIN! rip france.
- 0220 ▸ peppy didn't wake me up this morning bc dylan locked her out the whole time i was away. :( worked on courses during the day and watched snowboarding & figure skating at night.
- 0221 ▸ stayed up until 3am watching the women's gold medal game which we lost IN A SHOOTOUT.
- 0222 ▸ watched canada beat our all time winter olympic medal record!
- 0223 ▸ sebastien toutant won gold in the men's big air final! i'm gonna miss the olympics so much. :(
- 0224 ▸ finished my travel writing class and watched the figure skating gala.
- 0225 ▸ went to the library and healthy planet with mum. watched the closing ceremony. bought chinese food.
- 0226 ▸ finished my travel photography course. went to dollarama with mum. need to go to the clinic tomorrow bc my foot is very infected.
- 0227 ▸ went to the clinic with dylan to get antibiotics for my nasty ass infection then saw every day with mum.
- 0228 ▸ chuck came by in the morning to pick up some of mums papers. tired all day. managed to fit in a stretch. missed a call from comicon, hoping it's about volunteering next month.
- 0301 ▸ did some yoga bc it's been a while. want to work on my flexibility again since i've lost a bit this past year.
- 0302 ▸ mum went to see alice cooper with her friend. i applied for a job at the library and did more yoga!
- 0303 ▸ made cinnamon buns and bought tickets for toronto coffee & tea expo as well as the stars on ice show in may. went to walmart and sals with mum. watched the leafs lose their stadium series.
- 0304 ▸ finished paper towns. mum bought chinese food for dinner. did more yoga.
- 0305 ▸ signed up for my in-car lessons at last! watched call me by your name and it destroyed me emotionally. accidentally kicked peppy in the face and i don't think i will ever forgive myself.
- 0306 ▸ watched loving vincent. did a bit of painting that i ended up throwing out. can't get call me by your name out of my head.
- 0307 ▸ didn't end up going to my smart serve course. it snowed again. starting in-car lessons tomorrow.
- 0308 ▸ my first driving lesson went well. i almost hit a kid but other than that i wasn't too bad. pretty much have all 3 of my splits back after this one week of yoga. starting to feel like myself again (even though i'm not sure who that was to begin with).
- 0309 ▸ dylan gave me his keys and i drove us to nikki's! (then nikki let me drive her car but i hated it) we made zucchini noodles at her house then came back to mine and made burrito bowls and did split stretches.
- 0310 ▸ mum and i went to walmart and dollarama then steven came over and we watched rent and a few episodes of bobs burgers.
- 0311 ▸ went to the library with mum. re-watched end of the f***ing world with steven. caught up on all stars 3.
- 0312 ▸ went to a marlies game with jaime. had chipotle. spilled coffee in my betsy johnson bag on the train.
- 0313 ▸ discovered letterboxd. watched where the wild things are.
- 0314 ▸ mum stayed home. made pizza for dinner and watched some short films.
- 0315 ▸ washed my sheets and watched schangela get robbed on rupauls best friend race.
- 0316 ▸ caught up on speechless. watched another timothee chalamet movie. james is over so i probably won't get any sleep tonight but at least my bed smells nice.
- 0317 ▸ uhh. watched movies. had alfredo.
- 0318 ▸ went to vandermeers with mum. james stayed all day, driving the two of us insane.
- 0319 ▸ had my 2nd driving lesson! did not hit any children! mum and i went to farm boy to buy dinner because there's nowhere i can really eat out in ajax. we also went to the thrift store and i bought a book i've already read and another mug. classic dayna.
- 0320 ▸ saw love simon with mum.
- 0321 ▸ made stir fry. watched coco.
- 0322 ▸ went to kickboxing with nikki then kelseys with mum.
- 0323 ▸ watched it and but im a cheerleader.
- 0324 ▸ watched being charlie.
- 0325 ▸ watched blame and freak show.
- 0326 ▸ went to winners & homesense with mum. started baking a black forest cake for her birthday.
- 0327 ▸ went for dinner for mums birthday.
- 0328 ▸ had my driving lesson. went grocery shopping. went to starbucks. ate like absolute garbage today.
- 0329 ▸ spent the day cleaning the kitchen, organizing the spice cupboard and baking another cake for tomorrow.
- 0330 ▸ mum's side came over to celebrate marilyn's 40th. i made black bean burgers, bean salad and cake. terry and ruth didn't eat it because it was vegan. their loss.
- 0331 ▸ went to winners & chapters to buy gifts for tomorrow.
- 0401 ▸ went to g&g's for easter dinner.
- 0402 ▸ i did NOTHING. AGAIN. i am going insane.
- 0403 ▸ mum lectured dylan and i about finding a job after i spent the entire day looking for a job.
- 0404 ▸ parallel parked and drove on the 401 for the first time! went to ymca with dylan. went for chinese food with nikki.
- 0405 ▸ went back to ymca with dylan. we both have appointments next week.
- 0406 ▸ got myself ready for the climb tomorrow. actually really nervous but glad to have someone to do it with this year.
- 0407 ▸ climbed the cn tower with nikki! didn't beat last years time :( went to the green living show then came home and watched the leafs beat the habs. playoffs next week!
- 0408 ▸ re-watched the entire first season of everything sucks! with mum and made nachos.
- 0409 ▸ went to the library, food basics, bulk barn and made a massive salad for dinner.
- 0410 ▸ went back to the ymca to meet with david. i have another meeting on thursday. also went to mcleans to book yoga classes.
- 0411 ▸ drove on the highway again! made crea of mushroom soup for dinner tonight. mum & dylan loved it. also ordered new debit card bc i'm pretty sure superstore cut mine up.
- 0412 ▸ went to the ymca for resume assistance. watched game 1. we lost.
- 0413 ▸ possible snow storm tomorrow even though it's april. probably won't be able to go to the coffee & tea expo or yoga conference or ray & kelly's.
- 0414 ▸ went for coffee and groceries in the morning and stayed home because of the ice storm.
- 0415 ▸ once again, stayed home because of the ice storm. i guess i'm missing the coffee and tea expo. again.
- 0416 ▸ went to mother/daughter yoga and came back to watch game 3.
- 0417 ▸ mum just didn't come home until 9 so i made muffins and watched martha & snoop's potluck dinner party.
- 0418 ▸ went to the hospital to start with the new psychiatrist. i like him, he gave me pills with dopamine in them to make me less out of it and sad but the lady at the pharmacy says she needs a code or something so i'm waiting for them to call.
- 0419 ▸ had my second last driving lesson. went into panic mode after he brought up testing. :(
dec 29 2017 ∞
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