men

• leonardo dicaprio
• heath ledger
• joseph gordon-levitt
• garrett hedlund
• anthony kiedis
• johnny depp
• james franco
• john travolta
• kurt cobain
• jason dolley

women

• mary-kate olsen
• britney spears
• jessica alba
• natalie portman
• alison lohman
• avril lavigne

• The Poisonwood Bible
• Harvesting the Heart
• Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
• Water For Elephants
• Crispin: The Cross of Lead
• A Thousand Splendid Suns
• Harry Potter 7
• Kite Runner
• Imperfect Birds
• Atonement
• She's Not There
• The Book of Lost Things

• played with a tire
• played barbies with my sister
• thought the whole world was watching me because i was being filmed
• attended a rush concert
• drew a lot of pictures with marker on the coffee table
• hummed to myself a lot
• figured out harmonies on the piano
• played the "no food for the weekend" game during the week and nearly every weekend
• learned how to bike ride and skateboard with carlos
• read a lot of chapter books
• thought i was rich because i won 25 cents in a game of loteria
• had long, curly hair
• loved sippy cups
• stole lots of trinkets from people and stores

• pedantic
• sixteen
• wackadoo
• lackadaisical
• adirondack
• southpaw
• fourteen
• over
• coke
• frond
• scowl

• finding the perfect spot to sit at the theater
• last lines
• the smell of ink
• eating ice cream with apa
• making apa laugh
• joking about random shit with my dad
• jackass
• our plans for harry potter
• good pictures
• cloudy days
• masturbation
• comfy clothes
• marie's scent
• skateboarding
• jumping into a pool
• epiphanies
• the thrill of shoplifting
• the thrill of bulimia
• the thrill of the packet trick
• new books

• Impulse
• The Fountainhead
• A Million Little Pieces
• The Stranger
• A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
• The Catcher in the Rye
• Candy
• Matchstick Men
• Running with Scissors
• Mercy
• Prozac Nation
• My Friend Leonard
• Angela's Ashes
• Flowers for Algernon
• I Was a Teenage Fairy
• The Crucible
• The Handmaid's Tale
• The Children of Men

• Guerra Y Paz
• The Gypsies
• The Hobbit
• The Interview with the Vampire
• Kinsey
• The Namesake
• Scar Tissue
• Wicked
• Women
• World War Z

• lasagna
• sushi
• pizza especially loaded with mushrooms
• baked ziti
• burger (any meat)
• chili cheese fries
• carne asada fries
• orange bangs

• i'm such a nihilistic jerk half the time. i'm so fucking sarcastic at times and then there're other times i'm so vulnerable and so sincere
  • sarcastic one minute and then caring the next
  • i'm just as pissed off about the things that made me pissed off a few years ago
  • yeah, i'm pissed off at everything in general
  • i mean i have this conflict between good and evil and man and woman, with people doing evil things to other people for no reason, and i just wanna beat the shit out of them. that's the bottom line
  • it's just everyone thinks of me as this emotional wreck, this total negative black star in the sky
  • i'm not mad! i'm in a perfectly happy mood right now. you asshole

• led zeppelin
• red hot chili peppers
• dire straits
• boston
• fleetwood mac
• jethro tull
• lynyrd skynyrd
• heart
• al stewart
• pink floyd
• joe satriani
• eric johnson
• santana
• the beatles
• bob dylan
• jewel
• matchbox 20
• counting crows
• jason mraz
• norah jones
• bob marley

• surgery >:[
• car with insurance and crap
• motorcycle
• driver's license
• name change
• Z4 needle point black 0.5mm Bic pens
• new flannel plaid shirt preferably blue
• long board
• physical and mental HEALTH
• new drum set
• no more summer school
• money
• lg ally
• functioning ipod
• everlasting 5 gum
• everlasting scotch tape

• people
  • teachers. the teachers all wish they were somewhere else anyways. they hate all us kids who don't want to learn anyways, and are ever bittered and changed by the demeaning yet wholly true phrase: "those who can't do, teach." yeah, that's right, mrs brotherton. you write short stories and teach us from some ratty, stupid text book your ex husband made as a joke. i don't think so. we know you were never really published. so shut up and stop teaching the creative writing class. by the way, this IS a creative writing class. not a read-this-and-answer-the-questions / reading comprehension class. and by the way. we all know you're gay.
  • students. no one but courtenay, janae, and andrea want to be there. that's because they are overachieving despereauxes. the...

• mr. jones by counting crows
• in my place by coldplay
• more by matthew west
• i'm like a bird by nelly furtado
• bohemian rhapsody by queen
• stairway to heaven by led zeppelin
• i feel it all by feist
• love for a child by jason mraz
• bad kids by black lips
• one headlight by the wallflowers
• all these things that i've done by the killers
• my immortal by evanescense
• wheel in the sky by journey
• how to save a life by the fray
• catch & release by silversun pickups
• wet my bed by stone temple pilots
• scar tissue by red hot chili peppers
• shine on you crazy diamond by pink floyd
• wet sand by red hot chili peppers
• year of the cat by al stewart

• bruins
  • white
  • ford
  • morley
  • ford
• leopards
  • geyer
• cougars
  • janaszek
  • wakelin
• eagles
  • reeve
• stallions
  • de la ossa
  • ellison
• eagles

• la habra apts (la habra)
• cosgrove st (pico rivera)
• winchell st (a) (pico rivera)
• winchell st (b) (pico rivera)
• tool shed (los angeles)
• winchell st (a) (pico rivera)
• leland ave (whittier)
• winchell st (a) (pico rivera)
• oak hill ct (castaic)
• paso trail (phoenix)
• tasha dr (a) (surprise)
• greenway apts (surprise)
• winchell st (a) (pico rivera)
• stanmont st (whittier)
• tasha dr (b) (surprise)
• 177th st (surprise)
• stanmont st (whittier)
• winchell st (a) (pico rivera)

• princess (rottweiler...gave her away)
• lost (white lab...gave him to uncle bobby...ran away from him)
• found (white lab...gave her to uncle bobby...ran away from him)
• lost & found's 9 puppies (each sold or given away)
• mulo (cockatoo...died of starvation)
• goldfish (died of...neglect)
• loco (parakeet...given away to deyrita)
• panchito (cockatoo...given away to erica and danny)
• paco (cockatoo...given away to gg)
• pico (cockatoo...from pia...given away by ama to some random dude)
• shenanigans! (Male betta fighter fish...we split his $4 cost 3 ways between valerie, raquel, and me aha)
• baloo (white german shepherd...he's actually sam's)
• sage (human...she moved away)

• i've seen
  • sleeping beauty (with sam...it was magical)
  • peter pan (go pirates)
  • the wizard of oz (go jitterbugs)
  • king lear (wow the most amazing play i've ever seen in my life. andrea (MY sister) was cordelia. and matt was gloucester and he was a rock star. tim was lear and he might as well be merlin. nolan was fantastic as poor tom)
  • the crucible (haha. boring shit. kudos to diego)
  • chicago (on broadway...in new york!)
  • wicked (san francisco...and ran into chicks from my hometown back in the VIP room at the bar!)
  • brighton beach memoirs (masturbation!)