• 16th april new job. Photo graphics shop. Can't shake the feeling that I should be somewhere else. Realized I think less of people when they say 'pacific' instead of 'specific'.
  • 21st April every now and then I get angry about all the lives I'm not living. Sometimes sad, then just angry, haha. 'sometimes I can feel my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I'm not living'. There aren't really any words that can adequately describe how much my soul yearns for that. For 'it all'. For people who are similarly-minded and equally passionate and are uplifting and positive to be around... I want to be there, now.
  • 21st April 7.43pm is this what we've been waiting for? Is this it? Could this be it?
  • 22nd april how weird are names?
  • 23rd april for fuck sake. Why do I feel like I'm never actually going to get anywhere or leave this place? I know how lonely I'll be ...
apr 16 2012 ∞
may 3 2012 +
  • dreamt about finding an old pillow in the linen press, and it being lumpy, so I sewed it in half to make lounge room pillows. Actually want to do that.
apr 16 2012 ∞
apr 16 2012 +
  • england
  • screenwise
  • acting acting acting
  • save money
  • photography & cameras
  • possible site
mar 3 2011 ∞
mar 3 2011 +
  • cheeks
  • neck
  • muscle stretches
  • 4-minutes work out
  • walking
oct 9 2010 ∞
oct 9 2010 +

films

  • kickass
  • alice in wonderland
  • the book of eli
  • the last song
  • tomorrow when the war began
  • inception
  • finding nemo
  • titanic
  • easy a
  • wild child
  • it's complicated
  • the devil wears prada

tv shows

  • supernatural
  • himym
  • one tree hill
  • bones
  • glee
  • monk
oct 5 2010 ∞
aug 15 2011 +
  • freedom of speech i think it's great to have freedom of speech and being able to state your opinion and views on different subjects but i don't think people should be able to slander or demean other people or groups. i guess that's how i'm contradicting myself.. i believe in freedom of speech - to an extent. there is a difference between saying what you believe as opposed to just putting someone down. particularly religious groups, people of different ethnicities, people with disabilities or sexual preference are subjected to these acts and that is where i believe people take freedom of speech too far and demean these groups of people. that's the confusing part i guess; finding the difference between freedom of speech and being cruel. as for consequences, i'm not sure what the best solution is.
oct 3 2010 ∞
oct 3 2010 +
  • picspammy
  • find funny pictures
  • organise tumblr 'likes'
  • check tumblr dash
  • tomorrow when the war began caps
  • research on cameras
oct 1 2010 ∞
oct 1 2010 +
  • pants for work
  • save up money
      • course in sydney
      • clothes
      • laser
      • contacts
      • paramore/demi lovato concert tickets
  • organise tickets/plans for sydney
  • delete livejournal account
oct 1 2010 ∞
oct 5 2010 +
  • replace this text with your list
  • begin each item with an asterisk
apr 21 2012 ∞
apr 21 2012 +
  • aj and I both being at the same 2000 nye party 6 years before we met
  • aj working on the same property my great grandfather built and my grandma lived on for her childhood
  • aj's cousin's grandfather being friends with and hanging out with grandma when they were kids
apr 16 2012 ∞
apr 16 2012 +
  • "he awoke screaming, having dreamed of a colour he had never seen before"
  • 'i can't explain myself, i'm afraid, sir' said Alice, 'because i'm not myself you see.'
  • if you could read my mind, you'd be in tears
  • to live a creative life, we must lose our fear of being wrong'
  • the real measure of your wealth is how much youd be worth if you lost all your money
  • what is the point of being alive if you don't at least try to do something remarkable?
  • don't believe everything you think
  • What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'this life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable ti...
mar 28 2011 ∞
aug 15 2011 +
  • money
      • contacts
      • sydney course
      • clothes
      • laser
      • nose/eyes
oct 11 2010 ∞
oct 11 2010 +
  • actor i've wanted to be an actor since i was 9. i love storytelling and acting seems like the best form of being able to express a story to people. i love when you're at the movies how you feel so strongly towards some characters or are completely immersed in a film or how a film can make you cry. i would love to be able to make people feel.
  • graphic designer back-up plan i guess. i've always been interested in graphic design so it seems like a good plan b. i've always enjoyed art and design is a big hobby of mine, so i think graphic design would be fun for me.
  • paleontologist in year 3/4 i wanted to be a plaeontologist. well, we were studying fossils and i thought it would be cool to dig up things that hadn't been touched for thousands/millions of years. i've always had an interest in history.. which leads me to my n...
oct 5 2010 ∞
oct 5 2010 +
  • smell vanilla pods
  • sight forests
  • sound rain
  • taste patty cake mixture with sultanas
  • touch sand
oct 5 2010 ∞
aug 15 2011 +
  • Don’t be embarassed by who you are. They’re going to judge you no matter what you do.
  • Beautiful pictures are developed from negatives in a dark room. So if you see darkness in your life, be reassured that a beautiful picture is being prepared.
  • Being defeated is often a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent.
  • When one door closes, another opens. But we often look so regretfully upon the closed door. That we don’t see the one that has opened for us.
  • The saddest people I’ve ever met in life are the ones who don’t care deeply about anything at all.
  • it’s not who you are that holds you back, it’s who you think you’re not.
  • the biggest risks in life are the ones you don’t take
oct 5 2010 ∞
nov 3 2010 +
  • los angeles, california, usa - i have always wanted to go to america and i think la looks amazing, it seems like a lot of fun.
  • england - i've been to england before but i really want to go back to see family and just travel around. i also love rainy weather so it's probably perfect for me!
  • ireland - i've heard it's beautiful
  • paris - who doesn't want to go to paris?
oct 4 2010 ∞
oct 4 2010 +
  • macbook
  • lots of cameras
  • iphone 4
  • oth box set
  • new contacts
  • ray ban wayfarers in black or special edition
  • curling iron
oct 1 2010 ∞
oct 6 2010 +
  • i believe that love is love
  • i believe that it is never too late to change the road you're on
  • i believe you should be kind to everyone you meet, as every person is fighting their own battles
nov 25 2012 ∞
nov 25 2012 +
  • save enough money to be able to move by spring/2013
  • get an agent
  • live in Sydney
  • be fit and healthy
  • be able to call myself an actor
apr 16 2012 ∞
apr 16 2012 +
  • smell capers
  • sight animals being hurt
  • sound the noise on '27 hours' when aron cuts through his nerve
  • taste burnt food
  • touch anything relatively slimy
aug 15 2011 ∞
aug 15 2011 +
  • calendar
  • school markers set up
  • work, texts for jacqueline
  • 2nd - contacts and appointment
  • 3rd - laser & maybe work
  • 4th/5th - get ready for sydney/practice?
oct 30 2010 ∞
oct 30 2010 +
  • local pool. i was probably 7/8 years old and i was in the heated pool area and was running towards the diving blocks and my last step before i jumped over the blocks into the pool was too close to the block and my toes hit the side of it and i twisted and scraped all down my back and i fainted. i woke up pretty fast apparently but managed to embarrass myself in front of one of my teachers. i was pretty bruised up for a week or so. something very strange, i remember while i was out cold, i had a little dream of the train the goes up the hill and says 'i think i can, i think i can', but i never remember actually reading that story as a child....
  • on holidays. i was 9 and at a park looking after some of my parent's friend's children by myself. they were running around like crazy and i saw one of the them up the top doing something dangerous (i can't...
oct 5 2010 ∞
oct 5 2010 +
  • didn't mind being alone
  • hated school
      • then loved it
          • then hated it again
  • didn't like girly things
  • wanted to be home schooled for a long time
  • got bullied
  • got pretty good marks at school
  • owned heaps of cats
  • got along well with my brother (still do)
  • got interested in graphic design
  • was chubby
  • wanted to be an actor
  • wanted to ride horses
  • was very quiet
oct 5 2010 ∞
oct 5 2010 +
  • getting into a warm bed
  • starting a new book
  • finishing a book
  • opening makeup
  • getting into bed after the sheets have been washed
  • new episodes
  • rain
  • sitting down to your favourite meal
  • sleeping in on a rainy day
  • finding money you didn't know you had
  • receiving a real letter via snail mail
  • making the yellow light
  • telling a funny or interesting true story
  • hearing the right song at the right moment
  • that first drink when you're thirsty
  • saying the same thing as someone else simultaneously
  • realizing there is more time to sleep
oct 5 2010 ∞
oct 5 2010 +
  • i wish i could make people happy
  • i wish i was an actor
  • i wish i was beautiful
  • i wish my family wouldn't have to worry about money
  • i wish i wouldn't get so anxious
oct 5 2010 ∞
oct 5 2010 +
  • quotes i like
  • inspiring things and life lessons
  • life's simple pleasures
  • why i shouldn't go back list
  • compliments list
oct 1 2010 ∞
oct 5 2010 +
  • my nickname is mushy. pronounced moosh-ee.
  • i am 18
  • i live in australia
  • i love most kinds of music but my favourite songs change a lot
  • i'm obsessed with colour
  • i love the coast
  • i love apple products
  • i love glitter
  • i love polaroids
  • i love photography and cameras. i would like to collect them one day
  • i'm happier when it's cloudy or raining
  • i'm left handed, but pretty ambidextrous
  • i'm very open minded
  • i love being creative
  • i would like to be an artist, photographer, actor, director, vfx artist, cook, pastry chef or graphic designer. i just can't decide.
oct 1 2010 ∞
oct 23 2010 +