all day I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps. Your sleek laugh, hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails, I want to eat your skin like a whole almond. I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your body. She added cardamom to everything. Coffee, of course, and tea. Steamed milk, curries. A reason for chronic night sweating - the patient is totally healthy and is actually running in a dream, or frightful in a dream. The sweat is the consequence of acting out the dream Engulfment is a moment of hypnosis. The gentleness of the abyss : I have no responsibilities here, the act of dying is not up to me: I entrust myself, I transmit myself (to whom? To God, to nature, to everything) I lose my structure as a lover. This is a factitious mourning, without work to do. Half in love with easeful death. Then I have this fantasy : a gentle hemmorrhage which flows from no specific point in my body, an almost immediate consumption. I drift outside of the fatal couple which links life and death by opposing them to each other. I dilute myself. I come out : it is ecstasy. Songs and melodies about the beloved's absence. Nailed to the spot in suspense, like a package in some forgotten corner of a railway station. Amorous absence functions in a single direction, expressed by the one who stays, never by the one who leaves: an always present I is constituted only by the confrontation with an always absent YOU. I am loved less than I love. Historically, the discourse of absence is carried on by the woman. It is woman who gives shape to absence, elaborates its fiction, she weaves and she sings. The origins have belonged, the future will belong to the subjects in whom there is something feminine. Sometimes I have no difficulty enduring absence. Then I am normal, I fall in with the way everyone endures the departure of a beloved person. I diligently obey the training. This is the condition of my survival ; for I did not foget, I should die. The lover who doesn't forget sometimes dies of acess, exhaustion, and tension of memory. I waken out of this forgetfulness very quickly. In great haste, I reconstitute a memory, a confusion. A classic word comes from the body, which expresses the emotion of absence : to sigh "to sigh for the bodily presence" : each breath, being incomplete, sought to mingle with the other: the image of the embrace, in that it melts the two images into a single one : in amorous absence. Pothos, desire for the absent being. Himeros, the more burning desire for the present being. Endlessly I sustain the discourse of the beloved's absence, actually a preposterous situation. This singular distortion generates a kind of insupportable present, I am wedged between two tenses. You have gone (which I lament), you are here (since I am addressing you. Whereupon I know what the present, that difficult tense is : a pure portion of anxiety. Absence persists - I must endure it. Hence I will manipulate it : transform the distortion of time into oscillation, produce rhythm, make an entrance onto the stage of language. Absence becomes an active practice, a business. Doubts, reproaches, desires, melancholies. Of what the greeks called charis - the sparkle of the eyes, the body's luminous beauty, the radiance of the desirable being What is it in this loved body which has the vocation of a fetish for me? Wat perhaps incredibly tenuous portion - what accident? The way a nail is cut, a tooth broken slightly aslant, a lock of hair, a way of spreading the fingers while talking. About all these folds of the body, I want to say that they are adorable. Despite the difficulties of my story, despite discomforts, doubts, despairs, I unceasingly affirm love, within myself, as a value. This stubbornness in love's protest. A stubborn voice is raised which lasts a little longer : the voice of the intractable lover. I emerge neither victor nor vanquished. I am tragic. I gladly abandon dreary tasks, rational scruples I perform lunatic chores, I am the sole witness of my lunacy. What love lays bare in me is energy. Everything I do has a meaning (hence I can live, without whining), but this meaning is merely the meaning of my strength. Born of literature, able to speak only with its help of worn codes, yet I am alone with my strength, doomed to my own philosophy In the christian west, all strength passes through the interpreter. But the strength of love cannot be shifter, be put into the hands of an interpreter; it remains here, on the level of language, enchanted, intractable. Here the type is not the priest, it is the lover. This is the moment of melancholy passion, the rising of resentment. Repugnant, rapport, insipid, paltry, surreptitious, invective The lover's discourse Is usually a smooth envelope with encases the image, a very gentle glove around the loved being. It is a devout, orthodox discourse. A shock capsizes my own language. The horror of spoiling is even stronger than the anxiety of losing The silence of this huge hotel is echoing, indifferent, idiotic (faint murmur of draining bathtubs), the furniture and the lamps are stupid

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