• i was an indian man, and i was flying on a plane with my family members. they were all very into their religion and i, for some reason, was expected to be moreso than them. in the dream, i was on the plane and the entire time i battled with my own ideas on what sort of religion i believe in. i came to the conclusion, in the end, that i had no religion i could not bear witness to.
  • i came downstairs after taking a bath, and i had on a shirt but no pants, which is pretty normal in real life. but in my dream i was a lot skinnier, and my dad pointed at my hipbones and said 'what are those?' and i looked down, and the sight of them disgusted me, the way they were jutting out and such. i said 'they're my hipbones.' and he replied saying that he didn't like them.
jan 21 2010 ∞
jan 21 2010 +
  • Paper Towns - John Green
  • A Wolf at the Table - Augusten Burroughs
  • Love Is a Mix Tape: Life and Loss, One Song at a Time - Rob Sheffield
  • 13 little blue envelopes - Maureen Johnson
      • if it's available in the library or something, maybe.
  • Slaughterhouse-Five - Kurt Vonnegut
mar 27 2009 ∞
jan 20 2010 +
  • sometimes i change plans last minute.
  • i'm sick all the time.
  • and easy to upset.
  • i can't deal with commitment very well.
  • and have to be reminded that you want me.
  • and i am good enough for you.
  • i have low self esteem.
  • and freak out in public situations.
  • i procrastinate a lot and it causes problems with scheduling.
  • because of past circumstances, i sometimes flinch away from contact like someones hand on my shoulder or i won't enjoy kissing you as much as you may like.
mar 11 2009 ∞
jan 21 2010 +
  • mona lisa - all american rejects
  • flight of the bumblebee on clarinet
  • angels on the moon - thriving ivory
  • white houses - vanessa carlton
  • tree hugger - antsy pants
  • never change - chase coy
  • nothing better - the postal service
  • how to save a life - the fray
  • watch over you - alter bridge
  • lapse - envy on the coast
  • wild world - cat stevens
  • speechless - the veronicas
  • you are my sunshine
  • everytime - the frames
  • yellow - coldplay
  • this is home - switchfoot
  • the saltwater room - owl city
  • world spins madly on - the weepies
  • can't go back now - the weepies
  • gravity - vienna teng
  • what you don't know - monrose
jan 7 2009 ∞
may 1 2009 +
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  • Emmy
  • Krissy
  • Taylor
  • Jeff
jan 7 2009 ∞
may 1 2009 +
  • vanilla
  • freshly brewed coffee
  • sweet pea
  • sharpies
  • brand new shoes
  • fresh baked cookies
  • freshly done laundry.
jan 7 2009 ∞
feb 10 2009 +
  • i've had crohn's disease ever since i was around seven or so. this means i take a lot of pills.
  • i'm also dealing with depression and post traumatic stress disorder. this means i tend to freak out at times and i'm prone to paranoia.
  • i don't believe in love. i believe in developing habits with certain people and being capable of dealing with them for certain amounts of time.
  • if i think you're a bad person, i'm going to treat you like a bad person. that's just how it goes.
  • if i'm walking around and look like a zombie and get bitchy when you come up to me, expect it. try again later and if my meds are done fucking with me or i'm feeling better, i'll give you a hug and be the most lovable person you know.
  • music is one of the few things i can rely...
jan 21 2010 ∞
jan 21 2010 +
  • people who help restore my faith in humanity.
  • striking up a really nice conversation with a really nice stranger.
  • finding people who finally agree with you about things on some level.
  • being a total dork about something and not having to worry about people looking at you funny.
  • a really good book that makes you think.
  • discovering your brotherly figure does care about you on some level.
may 5 2009 ∞
may 5 2009 +
  • rejection
  • perfection
  • the kool-aid man.
  • you think i'm lying, i'm not.
  • ending up alone.
  • complete and total failure.
  • failing a school year.
  • talking/speeches in front of others.
  • expectations.
  • bugs. oh god, bugs.
  • being forgotten.
  • eternity/life after death.
may 1 2009 ∞
may 1 2009 +
  • I think you two are cute.
  • and perfect together.
  • No, I would never do that to you.
  • I'm fine, just really tired.
  • I miss you.
  • I'm happy for you.
  • I never liked him, what are you talking about?
  • I love you.
  • everything is going to be alright.
  • i don't need any help.
  • and i am not depressed.
  • it wasn't a suicide attempt.
feb 10 2009 ∞
mar 25 2009 +
  • soliloquy
  • epicure
  • champagne
  • bumblebee
  • elysium
  • epiphany
  • infinite
  • melody
  • twinkle
  • lullaby
jan 7 2009 ∞
jan 7 2009 +
  • clarinet
  • xylophone
  • piano
  • tuba
  • saxophone
jan 7 2009 ∞
jan 7 2009 +
  • brian
  • sean
  • joel
  • (insert other male members of taylors family who aren't amish)
  • james
  • jeffy
  • wally
  • austin.
  • a zorb ball.
jun 14 2009 ∞
jun 17 2009 +
  • Asher
  • Ericka
  • Avery
  • Oliver
  • Lillian
  • Damien
may 1 2009 ∞
may 1 2009 +
  • glow worms and their traps.
  • bubble baths.
mar 11 2009 ∞
jan 21 2010 +
  • matt
  • my brother
  • mike
  • john
  • gary
jan 7 2009 ∞
jan 7 2009 +
  • tacos
  • Indian noodles
  • chicken tenders
  • cheesecake
  • fuzzy navals
  • tequila
  • mini corndogs
  • hot wings
jan 7 2009 ∞
jan 7 2009 +