• records by bands/artists I like.
• Nirvana's Live At Reading DVD.
• More Incubus DVDs - preferably When Incubus Attacks, 1 and 2.
• ✔ New RHCP album!
• polaroid camera. and the papers for it, too.
• ✔ A record player so I can listen to my records again
• Any and all Domo stuff.
• Something Bert (from Sesame Street)-related.
• ✔ a box from Cheap Trx to put my incense in.
• one of those boxes that look like books from Cheap Trx.
• ✔ Bookends.
• magazine subscriptions.[Marie Claire, Rolling Stone, Inked]
• ✔ and money, of course.
• Box sets of my favorite shows; House, Who...

• lots of cheesy pop songs.
• cyndi lauper. 'nuff said.
• ✔ James Michael's mix of "Crazy" by Alanis Morissette.
• maybe some of the more edgier Everclear.
  • ✔ "Misery Whip"
  • ✔ "Amphetamine"
  • ✔ "Heroin Girl"
  • ✔ "Strawberry"
  • ✔ "All Fucked Up"
  • ✔ "Overwhelming"
  • ✔ "Out of my Depth"
  • ✔ "Electra Made Me Blind"
  • ✔ "Invisible"
  • ✔ "Malevolent"
  • ✔ "Chrysanthemum"
  • ✔ "Your Genius Hands"
  • ✔ "Loser Makes Good"
  • ✔ "You Make Me Feel Like A Whore"
• ✔ The Flaming Lips

• Brandon Boyd. Fucking God, I think I might be able to kill someone if it meant getting to be his wife. That man is incredible, in every way and every form.
• Anthony Kiedis. After reading Scar Tissue (not to mention my many years of hard research via extensive listening to and analyzing his lyrics vs. his life), I have come to realize that either Anthony is the second-most amazing man ever, or he's a really good fake.
• Nikki Sixx. I know, I know, I'm totally robbing the cradle here (it gets worse later, believe me). But this guy has been through so much, and is still giving back and being kickass at the same time. (The previous sentence can be applied to nearly all the men on this list.)
• Art Alexakis. He's not looking as hot these days; he's starting to show his age. But I'd still love to go out for hot chocolate and pick his brain on everything ima...

• Incubus
  • Morning View
  • Make Yourself
  • A Crow Left of The Murder
  • Light Grenades
  • Monuments and Melodies
  • When Incubus Attacks, Vol. 1
  • When Incubus Attacks, Vol. 2
• Everclear
  • World of Noise
  • Sparkle and Fade
  • So Much For The Afterglow
  • Songs From an American Movie, Vol. 1: Learning How To Smile
  • Songs From an American Movie, Vol. 2: Good Time For A Bad Attitude
  • Slow Motion Daydream
  • Welcome to the Drama Club
  • The Vegas Years

• Almost Famous
• Empire Records
• Reality Bites
• Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
• This Is Spinal Tap
• All Harry Potter.
• Twilight (even if the movie blew).

• Frank Zappa:
  • "Information is not knowledge. Knowledge is not wisdom. Wisdom is not truth. Truth is not beauty. Beauty is not love. Love is not music. Music is the best."
  • "If you wind up with a boring, miserable life because you listened to your mom, your dad, your teacher, your priest or some guy on TV telling you how to do your shit, then YOU DESERVE IT."
  • "There is more stupidity than hydrogen in the universe, and it has a longer shelf life."
  • "I believe that people have a right to decide their own destiny. People own themselves."
  • "A wise man once said, never discuss philosophy or politics in a disco environment."
  • "It isn't necessary to imagine the world ...

• edited.
• I have had chronic pain of one sort or another for.. fifteen years now? -sigh- that sounds so long, and it really has been. Because of my medical fuckage, I like to say I've been on more narcotics than Steven Tyler and Keith Richards combined and my medical bills read something like the national debt. But I'm still here, and I'm still kicking.
• I got my third nerve stimulator in 2015. This controls my chronic pain.
• but its in there for life. For this reason, I cannot have MRIs and such. It would pull the stimulator out of my body. If you'd like to read exactly why I'm medically fucked, go read my list entitled "my medical shit."
• I believe the word "love" is completely subjective, and nobody in the world can tell you you're not in love when you believ...

• Grant's Farm.
• The Zoo
• Missouri Botanical Garden
• walks around the neighborhood.
• Trip.
• take pictures of everything.
• Staying up all night.
• talking about our past history.
• talking about music
• movies
• talking to the neighbors.
• watching loads of TV - especially Wife Swap
• Going up into the Arch.
• Going to the Loop
• Going to the city museum.
• The history museum
• The art museum
• Get drunk.

• Going to Calabasas (California) High School, and there's apparently a record store around the corner in my dream, and Brandon Boyd was working at the record store. Also, apparently it was a long time ago, because he had dreads, as well.
• I was trying to save Brad and Janet (from Rocky Horror Picture Show) from Frank, who had laser beam eyes that kept getting me, and I'd have to start all over again every time, like some bizarre video game.
• I was hanging out with Jaime and her friends, and somehow, some new dude wanted us to do inhalants. So I did. And in the dream, it was magical. And then somehow I ended up in the astronomy teacher's room at Hogwarts, and she was trying to help me stop crying about something by telling me all the good things in her, and my, life. Then Danielle came in, and she was pis...

• No, he doesn't like me and its not because he wants to "cherish the friendship."
• My parents almost always know better than I do. ALMOST always.
• Best friends aren't always the best.
• Books will be more important to me than they are to nearly everyone I meet.
• So will music, making me think that the only thing that can really make me want to live is art made by people I will never meet (and many times, by people who are dead.)
• The feeling of intoxication will always be lovely, no matter how many times it results in vomiting.
• A parent's duty to their child doesn't always mean they'll be there for you when the shit hits the fan.
• My pets are more to me than the word "pets" can ever describe. They are extensions of my love for the world, barking and me...

• House! I love you, Greggory House. <3
• Forensic Files.
• CSI: NY.
• Law + Order: CI [but only with Vincent D'Onofrio]
• The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson
• Conan.
• Whose Line Is It Anyway?
• Family Guy
• That 70s Show
• old SNL reruns [Phil Hartman = genius]

• Love All The People by Bill Hicks
• Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas by Hunter S. Thompson
• Scar Tissue by Anthony Kiedis
• The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
• The Heroin Diaries by Nikki Sixx
• The Dirt by Motley Crue
• Love & Death: The Murder of Kurt Cobain by Max Wallace + Ian Halperin
• Helter Skelter by Vincent Bugliosi
• Harry Potter + The Sorcerer's Stone by JK Rowling
• Harry Potter + The Chamber of Secrets by JK Rowling
• Harry Potter + The Prisoner of Azkaban by JK Rowling
• Harry Potter + The Goblet of Fire by JK Rowling
• Harry Potter + The Order of Phoenix by JK Rowling
• Harry Potter + The Half-Blood Prince by J...

• Incubus
• The Beatles
• the Red Hot Chili Peppers
• Everclear
• Rilo Kiley
• Motley Crue
• Sixx:AM
• The Spill Canvas.
• Jack Johnson
• Death Cab For Cutie

she's empathetic. + she's beautiful, inside and out. + she's sensitive. + shes not afraid to say "i love you." she sometimes says it randomly to me. + she loves good music, kinds I've been hard-pressed to find someone that loves it like I do . + she can do my make up and make me look like a rock star or a porn star or someone somewhat famous. + she's an insomniac like me. we can stay up talking all night if we wanted to. "do everything and nothing." + she's not afraid to do drugs but she's safe and responsible about her drug consumption (and mine.) + she's hilarious. + her laughter is the most beautiful sound in the world. + she has nice teeth. + she has a pretty smile. + she has beautiful eyes. + her eyes are almost exactly the same color as mine. + she's mildly spiritual. + she believes in ghosts. + she believes aliens might be out there. + she always does things I don't wa...

• Wait - K's Choice.
• Brown Eyed Girl - Van Morrison [Everclear's version is great, too.]
• El Scorcho - Weezer.
• All I Want Is You - U2.
• Listen To Her Heart - Tom Petty + The Heartbreakers.
• Badfish - Sublime.
• Staplegunned - The Spill Canvas.
• I Love You - Sarah McLachlan
• Never Think - Rob Pattinson
• I Was Made For You - Rivers Cuomo
• Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
• I Need You Back - Ben Kweller.
• Baby I Love Your Way - Big Mountain.
• My Never - Blue octoer.
• Calling You - Blue October.
• First Day of My Life - Bright Eyes.
• Learning How To Smile - Everclear.
• I Will Buy You A New Life - Everclear.

• Go to the Science Center.
• Have her be able to see Gordon from afar.
• Watch tons of movies.
  • Road Trip.
  • All three original American Pie movies.
  • Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.
  • Eurotrip.
  • The Girl Next Door.
  • Fanboys
• Make ice cream in a real ice cream maker; all kinds of flavors.
• Go to Hot Topic.
• Go to Target.
• Ask my brother how big his best friend's penis is, and see if he responds with a real answer.
• Watch Forensic Files repeatedly.
• Cuddle.
• Bake cookies!

• ✔ Everclear - World of Noise era.
• ✔ Motley Crue - some songs she's probably never heard before; i.e. "Afraid;" "On With The Show," "Smoke The Sky," "Hooligan's Holiday," etc.
• ✔ Anna Nalick
• ✔ Rilo Kiley, if at all possible with computer fuckage.
• ✔ Ani DiFranco - 32 Flavors.
• ✔ Ani DiFranco - Untouchable Face
• ✔ Courtney love - Letter to God, if at all possible.
• ✔ Debussy - Claire De Lune
• ✔ Fastball - Out of my Head
• ✔ The Wallflowers - One Headlight
• ✔ A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover
• ✔ Incubus & Big Pun - Still Not A Player
• ✔ The Posies - Going, Going, Gone
• ✔ Sixx:A.M.
  • ✔ Van Nuys

• Red Hot Chili Peppers [x2]
• Queens of the Stoneage
• The Mars Volta
• Gnarls Barkley
• Everclear [x2]
• Art Alexakis
• Big City Rock
• Jonny Lives!
• Jake's Leg
• Incubus [x2] <3
• Motley Crue
• Aerosmith
• Greek Fire

• Clean room. Already.
• Do Paul and John's cage.
• Pick a final hair color. Red? Blonde? Brunette? WHAT WILL IT BE?!
• Dye my hair.
• Move desk against doors to living room.
• Buy a rolly desk chair. Yessss.
• Empty out Frank's cage =[ put in dumpster...
• Make mix CDs for Jaime & Desi for Christmas.
• Make Jaime some random burns too, since some douchebag stole the ones I made her before.
• Buy record player/cd player/tape player/radio from pawn shop.
• Buy bedframe/headboard
• Put together bed frame/put bed on it.
• Move bed to the corner.
• Get posters framed: Incubus, Warhol-style Beatles, HP.

• Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
• Clue
• This Is Spinal Tap
• Shawshank Redemption
• The Big Lebowski
• Almost Famous
• Empire Records
• Alice In Wonderland -original
• Clerks
• Clerks II
• Mallrats
• Chasing Amy
• Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
• Dogma
• Red State
• Jersey Girl
• A Little Princess
• A Nightmare on Elm Street [almost all]
• Freddy vs. Jason
• American History X
• Armageddon