• go to hell
• come back

no

• graduate
• do some photography for a while and some internships in Naples
• move to Miami for like several months and do internships and photography
• Go to Chicago; same process. Also work full-time
• Turn 19 go back to school that fall
• study studio art along with __
• Eventually go to NY for art improvement and shit
• save up w Nathaly and hopefully by the time im 21 we have enough for sweden
• study in sweden or finland or switzerland
• move to wales/? english countryside?
• travel around europe. study more
• marry someone and like whatever
• divorce them and get half???
• get some horses and raise some w nat
• whatever ride horses or something

fuck all of that update fuck art fuck creative endeavors amirite hate vhicago how about live hedonistically practice selfishness + seek enjoyment in a healthy way (avoid hurting others)

everything is inherently absurd and holds no calculable meaning, and on a large scale we’re all unsubstantial so just exhaust life and don’t expect too much

jk

maybe not

who knows?