❝it is june. i am tired of being brave.❞ (anne sexton)

calendar of events

• ✔ 04 | appointment: dentist @ 10.45
• ✔ 04 | touch the buffalo @ galaxy hut
• ✔ 05 | cosmic cal #8
• 05 | appointment: therapy @ 13:30
• ✔ 07 | mooglycal #11
• ✔ 08 | appointment: eyes @ 10:30
• ✔ 09 | work: 11 - 14
• 09 | touch the buffalo @ celebrate fairfax @ 15:15 on the devil's backbone brewing company stage
• ✔ 10 | f1: grand prix du canada » sebastian vettel (ferrari)
• 10 | pride 2018 festival
• ✔ 12 | cosmic cal #9
• ✔ 12 | appointment: therapy @ 13:30
• 13 | appointment: dentist @ 09.00
• ✔ 13 | appointment: doctor @ 14:00
• ✔ 14 | appointment: hair @ 08:30

• ✔ 03/25 » rolex australian grand prix » melbourne » sebastian vettel (ferrari)
• ✔ 04/08 » gulf air bahrain grand prix » sakhir » sebastian vettel (ferrari)
• ✔ 04/15 » heineken chinese grand prix » shanghai » daniel ricciardo (red bull)
• ✔ 04/29 » azerbaijan grand prix » baku » lewis hamilton (mercedes)
• ✔ 05/13 » gran premio de españa » barcelona » lewis hamilton (mercedes)
• ✔ 05/27 » grand prix de monaco » monaco » daniel ricciardo (red bull)
• ✔ 06/10 » grand prix du canada » montreal » sebastian vettel (ferrari)
• 06/24 » grand prix de france » le castellet
• 07/01 » grosser preis von österreich » spielberg
• 07/08 » rolex british grand prix » silverstone
• 07/22 » grosser preis von deutschland » hockenheim
• 07/29 » pirelli magyar nagdíj » budapest
• 08/26 » pirelli belgian grand prix » spa-francorchamps
• 09/02 » gran premio heineken d'italia » monza
• 09/16 » singapore grand prix » singapore
• 09/30 » vtb russian grand prix » sochi
• 10/07 » japanese grand prix » suzuka
• 10/21 » united states grand prix » austin
• 10/28 » gran premio de mexico » mexico city
• 11/11 » grande prêmio heineken do brasil sao paolo
• 11/25 » etihad airways abu dhabi grand prix » yas marina

current family

• myka » eriko's emporium custom taobao blythe
• prudence » middie blythe francoise ananassa
• lola louise » eriko's emporium custom blybe
• ciel » custom black butler ciel phantomhive dal
• billie jean » hangry dal

adopted

• bennie » miss sally rice blythe
• quinn » simply lilac blythe; later customized
• grace » mod molly blythe
• rhiannon » alexis emerald factory blythe
• coraline » frankiedarling custom simply vanilla blythe
• gemini » jerryberry sleepy penny
• adalind » kiss me true blythe
• zooey » simply chocolate
• coral » simply bubble boom

inspiration

• animal » hippopotamus
• band » pink floyd
• beatle » sir ringo starr
• bird » mourning dove
• car » bugatti veyron 16.4 super sport
• cheese » brie
• classical piece » frédéric chopin ▸ nocturne in c minor, op. 48, no. 1
• coffee » mocha frappuchino
• color » pink
• comedian » john mulaney
• dog breed » pug
• drug » cannabis
• flower » rose
• food » phở gà
• fruit » peach
• genre » science fiction
• gemstone » pearl
• graphic novel » the watchmen, alan moore
• herb » thyme

• alignment » lawful good
• archetypes » x
• big five
  • global5/sloan type » rluai
  • trimary type » limbic
• colorscope » x
• enneagram » type 4 (individualist)
• hogwarts house » ravenclaw
• holland code » asc (artistic/social/conventional)
• ilvermorny house » thunderbird
• love language(s) » physical touch & quality time
• mbti » infp
• motiv » xxti(d)x - depressed
• numerology
  • birthday number » 3
  • name number » 3
• personalDNA » reserved; an artist
• personality factors → 96% anxiety
• r drive » hedonism and romanticism

• photography
• instagram
• craft instagram
• flower instagram
• 100 things listography
• craft listography
• craft blog
• last.fm
• pinterest
• twitter
• goodreads
• ravelry
• colourlovers
• tumblr
• fine art tumblr
• music tumblr
• knitting & crochet tumblr
• mental health tumblr
• poetry tumblr

• ♡ | benedict smith, a haiku for every girl i’ve ever slept with , 2013
• ♡ | john keats, ode on melancholy , 1819
• ♡ | margaret atwood, the woman who could not live with her faulty heart, 1987
• ♡ | pablo neruda, no estés lejos de mí un solo día
• ♡ | robert frost, the rose family
• ♡ | warsan shire, for women who are difficult to love
• ♡ | t.s. eliot, the love song of j. alfred prufock, 1915
• ♡ | lewis carroll, the walrus and the carpenter, 1872
• ♡ | charles bukowski, an almost made up poem

Pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. My Start Date: 04/21/2018. April | May

• 01: for as much as i had to drink last night • steven f. udvar-hazy air and space museum • SPACE SHUTTLE DISCOVERY! THE ENOLA GAY! AN SR-71! AMAZING place!! • mickyds because I was hungover and that first sentence was a lie • nap • felt like shit • some ancient aliens • sleep early
• 02: apparently still hungover(?) • behemoth, the sea monster • nap • river monsters and crochet • saving private ryan • grease and the war of the ants • ½ of spartacus
• 03: two coffees • and then i couldn't sit still so i cleaned like a maniac • nap • the Void is back • suddenly scrapghan • the matrix

• no soda
• no sweets
• no red meat
• no bread
• no pasta
• no alcohol
• citrus fruits daily
• 8 cups water daily
• 30 minute exercise daily

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• starting monday, june 25

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• recipes
• exercise

• ✔ 06/14 | russia X saudi arabia | 5 - 0
• ✔ 06/15 | egypt X uruguay | 0 - 1
• ✔ 06/15 | morocco X ir iran | 0 - 1
• ✔ 06/15 | portugal X spain | 3 - 3
• ✔ 06/16 | france X australia | 2 - 1
• ✔ 06/16 | argentina X iceland | 1 - 1
• ✔ 06/16 | peru X denmark | 0 - 1
• 06/16 | croatia X nigeria | 2 - 0
• ✔ 06/17 | costa rica X serbia | 0 - 1
• ✔ 06/17 | germany X mexico | 0 - 1
• ✔ 06/17 | brazil X switzerland | 1 - 1
• 06/18 | sweden X korea republic | 1 - 0
• 06/18 | belgium X panama | 3 - 0
• 06/18 | tunisia X england | 1 - 2
• 06/19 | colombia X japan | 0 - 1
• 06/19 | poland X senegal | 1 - 2
• 06/19 | russia X egypt | 3 - 1
• 06/20 | portugal X morocco | 1 - 0
• 06/20 | uruguay X saudi arabia | 1 - 0
• ✔ 06/20 | ir iran X spain | 0 - 1
• 06/21 | denmark X australia | 1 - 1

PARTS UNKNOWN

• season 01
  • ✔ myanmar
  • ✔ koreatown, los angeles (usa)
  • ✔ colombia
  • ✔ quebec (canada)
  • ✔ tangier (morocco)
  • ✔ libya
  • ✔ peru
  • ✔ congo
• season 02
  • prime cuts: season one
  • ✔ jerusalem
  • ✔ spain
  • new mexico (usa)
  • copenhagen (denmark)
  • sicily
  • south africa
  • ✔ tokyo (japan)

JULY

• ☐ 12 | knitting (j)

JUNE

• ✔ 18 | beginning knitting

MAY

• ▨ 30 | beginning crochet

APRIL

• ✔ 08 | kids club: frames
• ✔ 09 | kids club: paper crafts (mermaids & mosaics)
• ▨ 09 | easy fondant flower cupcakes
• ✔ 11 | kids club: clay slime
• ✔ 12 | kids club: yarn craft (dream catchers and pompom animals)
• ✔ 13 | kids club: slime
• 15 | birthday party
• 16 | paint pouring art
• 21 | tie-dye

→ in progress

• → the lord of the rings part i: the fellowship of the ring, j.r.r. tolkien
• → romeo and juliet, william shakespeare
• → the interpretation of dreams, sigmund freud
• → the hunt for red october, tom clancy
• → picturing the apocalypse, natasha o'hear and anthony o'hear
• → genome: the autobiography of a species in 23 chapters, by matt ridley
• → the making of the atomic bomb, by richard rhodes

✔ complete

• the little prince, antoine de saint-exupéry

♫ audiobooks

• the yellow wallpaper, charlotte perkins gilman | narr. by david moore
• → lolita, vladimir nabokov | narr. by jeremy irons

• austria
  • mondsee
  • salzburg
  • vienna
• czech republic
  • prague
• england
  • london
• france
  • bures-sur-yvette
  • paris
  • les ulis
• germany
  • munich
• hungary

WHAT YOU PUT IN YOUR NETFLIX QUEUE = How you see yourself | netflix queue | ☒ denotes need to finish; ▨ denotes a rewatch; items cross off denote they have been removed from netflix

• ☐ myths and monsters (2017) » one season
• ✔ planet earth ii (2017) » one season
• ☐ the truman show (1998)
• ☐ seven (1995)
• ☒ the twilight zone (1959 - 1964) » four seasons
• ▨ one punch man (2015) » one season
• ☐ parks and recreation (2009 - 2015) » seven seasons
• ☐ godzilla (2017) » part one
• ☐ bright (2017)
• ▨ moon (2009)
• ☐ fullmetal alchemist (2017)
• ✔ john mulaney: kid gorgeous at radio city (2018)
• ☐ moonrise kingdom (2012)
• ☐ altered carbon (2018) » one season
• ☐ mystery science theater 3000 (1999) » one season
• ☐ penny dreadful (2016) » three seasons
• ☐ top 10 secrets and mysteries (2016) » one season

JANUARY

• 09: onyx can be white
• 10: edward jenner, the "father of immunology," was the pioneer of the smallpox vaccine 
• 11: bananas are botanically berries
• 12: what frankincense and myrrh really are
• 20: how to knit corrugated ribbing
• 21: tomatoes are botanically berries and are in the solanaceae, or nightshade, family, along with potatoes, eggplant, bell/chili peppers, and tobacco // a day length on mercury is 1,408 hours; venus is 5,832 hours; mars is 25 hours; jupiter is 10 hours; saturn is 11 hours; uranus is 17 hours; neptune is 16 hours
• 22: takoyaki is amazing
• 29: way too much about teeth, like that removal of upper molars is exposure to the sinus floor
• 30: amin al-husseini

FEBRUARY

• 01: pool and billiards aren't the same thing, and then there's snooker
• 03: what a galette de rois is (basically a king cake); how to pronounce frangipane

in depth explanations here

• ascendant : cancer ♋
• sun (☉): sagittarius ♐
• moon (☽): virgo ♍
• mercury (☿): sagittarius ♐
• venus (♀): capricorn ♑
• mars (♂): scorpio ♏
• jupiter (♃): aries ♈
• saturn (♄): sagittarius ♐
• uranus (⛢): sagittarius ♐
• neptune (♆): capricorn ♑
• pluto (♇): scorpio ♏
• n. node : pisces ♓

january - march | april | may

• 01: space shuttle discovery
• 02: starz encore classics
• 03: motivation to clean
• 04: friends
• 05: Ø
• 06: louis ♡
• 07: alcohol
• 08: mike
• 09: sleep
• 10: Ø
• 11: ELDER SCROLLS VI
• 12: my therapist
• 13: Ø
• 14: ♪ changed my life on june fourteenth ♪
• 15: Ø
• 16: Ø
• 17: prednisone
• 18: the joy and excitement my student has for knitting
• 19: louis ♡

• ✔ grocery store
  • mochas, red bull, febreze, belvita, fruit & veggies, almonds, pork, couscous,
• ✔ library
• pick up glasses
• michael's
  • tunisian crochet hook
• ✔ staples
  • binders, highlighters
• laundry
• egg muffins
• muffins
• father's day
• upload photos
• frugalwoods email
• list of 3 lists
  • art books

inspiration

• What is your greatest fear?
• What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
• What is the trait you most deplore in others?
• Which living person do you most admire?
• What is your greatest extravagance?
• What is your current state of mind?
• What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
• What do you most dislike about your appearance?
• Which living person do you most despise?
• What is the quality you most like in a man?
• What is the quality you most like in a woman?
• Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
• What or who is the greatest love of your ...

• events
  • ✔ 06/04 | touch the buffalo » galaxy hut
  • 06/09 | touch the buffalo at celebrate fairfax » faifax, va
  • 06/10 | capital pride festival » washington, dc
  • ✔ 06/14 | purple isn't six and big bend » evening star cafe
  • 06/16 | four giants of spanish painting: el greco, velázquez, goya, and miró » washington, dc
  • ✔ 06/21 | crash kitten » evening star cafe
  • ✔ 06/22 | "stiff kittens" » o'shaughnessey's
  • 06/23 | mona speaks mountains and touch the buffalo » rhodeside grill
  • 06/27 - 07/01; 07/04 - 07/07 | smithsonian folklife festival featuring armenia, catalonia, and sisterfire concert » washington, dc
  • 07/03 - 08/09 | french class
  • 08/16 - 08/19 | touch the buffalo, most savage gentlemen, jahnel daliya band at audioteka ii » washington dc
• museums
  • ✔ steven f. udvar-hazy center | chantilly, va

• 3 sets of 15 reps: reverse crunch
• 3 sets of 15 reps: scissors
• 3 sets of 15 reps: crunches
• 3 sets of 15 reps: elbow-to-knee reverse crunch
• 1 30 sec: plank

via

• ✔ leinenkugel summer shandy | ★☆☆☆
• ✔ schofferhofer grapefruit hefeweizen | ★★★★
• abita purple haze (raspberry lager)
• brooklyn summer ale (pale ale seasonal)
• broolyn naranjito
• dominion cherry blossom lager (lager with cherries and natural flavor)
• spoetzl shiner strawberry blonde
• victory blood orange ipa
• dogfish head dragons & yumyums
• rayray's extra pale ale
• dogfish had namaste white
• rye baby seasonal ipa
• narragansett del's shandy
• 21st amendment hell or high watermelon (wheat beer brewed with watermelon)

• 01/27 | unnamed band | house party (va)
• 01/27 | look out lincoln | house party (va)
• 02/28 | sally and the manders | evening star cafe (del ray, va)
• 02/28 | lindsay collette | evening star cafe (del ray, va)
• 03/01 | big bend | villain and saint (bethesda, md)
• 03/01 | foяces | villain and saint (bethesda, md)
• 03/01 | touch the buffalo | villain and saint (bethesda, md)
• 03/03 | big bend | alley cat (alexandria, va)
• 03/03 | purple isn't six | alley cat (alexandria, va)
• 03/10 | former doormats | club heaven and hell (washington, dc)
• 03/19 | dr. robinson's fiasco | 9:30 club (washington, dc)
• 03/19 | shaed | 9:30 club (washington, dc)
• 03/19 | coast modern | 9:30 club (washington, dc)
• 03/22 | look out lincoln | the lighthorse (alexandria, va)
• 04/13 | touch the buffalo | the black squirrel (fairfax, va)
• 04/13 | the nick depuy band | the black squirrel (fairfax, va)
• 04/28 | jahnel daliya | epicure (fairfax, va)
• 04/28 | touch the buffalo | epicure (fairfax, va)
• 05/24 | look out lincoln | lighthorse (alexandria, va)
• 05/31 | look out lincoln | lighthorse (alexandria, va)
• 06/04 | ménage à garage | galaxy hut (arlington, va)

TRY TO LOVE YOURSELF AS MUCH AS YOU WANT SOMEONE ELSE TO.

• decide where to move
• ✔ lose weight
  • down to 150 in april
• read (books read in 2018)
• health
  • ✔ get tooth removed
  • get root canal
  • ✔ see psychiatrist
• $ave dat mon€y ($2700 or more)
• ✔ renew passport
• visit lake george
• open an etsy
• finish all blankets that were in progress at the end of 2017
  • first tier

• frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment
• a pattern of intense and unstable relationships with family, friends, and loved ones, often swinging from extreme closeness and love (idealization) to extreme dislike or anger (devaluation)
• distorted and unstable self-image or sense of self
• impulsive and often dangerous behaviors, such as spending sprees, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, and binge eating
• recurring suicidal behaviors or threats or self-harming behavior, such as cutting
• intense and highly changeable moods, with each episode lasting from a few hours to a few days
• chronic feelings of emptiness
• inappropriate, intense anger or problems controlling anger

• upcoming
  • 10/09/18 | ninja sex party | the fillmore silver spring, silver spring, md
• 09/10/01 | o-town | patriot center, fairfax va
• 05/04/03 | good charlotte, new found glory, less than jake, hot rod circuit | honda civic tour, patriot center, fairfax va
• 05/24/03 | good charlotte, jane’s addiction, the roots, afi†, the used†, the donnas, jack johnson | hfstival, rfk stadium, washington dc | setlist for jane's addiction, afi, jack johnson
• 04/30/04 | cursive, (darkest hour, decahedron, mike park) | 9:30 club, washington dc
• 05/22/04 | the cure, the offspring, jay-z, modest mouse, yeah yeah yeahs, fall out boy, taking back sunday, underscore | hfstival, rfk stadium, washington dc | setlist for the cure, modest mouse
• 05/14/04 | q and not u, (mary timony, decahedron) | black cat, washington dc
• 06/11/04 | rooney, starlight run, ozma | 9:30 club, washington dc
• 06/24/04 | dashboard confessional, head automatica, ... | honda civic tour, merriweather post pa...

• fitbit
• pink hippo sonny angel
• sunglasses
• my copy of parade's end, by ford madox ford
• for colored girls who have considered suicide / when the rainbow is enuf, by ntozake shange
• klonopin
• holga lens
• domo qee figurines
  • series 1 green plastic
  • series 4 green sparkle
  • neon series green glow-in-the-dark
  • urban outfitters special pink sparkle
  • urban outfitters special blue skeleton

• alabama shakes, sound & color, (2015)
• amy winehouse, back to black, (2006)
• arctic monkeys, am, (2013)
• bob dylan, blonde on blonde, (1966)
• bob dylan, blood on the tracks, (1975)
• bob dylan, bringing it all back home, (1965)
• coldplay, viva la vida, or death and all his friends, (2008)
• elvis costello, this year's model, (1978)
• fleetwood mac, rumours, (1977)
• jefferson starship, spitfire, (1976)
• joan baez, diamonds and rust, (1975)
• joan baez, joan baez, (1960)
• led zeppelin, led zeppelin, (1969)
• pink floyd, dark side of the moon, (1973)
• procul harum, live in concert with the edmonton symphony orchestra, (1972)
• simon and garfunkel, bridge over troubled water, (1970)
• soundtrack to grease (1978)
• soundtrack to west side story (1961)
• stevie nicks, bella donna, 1981