• climbing tall unsupported ladders
• being pregnant
• dying a horrible death
• dying of something normal
• being percieved differently from how I actually am, better or worse
• my favorite music artists becoming popular and people on tiktok making awful dances to their songs
• drowning
• taking the trash out at night and being mauled by a coyote
• having all my diary entries mysteriously erased
• disappointing the people that trust me
• living on my own
• living my whole life dependent on someone else
• getting a job
• falling down a manhole/ dropping my phone down a grate or elevator shaft
• driving in busy cities
• the fourth dimensional ghosts that watch my every move
• being the only one who's ever gonna know what this ONE PARTICULAR HORSE LOOKS LIKE

NOBODY BUT ME KNOWS WHAT THIS HORSE LOOKS LIKE AND I CARRY THIS AWFUL BURDEN