- No, he doesn't like me and its not because he wants to "cherish the friendship."
- My parents almost always know better than I do. ALMOST always.
- Best friends aren't always the best.
- Books will be more important to me than they are to nearly everyone I meet.
- So will music, making me think that the only thing that can really make me want to live is art made by people I will never meet (and many times, by people who are dead.)
- The feeling of intoxication will always be lovely, no matter how many times it results in vomiting.
- A parent's duty to their child doesn't always mean they'll be there for you when the shit hits the fan.
- My pets are more to me than the word "pets" can ever describe. They are extensions of my love for the world, barking and meowing and EEEing and all that lovely stuff.
- It's easier to lose someone to death than because they chose to fuck you over; the anger is less painful when they just cease to exist in general, rather than just in your life.
- Poetry and writing will be what gets me by in life. Putting on a really, really good record, turning it up loud, and writing all my thoughts out is still the best feeling in the world.
- Medication is both an angel and a devil all in one.
- I'll never like the functional people. Dysfunction turns me on, apparently.
- The most fascinating things are always the most disturbing. Serial killers, rapists, drug addicts, illegal and legal drugs, psychology, psychiatry. It's meant to fascinate you.
- I will eventually find someone to be in a relationship with. It's just going to be harder and take longer than it would for other girls.
- No one will ever discover what I mean when I say I care for deceased rock stars. Hillel Slovak, Kurt Cobain, Scott Weiland, etc. I can't make them understand that the reason those people couldn't survive is the reason I could.
- You gotta get up and try, try, try. [That's a P!ink lyric.] You can't give up when life doesn't go your way. Life doesn't stop for pain. You gotta be ready to survive through the pain of things you never thought you could survive through.
dec 3 2009 ∞
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