Chen of EXO (Kim Jongdae)

• he's a vocalist and the love of my life.
• our personalities are at the opposite sides of the spectrum.
• i have been in love with him for 3 years.

favourite chen things i love everything about him but these are favourites

• when he wears glasses
• seriously, i love him in glasses
• i could probably end this list with only that
• when he gives the smoulder
• when he wears turtlenecks
• black and white photos of him
• singing in his lower register
• when his eyes disappear and his mouth corners elongate
• black hair

• BEFORE YOU GO ON:

Read these triggers and warnings. If you're uncomfortable with any of them, I suggest you don't read any of my fics as they all include some kind of mature and dark theme in them.

• warnings
  • mental illness (psychopathy, psychosis, schizophrenia, sociopathy, depression, anxiety)
  • tragedy and angst (major and minor character death)
  • graphic depictions of violence
  • slash
  • femslash
• what I've written
  • vanity deep - chanyeol/d.o femslash. 39k words. part...

• paul
• 18
• bi
• entj
• 8w7
• slytherin
• chaotic / neutral evil
• blood red
• cynical
• authoritarian

I can be a very hard person to deal with if you're easily intimidated/overly-sensitive don't worry though i'm nice to new people

how to

• just google how to deal with an entj or 8w7
• i'm too blunt and frank i'm sorry in advance
• when i try to 'control' you, it's probably for your own good
• i don't get close to anyone on a deep level
• don't take it personally
• if i don't like you, i'll tell you straight up so don't worry about me stabbing your back or some high school shit
• i'll most likely stress you out or pressure you into doing something i want. if that's the case, tell me if it's too much. i can be a bit demanding at times.

turn ons (nonsexual)

• emotional maturity
• confidence
• deep conversations
• will support me and not judge my ambitions
• wants me to coddle and spoil them
• logical and doesn't let emotions cloud their decisions
• both street and academically smart
• glasses/specs
• straight eyebrows
• curled mouth corners
• moderately submissive
• chiseled bones
• black/blond hair
• short hair on girls
• long hair on guys
• adventurous
• realistic

WRITING

• I write fanfictions for the EXO fandom, mostly Chen-centric. Horror and thrillers are my specialty and if they're yours too, we could probably talk hours on end. BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS I LOVE BOOKS. I'm also looking for betas/people to brainstorm with. More details about writing to be expanded on other lists.

CHEN

• I love him.

KPOP

• Anyone who also stans Chen or has the same music taste as mine.

MANGA/WEBCOMICS

take note that i am a very cynical and negative person. this list will probably only display half of the things i hate. i'm not working on changing my perspective on the world so don't make me

KPOP / CHEN

• Slander against Chen that isn't even objective.
• Ugly xingmis
• Other EXO members (jk I just don't care for them)
• Downplaying EXO's achievements (see the irony)
• 3.6.5 and Run
• People using Chen to prove EXO has vocal talent when they don't even give a shit about him in the first place.
• Dismissing Chen's voice as annoying/whiny/grating sorry I just can't be associated with you if you think this way I don't wants to be friends with the deaf

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• Tywin Lannister
• Jaime Lannister

The Witcher 3

• Geralt of Rivia
• Yennefer of Vengerberg
• Ciri Riannon
• Sylvia Anna
• Anna Henrietta

Freezing

• Chiffon Fairchild

How To Get Away with Murder

• Annalise Keating

Attack on Titan

• Erwin Smith

Battle Royale