• literature
  • horror history nonfiction disturbing memoir lgbt gothic autofiction essay scifi splatterpunk
• music
  • poppunk electropop posthardcore emo jrock hiphop mpb jazz altrock indiepop hardcore midwestemo hyperpop nudisco britpop dreampop postpunk bossanova newwave postpunk numetal vaporwave pop mathrock indeitronica jpop neosoul antifolk shoegaze funkcarioca
• film
  • horror thriller drama scifi biopic

how i review albums

• i use a 10 out of 10 scale and adapt it depending on the site im using
• a perfect 10 is an album that is meaningful to me and has near infinite replay value while also being technically and artistically excellent
• i give out 10s quite generously because what can i say, im not a hater
• a 0 is an album that i would volunteer at a book burning
• a 'mid' album is anywhere from a 5 to a 6
• i enjoy anything over a 7
• a 3 to a 5 means its not for me
• anything under a 3 is truly shit

• read 50 books
• read 10 books in portuguese
• listen to more brazilian albums
• journal every day
• reach B2 level in french
• change name
• GRADUATE COLLEGE FOR THE LOVE OF FUCKING GOD
• 1001 albums challenge
• fundraise for top surgery
• GET TOP SURGERY
• get promoted
• keep an agenda
• stay consistent at the gym
• take a sewing class
• draw every day
• start tattoo portfolio
• start patreon for my writing

• afaik ive always been like this but i didnt know it was a thing specific to me until i read an interview in nickelodeon magazine (remember that?!). the guy said the french horn looks like mustard yellow.
• i see colors and patterns in my minds eye instead of directly in my vision, which is more common among those with synesthesia.
• i sometimes have tactile and taste sensations but rarely do i have olfactory ones, mostly because i have a pretty terrible sense of smell.
• ironically i would be a light 0 to a solid 1 on the aphantasia scale. i have a rich inner world but my capacity for visualizing things is incredibly limited. i think synesthesia sort of makes up for that.
• numbers, letters, days, months, words, holidays, sentences etc all have colors and patterns that have for the most part rem...

“You think your pain and your heartbreak are unprecedented in the history of the world, but then you read.” James Baldwin

• gabriel ;
  • 30s
  • agender; he/him
  • brazilian; biracial
  • marxist-leninist
  • writer artist knitter
  • ☼ leo ☾ libra ↑ aries
  • myers-briggs; enfj-a
  • animal in you; lion
  • global five; SLUAI
  • alignment; chaotic good

• what kind of wetland are you marsh
• Which Kanye Album Are You? College Dropout
• what popular ship dynamic suits you? - Get a room
• what x coded y girl (gender neutral) are... frank-coded gerard-girl
• what type of affection would u absolutel... someone to listen
• How would you dress as a man in the 1950... Teddy Boy
• which of my mcr brain worms are you every time mcr ended their set with “cancer,” dealing psychic damage to the entire arena crowd
• Which queer horror couple are you? Will and Hannibal (Hannibal)
• Whats your real love language pure devotion that makes you turn a blind eye to the rest of the world
• What type of bread are you? Sourdough

• socials
  • last.fm
  • aoty
  • rym
  • pinterest
  • goodreads

• — Absent-Minded Professor
• — Byronic Hero
• — Covered with Scars
• — Devil Complex
• — Fag Hag
• — In the End, You Are on Your Own
• — The Anti-Nihilist
• — Why We Are Bummed Communism Fell

inspired by jules

• — Dhampyr
• — Even Evil Can Be Loved
• — Evil Doppelgänger
• — Homosocial Heterosexuality
• — Immortality Bisexuality
• — Kichiku
• — Kiss Me, I'm Virtual
• — Madwoman in the Attic
• — The Corrupter
• — Ukefication