• Graduated High School.
• Kissed someone.
• Smoked cigarettes.
• Got so drunk you passed out.
• Rode every ride at an amusement park.
• Collected something really stupid.
• Gone to a rock concert.
• Helped someone.
• Gone fishing.
• Watched four movies in one night.
• Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
• Lied to someone.
• Been dumped.
• Snorted cocaine.
• Failed a class.
• Smoked weed.
• Dealt drugs.
• Taken a college level course.
• Been in a car accident.
• Been in a tornado.

• six shirts
• all shorts
• underwear (some TPs)
• pjs
• socks
• bathing suits
• fleece or hoodie
• deodorant
• 2-3 books
• ipod
• cell
• camera
• chargers
• toothbrush
• hair brush
• post-its
• money
• retainer
• makeup

• being alone
• not accomplishing anything
• living too long
• spiders
• the dark
• people finding out I'm not entirely straight
• the little girl from the ring
• needles
• shots
• disappointing my parents
• my brother going back to drugs
• my average being under 95
• rogue waves
• people reading my mind
• people knowing that i think they can read my mind
• bugs crawling on me when I'm sleeping

• speak more eloquently
• work on spelling
• make Honor Society
• get a 100 average in gym
• make at least 3 new friends
• make time for reading
• achieve a body I'm proud of
• don't become anorexic
• develop some sort of relationship with ed
• post a video response on YouTube
• become comfortable with my sexuality
• tell someone besides Abby about my orientation
• find someone I'm both attracted to physically and mentally
• clean junk drawers
• stay in touch with Anna despite the 11 hour time difference
• get best friends to actually like other best friends

• feeling a hot drink as it goes down your throat
• falling asleep in a warm bed when your room reaches polar temperatures
• clear, starry sky and a quiet(!) companion
• catching someone looking at you and see them awkwardly look away when you catch them
• waking up too early and knowing you can go back to sleep
• someone genuinely smiling at you
• daydreaming
• when you understand a math problem before the rest of the class
• having your older sibling actually listen and talk to you
• doing something you know you shouldnt and not be weighed down by guilt
• waking up and feeling confident enough to not wear makeup

• visit england, korea, italy, ireland
• sky dive
• bungee jump
• skinny dip
• steal a street sign
• trespass
• get drunk
• get high
• go to +15 concerts
• crowd surf
• kiss a complete stranger
• spend one hour without caring
• have sex on the beach
• have sex on a plane
• run in my underwear in a public place
• shoot a gun
• become a mommy
• watch all star wars movies
• read and watch the lord of the rings trilogy
• beg for change to get home

• 30h!3
• Bring Me the Horizon
• Chase Coy
• Cut Copy
• The Dangerous Summer
• Fireglight
• Hometown Anthem
• Lights Out Dancing
• Lower Definition
• Mae
• Nevershoutnever
• Rocket to the Moon
• Score 24
• The Sophomore Attempt
• Time Tells All
• Tokyo Police Club
• The Years Gone By

5) James: i was so convinced that in third grade that he flirted with me. i thought he was smiling in my direction during our mandatory chorus session. i wrote all about it in my diary.

4) Steven: he was short as heck and had gelled spikes. gelled spikes. sadly enough, he looks the same except now his eyes dont all the way open because of all the weed hes smoked.

3) Tyler: he was and still is a jackass, but that didnt stop me from having a crush on him for two whopping years. thats the second longest crush i have ever had.

2) Cameron: oh man, this kid was all over my diary in sixth grade. i was such a bully to him, too. hah, he was in my italian class three years after i "loved" him and, i swear, he would not make eye contact with me. and in 10th grade, we had two classes together and the same thing happened. no eye contact what do ever. haha, oh awkward t...

Girls:

• Analeise
• AnnaLee
• Cameron
• Darcy
• Emily
• Jacks
• Layla
• Lilah
• Lydia
• Parker

Guys:

• Jared
• Jude
• Kale
• Landon
• Nate
• Travis

• Kindergarten: Mrs. Amansen
• First Grade: Ms. Eagan
• Second Grade: Mrs. Butler
• Third Grade: Ms. Kiley
• Fourth Grade: Ms. Kiley
• Fifth Grade: Miss. Schempp
• Sixth Grade: Mrs. Korsh, Mr. Campbell, Mr. Neumann
• Seventh Grade: Mrs. Slatest, Mr. Przbylski, Mr. Kubic, Mrs. Gold, Ms. Sobel
• Eighth Grade: Mr. Rozmus, Mrs. Leahy, Mrs. Kramer, Ms. Sobel, Mr. Warren, Mr. Robinson
• Ninth Grade: Mrs. Maggi, Mrs. Byler, Mr. Ruthkowski, Mr. Karp, Mrs. Cogan, Ms. Randazzo, Mr. Beskin, Mr. Demartini, Mrs. Degere